Trees... Nothing but trees and a gray road. Telling matt my old home address he insisted we go straight away. Probably didnt want me backing out. Qouestions spun in my mind not only about Matt but my family too. Oh god. "Break!" I shouted I was flung forward in my seat belt. Luckily there was no one behind us. "What the F#ck was that for!" he shouted. "Sorry I just realised something..." I held my forehead in my palm aggiatated at my foresight.
"What, what is it?" he qouestioned harshly. "Pull over...I'll tell you" he roughly pulled over. Then turned his head to me "You look like him" I tried to explain. "Yeah I know that" he grumbled thinkingbibwas repeating useless information. "How ks my family goanna react when the see you" I rephrased. Literally I could see the cogs spinning in his head. His eyes sparked and looked up at me "I get ye" he'd catches on. He leaned back in his chair and folded his arms over his chest. Eyes closed. Was he falling asleep on me. "Hey..." I started "shhhh I'm thinking" he hushed. Silence filled the car, as I sat there waiting patiently. His face twisted slightly. "urgh this is stupid" he mumbled. Staring at him intently I wait for him to reaveal his 'stupid' plan. "I guess I'll dye or cut my hair... Or something" he breathed. I could tell he didn't want to do it and his only reason was to help me "Thank you Matt, one more thing what about your name" I qouestioned. He sighed "Just call me James or something". Nodding happy the situation was sorted "Ok whatever you say James" he seem to sneer slightly at the use of the name. After a minute or two he set the car in motion again.

England we were going all the way back to England. I promised to pay for the treck considering. An Airplane was to expensive and Matt didnt seem to fond of the idea of being trapped on a plane with others for a long time. the shortest being around 7 hours. He seemed like he could lock himself in a room better. So of course we're were going by cruise which will take five to six days. Though it would take us all of today just to get to the docks. Leaning back in my seat I readied my self for the journey. Closing my eyes I relaxed.

Woods, all I saw were trees for miles. Silence, no birds chirping. Not even the wind rustled the autumn leaves. Were was I? I felt nervousness something wasn't sitting right in the pit of my stomach, my body was numb. "Bang!" I jumped in fright as a gun shoot sounded. People? Hunters? They were coming this way. Footstep and the crunching of leaves frightened me. Run I need to run. It didn't work they were following me. Another gun shot sounded but this time it was right behind me. Are they hunting me? Changing direction I tried to avoid anymore bullets. Soon enough I felt a brief relief; not hearing any footsteps or gun shots. Sadly I was mistaken. My shoulder was priced by a bullet. Pain surged through my body. I attempted to scream up only Released a loud howl. They had found me I need to move. Clutching at my limp shoulder I tried desperately to escape, knowing if I didn't this would be the end. Something urged me to keep moving. Another shot, then another, one missed but the other stung through my calf, sending me harshly to my knees. Crimson, my vision hazed as I stared up at the crooked smiles. No faces just smiles. A cold gun was placed in my vision and was pointed at my head. My body shook in fear. "Bang".

Jolting forward I panted. My head hurt, it throbbed. Bringing my hands up I steady my heavy head. Shoot, I got shoot. Terrified I stared down at myself, nothing. "(F/N)" quickly I turned my head to the sound. A sizzling, sqeak played in my ears. Purple eyes looked worriedly at me. "Yeh" I spoke weakly. "What's wrong? Your crying and look terrified" What? I brought a hand to my eyes. Those were tears alright. Taking a deep breath I spoke "I-it was a n-nightmare" pulling my arms around my self I tried to calm my heart rate.

The car jolted the side then stopped. Breath, I need to breath. The imaged of the smiles kept replying. The gun. Panic. My chest burnt. My breaths became short.

Hearing the a click, I turned my head. Within secound k was lifted from my seat. "Calm, deep breaths" he tried to sooth. "Calm" he repeated as I sat in his lap, trembling. Clearly I was having a panic attack. He was right I need to calm down. Deep breaths. He held at my back, keeping me sat up straight. Laying my head down on his shoulder, I focused on breathing. My heart rate was starting to fall as I calmed down. "You ok?" he qouestioned peering at my face. Nodding slowly "Yeh" I breathed. He took a sigh of relief. "Was that a panic attack?" he qouestioned worried I nodded again"That must have been more them just a nightmare" clearly he wanted to know what was going on. "No it was just a really bad one" I replied. Shrugging "whatever you say, just don't scare me like that again" he frowned slightly. Did I really scare him. Well considering I woke up freaking out then had a panic attack, I'm sure if he did that I'd be scared too. "sure" I agreed not really wanting to have that happen again ever. Silence filled the air. "Sorry" I tried to skirm out of his lap but he held me there with his hand. My (e/c) were consumed by the purple I'm his. He was staring into my eyes. Was he looking for an anwser? He looked away quickly. Huh? He placed me back in my seat and didn't look at me. Don't tell me no. "Are you blushing?" I qouestioned trying to see his face better. "no" he mumbled, "you sure? I'm certain I saw some blush there" I teased smiling. "Quite you" I was expecting him to swear but the small response was suprising.