If my readers have noticed 70% of the teaser part has been updated.
Only that last half will be left, after today's update.

Avni

We haven't broken up yet..... These words of Simran Raichand reverberating in my brain since I recalled the whole scenario last night. I was on the verge of loosing my equilibrium. What does that even mean! They haven't any closer between them.!

I cut his twentieth call by now. Since I woke up this morning, Neil is calling me continuously and I'm ignoring it with all my self-restraint remaining inside me. Nerve of him.
I took a peek over Raj sir on the driver seat beside me. His hands on steering wheel, gaze focused on road. He is instructing tasks to some people over back to back call in bluetooth.

Listening to him speaking you will be sure the crew has already reached the spot. I felt my chest suffocated thinking of facing him all the day now on.

"Yes she is with me. Yup yeah. Yes within half an hour we are reaching" Raj sir threw a glance at me saying these words to someone.

And I reckon I know the person behind this particular call.

No way I'm gonna patch up things with him. Not this time. He hurt me , made me regret everything I feel for him. Now it's time for me to show him the real Avni. And I'll definitely not going to liquify this time until he doesn't state me some rational reasons of him being so reckless to me and my feelings. Where he already knows how strong it is.
Still he chose to lie me. I asked him few times if he has any ex. He denied. Now I know he has. And that hit me to the nerve. He lied.

God damn I'm so mad at him. He pushed me to the edge. Now let him face the repercussions.

"Avi is everything fine! It seems you two had a fight. Neil is calling you continuously and you are not picking up his call" saying Raj Sir casted his furrowed brows at my phone in my palm then up to me before he darted back his gaze focused on the road. And I remain unperturbed throwing my gaze outside through the windshield. What's the point of talking about how fool someone can make me!

"Avi I'm talking to you" he persuaded and I peered with my most callous demonstration of my gaze I could have pulled at the moment.

There wouldn't be a fight because I won't let him that space either. I hauled in my head.

"I wanted a break from him" I stated dryly and looked away. Shit I don't want to lie. Not to the person who is so dear to me.

The rest of the drive went in silence. I don't want to dwell my brain on what caused Raj Sir muted the whole ride. It's weird. Invariably Sir rant upon Neil before listening to his side whenever he find my mood down. Then what's the difference today. Why didn't he say anything!

Within an hour few minutes less we finally reached. A stringent sigh blew out of me just after I slammed the door shut.
I advanced my steps to reach the spot. Raj Sir is already out of my sight.

Neil

My eyes went stoney, knuckles whitened, the second my gaze scooted to Avni. She stalked to the direction, the crew was.

Voila she is. I have been calling her since I got to know she is with Raj Sir. But she being intractable not receiving any of my calls nor texts. She read it. It showed seen.

Inspite of been awfully infuriated last night, she was tamed, not that bad in form. What brought her behaviour so aggravated within a night!
I frowned then my face grew a scowl seeing Avni darted her gaze away mine. Is she still miffed! Ofcourse she is. My breath stormy, next moment I backtracked, trod over to her.

When I had pulled the vehicle through her compound gate the security at the entrance notified me, that Avni has already left. I twisted my wrist, eyed at my watch. It's still not the time to her departure. My brows snapped.

"Avni Mam just left. Raj Sir collected her" the security informed me briefly before I could pull my car to the parking lot.

A deep frown appeared on my face knowing that. She was supposed to leave at noon, with me. The thought squirmed me to crease my forehead densely.
Not wasting a single minute there anymore my vehicle tire screeched over the concrete harshly veering out of the place.

I called her several times until I have reached the spot.

I held her hand and dragged to the way to my vanity. I don't care how many gasps I receive on my way. She is my only priority at the moment and we need a talk.

Avni

Already we had enough audience, I didn't want more therefore beside glaring at him making holes on the back of his head I hadn't other option except keeping my mouth shut all the way to his vanity. He has literally hauled me by grasping my wrist so hard.

Slamming his vanity door he tersely pinned me to the wall beside. A loud gasp blew out my mouth feeling his grasp over my shoulders effing sturdy, almost strapping me. His gaze fervent over me, piercing through my soul. I swallowed peering up in his stoney gaze.

If you someday find me have an ex and you see me talking to her, you would never make such a scene because you trust me, you will have faith in me over any other person could specify you what I'm. "Remember you told me this once" His icey intonation caught me off gaurd. His face menacingly close to mine. My heart skipped to my throat, I felt a knot in my stomach. I said it right, that was in his house.

"Didn't you?" not getting any response from me he asserted. And this time his voice paused me accumulating my innerslf. Yes I said him that when he was mad at me for talking to Mohit at the Mall.

