(The names of the murders are none of NCT. Also this bonus is spicy.)
Doyoung's P.O.V

Jaehyun and I have been talking for two years. Whether by letters or going to the jail to talk to him. He fascinates me, but not like a lab rat, he's just so different. The media calls him a monster yet he is so kind, although he does have a 'bad boy' vibe. My friends tell me I'm crazy for continuing to talk to him; he's not the only one I've visited, but he is the only one I keep in touch with. During these two years I've talked to other murders, plenty. Each had a different personality, maybe some the same story but never the same personality. Jaehyun is nothing like them. I sighed as I walked into the jail and asked about my appointment and was led down a long corridor and put in a large room that had bars and guards and I sat at the uncomfortable table and grabbed my notebook and pen. Under the laws permission I was permitted to talk to these people, diagnose even. It's complicated, no reason to talk about it much. I watched as a man, maybe 6'3? Walked in by guards and he sat across from me. I offered a friendly smile but he didn't return it. His height didn't scare me, his eyes did. They pierced into me and I felt a shiver up my spine but repressed it. I've been by countless murders, I'm used to the skeptical looks and glares. "Hello Mr. Lee" I said smiling. He grunted.
"Hello" he mocked but I kept my smile. I've done my research on this man, he killed his family. He's—well was an alcoholic and was known to abuse them. "What do you want kid? You're wasting my time" he scoffed.
"Your time in a cell? I assume you're not a people person" I said. I've gotten braver over the years talking to all these people.
"What are you? A therapist?" He said.
"Mhm, you can call me that. I diagnose people, talk things out" I answered honestly.
"Wanna talk about how I can snap you in half" he smirked and I shook my head.
"I'm sure you could, but how about we don't do that. Let's talk about you, what do you like to do?" I asked and he rolled his eyes.
"Well, I don't like talking to shrinks" he said.
"You don't like people knowing things about you" I said simply and I saw him drum his fingers.
"And?" He asked "diagnose me doctor. Tell me what's wrong with me if you know so much" he smirked. I simply smiled and laced my fingers and placed my chin on them, my elbows resting on the uncomfortable wooden table.
"Well, for one you're not a people person, you prefer to be alone I assume. You say I am wasting your time, you like to spend your time alone. I believe—" I paused "you have APD, which is antisocial personality disorder" I shrugged "you are known to be abusive and violent so I assume you also have anger issues" I saw him frown "you were mistreated when you were younger" I said and he smirked "ah so I'm wrong" I said and he raised a brow "you grew up seeing your own father abuse your family" I finished and he glared.
"I have anger issues yeah?" He asked and I nodded. "Well no shit" he laughed and I sighed. "Who are you to tell me who I am or what I have?" He growled.
"I'm simply analyzing, you said I could" I spoke back. Suddenly he slammed his hands on the table and then he came for me, I felt my heart rate spike. He was pulled away from guards quickly before he could touch me.
"Fuck you! You don't know shit!" He was soon dragged away. I bit my lip and packed my bag and shouldered it. I bowed to the guards and left. I looked up to see it was dark out and went to my car and unlocked it. I got in and drove home. I walked up to my shared dorm room with Jungwoo and unlocked the door and walked in and saw Jungwoo left a note on the fridge.
'Won't be home, staying at Lucas's - Love Jungwoo.' I smiled and put my bag down and slipped off my shoes and threw off my jacket and untucked my shirt causing it to reach just above the middle of my thighs and I took off my pants and smiled staying in my dress shirt.
"Woah" I suddenly heard someone say and I screamed and clutched my pants to my chest and switched on all the lights. And there he was... sitting on a chair facing me with a suitcase with him.
"J-Jaehyun?" I asked and blinked a few times seeing if it was real.
"Hey bunny" he smiled brightly and then saw the confusion and concern on my face and coughed. "I should probably explain" he said and I nodded. "Court found me not guilty, self-defense, had a lot of evidence... and then I was on house arrest for awhile, couple of months" he said and got up "had to stay with my mom, she's not fond of me, which you know" he smiled and walked towards me. He's wearing a black t-shirt and jeans with boots. His hair perfectly styled. "I missed seeing you, schools been a pain. Yeah?" He asked and then he was standing in front of me. I blushed deep red. He just saw me strip.
"U-uh yeah. H-how did you get in?" I asked and shifted back feeling he was too close. He frowned at that.
