┍━━━━━♥♠♣♦━━━━━┑
"where did you leave your love?"
┕━━━━━♥♠♣♦━━━━━┙
▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃

DIARY ENTRY TWENTY-TWO:
EVERYTHINGS ALRIGHT.

Everything seems peaceful lately, after the whole incident with Colby and helping him get over Adelaide and all, he's gotten a lot better, and I'm pretty sure at this point he could careless about Adelaide or her name even being brought into conversation. I'm so happy for him for that. Because fuck Adelaide Jane and her idiotic fucking ass for being one dumb ass and use my bestfriend for clout.

IM GETTING OFF TOPIC!

I've been feeling better to personally. I went outside to the park today, got fresh air and walked around the block, even though it's not safe to go anywhere in L.A alone,I really said FUCK BEING ALIVE LETS GET KIDNAPPED. But I'm not a kid, so that would mean it would be called ADULTNAPPED. haha I laughed out loud I'm such a fucking idiot.

Life's getting better a bit day by day, I still get sad every so often, but now I just feel more alive than I've ever been before.

I also have a little confession.

I think I like Colby...

I KNOW! What the fuck?! Rosalyn are you insane? But it's only a little crush, like TINY FUCKING CRUSH. I guess I do find myself being insanely happy around him but I think it's going to go away, but honestly, I don't know what to think. He's my best-friend, this could ruin us! I love him to death, I can't lose him, ever, like he's impacted so much in my life that I'm so afraid to lose him as my friend.

But I don't want to get to into it, I didn't intent for my diary to be a crush book so let's get into the next topic of my week.

Me and Tara went to San Francisco for 4 days, of course, everyone missed us, including the needy Colby Brock. Tara told me about her little crush on JAKE MOTHER FUCKING WEBBER. Which was like HALANDJKWDKJDK (haha I'm breaking my keyboard for this lol) I've BEEN shipping this two for so long and for her to finally admit this was like HEAVEN. I CANT WAIT TO FORCE THEM TO HANG OUT ALONE TOGETHER.

I'm a god at creating couples, y'all wonder how Shane and Ryland got together. Oof tea sis.

I got to hang out with my favorite fan, aka the iconic EMMA CHAMERLAIN. She's so nice and sweet, literally me as a younger girl. Emma has told me countless times about how she watched my videos when she was a young teen and how relatable I was to her, which softened my heart so much. She showed me around San Fran since her dad always used to take her when she was younger all the time. Emma is literally so sweet and so energetic, her and Tara got along so well, we even did a tik tok together lol. We also went to get ice cream, she took us to the best ice cream parlor she knew, let's just say, I might do daytrips to San Francisco more often :).

I kind of want to rant about how good ice cream taste but this is a diary not a letter to my ice cream husband.

A name keeps popping up into my head at random times, the name ALEXANDER. I don't really know why but I feel like Alexander is someone out in this world, I could be going insane or something but you never know, I could get married to an Alexander in the near future or something.

This diary entry is going to be a little short for today, not because I don't have anything else to say, but it's because I'm very sleepy as I'm writing this.

Goodnight to me, and goodnight to everyone :)

— xoxo Rosalyn Fray

—𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚? | 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐛𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤
@DEVLISHION| KEILANI