Lying on a creaky bed in a dingy room, I sob quietly in pain. No one can hear me owing to the rumble of the night train. Your memories are knocking hard at the back of my brain and I have no idea how to stop myself from going insane.

Do you check your phone everytime I do? Do you see everything around you in blue? Do you think all this mess that we've created is true? Do your insides twist with pangs of emptiness too?

But where do we go to learn how to fix it all? Where do we get the remedy for our fall? Where do we get a chance for another call? Why have you pushed me against an unsurmountable wall? Why am I left to haunt this shady hall?

I don't know who is knocking at the door. I don't know why I'm stepping down on the cold floor. I don't know why my mouth is sore or what's hurting my core. I don't know why I keep wanting more.

So why don't you come back and stop doing me wrong? Why don't you come back and play our song? Please come back. Oh can't you see...it's been so long?