"Doyoung... do I scare you?" He asked and looked me in the eyes. God he is such a puppy. I shook my head no.
"Not at all, just, I'm not decent" I said "um so how did you get in?" I asked.
"Ah, I have a friend who goes here. I remember you telling me you went here and I ran into some guy so I asked if he knew you. Said he was your dorm mate and said you'd be back soon and let me in. Also said something about his boyfriend needing him? I saw him slip some condoms in his pocket so I guess it was in that way" he chuckled. Jungwoo is so clueless. I nodded. I then looked around.
"Oh my! My place is a mess, oh god" I said and walked away to start picking up throwing my pants and jacket in the basket in the bathroom and started cleaning the living room.
"It's alright, I was in jail for a few years. This is the most clean thing I've seen" he said and I felt a bit bad for him. I walked to the kitchen.
"Let me make us some tea" I said. I poured water in the kettle and put it on the stove. He leaned against the counter watching me.
"You're still not wearing pants" he said and smirked. I looked down and indeed I wasn't. I blushed and tried to walk away but he gently took my arm. "It's okay, it's cute. Plus you're suppose to be comfortable in your home right?" He asked and I sighed knowing I won't win this.
"You're just a perv" I said and leaned against the counter across from him. "How have you been Jaehyun?" I asked and he smiled.
"Better, been getting therapy for the 'trauma I've been through,' I think I'm fine though. Just sucked being in jail for no reason... kind of. I missed you when you couldn't come in" he frowned "I'm glad I get to see you again" he said and I laughed lightly.
"I'm glad to see you too" I said shyly.
"I kept all the letters" he scratched the back of his neck.
"You kept all the letters?" I smirked. He sighed.
"Y-yeah, I like your writing" he said and I nodded. I poured the hot water in two tea cups seeing the water was done boiling and put teabags in them. "Can I... hug you?" He asked and I looked at him and raised a brow. He looked away.
"O-of course" I said and instantly cursed myself for saying that so fast. In an instant his arms were around my waist holding me tight and I gently placed my arms around him and he buried his face in my shoulder. I felt a pain in my shoulder. "Jaehyun, it hurts!" I yelled suddenly and he let go instantly and I felt bad for yelling. I unbuttoned my shirt a bit and looked at my bandaged shoulder.
"I-I'm sorry" he said instantly and then saw the bandage. "What happened?" I sighed.
"Let's say one of the guys I talked to really didn't like me, stabbed me with a pen" I laughed awkwardly. He hugged me again and looked down at me worriedly.
"I'm sorry" he said with a small pout. He gently rubbed the pad of his tub over the bandage. My heart is beating too fast. I gulped.
"Not your fault" I smiled "uh the tea is done" I said and he let go letting his fingers linger on my waist. I took the tea and led us to the living room and gave him a cup and I sat down on the couch and he sat right next to me, his leg brushing against my exposed one. I pressed my legs together and rested a pillow over them on my lap and turned on the TV for background noise.
"So where are you staying if you're not staying with your mom?" I asked and he looked over at me and turned a bit to face me.
"With the friend I told you about earlier, he goes here" he said and took a sip of tea.
"I might know him, what's his name?" I asked.
"Johnny Seo" he said and I nodded.
"Yeah, I think I've met him once by Jungwoo's friend Ten, he's pretty nice" I said.
"He's awesome" he smiled and set the mug down on the coffee table. I felt a little jealous, but I wasn't sure why. I sighed. I felt a warm hand on my knee and looked at him shocked. "You okay?" He asked worriedly. I gulped and nodded, I felt heat rising to my cheeks.
"You're so pretty Doyoung" he said with a cheesy smile. I felt my heart race.
"Y-you're so weird" I said and looked away.
"Mhm I am" he said "but you like that about me" he continued as I was sipping my tea, I choked and set the cup down and started coughing into my arm trying to get air. He quickly patted my back and rubbed it. "You okay?" He asked and I frantically nodded. Once I collected myself I laughed awkwardly. He kept his hand on my back. He set his own cup down and then laid down so his head was on the pillow on my lap and he looked up at me.
"W-what are you doing?" I asked, confused with his behavior.
"Well we could never have physical contact when I was in jail... so I wanna be closer to you, it's hard to explain" he said awkwardly and I nodded. "Wow" he suddenly said and I frowned.
"What?" I asked.
"You look good at this angle too" he smirked.
"Still a flirt huh?" I laughed.
"I'll never change" he chuckled.
"Even if, you know, you find someone?" I gulped. For some reason I didn't like the idea of him with someone.
"I already found someone" he said with a smile.
"Oh, well uh..." I said and looked away a bit disappointed. Suddenly he grabbed the back of my head and made me look at him again.
"Are you jealous?" He asked with a greasy smirk. I glared.
"N-no" I stuttered.
"Mhm sure" he said and let go and rested his hands on his stomach, he grabbed one of mine and laced our fingers and held it resting it on his stomach yet again. A blush came up to my face. How can this man make me so flustered?
"So... who did you find?" I asked and looked at him curiously, he chuckled.
"You" he said smugly.
"W-what?"
He slowly brought my head down and kissed me, I was too out of it to know what was happening and he pulled away and looked at me. I touched my lips. "D-did you just kiss me?"
"Uh yeah, want me to do it again? Did you miss it?" He said sarcastically. When he kissed me I felt dopamine release causing me to feel pleasure. I gulped and nodded and he looked at me funny. "You want me to do it again or did you miss it? Which one" he said.
"Again" I whispered lightly but he didn't hear me.
"Wh-" he started but I cut him off with a kiss. I was about to pull away but he grabbed the back of my head and kept me down and continued to kiss me. I felt desire pool into my lower body as he bit my bottom lip. I opened and let his tongue into my mouth not even trying to fight it. I disconnected to breathe and he quickly pulled me on top of him so my legs were straddling him and my hands on his chest, my body started to feel hot. He brought me down to kiss me again and I played with his hair. The living room was filled with heavy breathing and the sound of lips on lips. He held my waist tightly rubbing my sides as we continued to kiss. I brought one hand up to unbutton my shirt and he suddenly stopped and I looked at him. He seemed shocked.
"S-should I not?" I asked and he just stared at me and I started to feel bad and insecure so I went fo button it back up but suddenly he sat up and picked me up and I let out a yelp. He walked down the hallway and I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. I saw him turn a nob and I laughed. "Mines the door over there" I pointed and kissed his neck and started to suck and bit at it and he let out a shallow breath and went into my room and shut the door and laid me on the bed and took off his boots quickly and quickly joined me. He pecked my lips and then instantly went to my neck and I moved my head to the side so he could have more room and he started to suck on my neck bruising the skin. My body was on fire and he bit down on a certain place and I let out a moan and blushed when he stopped and then looked at me smirking.
"You're acting like you've never done this before" I said blushing, he chuckled.
"Oh I have, but with you it's special. I want to hear everything," that made squirm. He quickly went back to attacking my neck and I pulled at his shirt. He sat up holding himself on his knees, which is currently straddling me, and took off his shirt and I looked at the beauty in front of me. He came back down and I touched his sides and ran my hands around his exposed chest. He let out a deep chuckle. "Now you're acting like you've never done this before" he smirked and my face flushed.
"I have, it's just... different" I said and kissed his neck and left my own marks on him. I disconnected and sat up causing him to move back and I started unbuttoning my shirt further and then hesitated before taking it off. I looked at him to see him staring at my body and I felt a little self-conscious compared to his body. He slid my sleeves down causing the shirt to move away from my chest and he helped me take the shirt off and tossed it to the side. He slowly laid me back down and slid a finger down my sternum to the middle of my stomach and I shivered lifting my back.
"It feels weird being the only one undressed" I said. He smirked and took off his pants tossing them aside. I looked at the bulge in his underwear and bit my lip and he kissed down my chest causing me to arch my back yet again. He played with my nipples and I gasped. He looked up at me smirking and I covered my face with my hands. He continued to kiss until he made it to the waistband of my underwear, I squirmed as my underwear became uncomfortably tight.
"Hm you're excited" he said, his eyes full of lust.
"P-please" I moaned out rubbing my legs together for some friction and buckled my hips up a bit.
"Been long for you?" He chuckled and I nodded shamefully. "Alright" he said and threw my underwear to the side and I gasped. He took his own off and I looked down. Why is he so beautiful?

"Now the real fun begins" he smirked.

The night was full of moans and skin on skin.

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A/N: sorry if it isn't spicy enough for you, comment down below if you want me to describe 'the night'?? Idk sounds strange saying that.