My fist tightened remembering the day how he reacted with my simple talking to Mohit. And here he has the nerve to talk to me when I have already seen him kissing his ex. Ex ! Even I'm not sure after yesterday night if they are still together. My face crinkled in distaste at the thought of it. I scoffed in my head.

"Yes I did say it. Because I didn't know then you have an ex and she is hot like hell, has eye catching body and looks for which boys will go crazy. And you didn't bother me to confess it for once. Why Neil Khanna. Why you lied me until now" I confided my insecurities, barked with all repugnance I was carrying in my chest, followed by my heart break. Next moment I jerked off his grip over my shoulder and he faltered a step backward. Good for him. He should maintain thousand hands distance from me now on.

"See you yourself said it_she is my ex. Then why don't you just keep it like that, Girl! She is nothing to me anymore. In fact she was never" god in my entire statement he just got this. I pulled a scornful inward eye rolling. But outwardly kept my eyes strenuous, glacial over his scalding face. My heart is turning feral at our synchronised breath. I can feel it through the blood rushed jostling my veins. He would kiss me at any second. Thank god my subliminal is out of my sight since morning.

"You will say for me the same after few days. Don't you? I'll be your ex someday ! Wouldn't I?" I balked amassing all the courage I have inside me, when I saw him put back his arms on the wall both side of my head, caging me.

"What the fucking hell you are talking Avni. Not making any sense crap" he mauled, his tone crusty and I flinched by his face an inch away me. When did he move this closer to me! Didn't I push him few minutes ago!

" I knew it. See my words has become meaning less to you already" I some how spoke with a disdainful tone, gulped at the end.

"Do-you-have-any-idea-what-you are-talking-about-Avni!" His frosty voice enuntiating each syllable, unexplainable libidinous aura leaving me quirmed being saturated inside.

No way I'll placate.

"Yes I have. You don't" I rebuked grabbing my sanity back. A harrowing look crossed his face by my come back. My breath mayhem staring at his soul shuddering gape over mine.

"You haven't given me a single chance to explain, not yet when I have begged you thousands of times to listen to me for once" his voice hazardously low. He averted his gaze at the side of my face. What the hell he is planning on!

"I wouldn't. Ever" I kept my ground, retaliated crossing his words.

"And you will continue this?" his eyes back on me, intensified at every bit of my features. My hands gripped the fabric of my jeans I was wearing.

I'm hell constricted.

Neil

"Okay fine carry on" my temper cantankerous I can't take all this anymore. Let the thing come out now.

"Continue what!" She glowered. I glacially studied her eyes then those plum perfect lips. No way I'm gonna kiss her. Not before solving this. Our love isn't like some intoxicated erotic love stories that will start with a kiss and end every fight with some love making encounters.

Avni took a deep breath and said
"See I have enough wasted my time and energy upon you. Not anymore" what the crap she is talking! Is she giving up already.

"Not anymore what!" I barked. My eyes didn't miss the flinch of her shoulders in reaction to my words.

"Not anymore..." Her mumbles repeating the words made my blood boiled, grew me malicious similarly. I felt my heart sinking sensing some grave coming up next. If she say anything as such, I swear to god then I will also be done with her credulous persona.
I never knew Avni could be this gullible when it will come to trust me.

My voice glacial, hard_"Say it. I want to hear it from you" Now I am overly done with this apprehensive state of mine contemplating over_What she is going to do with me.

"I don't scare of you. Don't push me" over everything she has nerve to glare at me. Oh god this is the edge to my patience. This girl is in total mood pushing all the buttons of my self phlegm and appearing me hysteric.

" I'm just asking you to say the word god damn, you are dying for" I roared. One word from her and that will be everything for me.

Avni

What exactly I wanted to say him! I don't know. I'm mulling over not getting any reply. Agonizing I gnawed my bottom lips blankly, couldn't convened courage to glance up at him.

I felt a sigh fanned over my forehead before he pulled away. His arms no more caging me. My chest heaved a sigh of tranquility hoping for some repentant but not more than a couple of seconds I stayed still. Next moment his words left me immobile, static on my feet.

After this nothing would be incorrigible between us.

His lips curved a sardonic smirk, eyes repellent, vividly gauging me before he continued.

"You know what. You girls are only interested with someone's past, not the love you see in them at present. You people only believe others" his face taut, Neil paused sucking a breath. I couldn't dodge, my breath escalated.
"Then stay with it. I'm not going to run after you to prove myself how right I'm. You don't deserve it you know that. Neither you need any! If you were, we would have sorted it by now. But you chose to be stubborn, extremely pertinacious not to listen to your Man instead of that bitch you just know her from last night" he rebuffed and I opened my mouth then closed not a single word came out in response to his valiant snarky declaration.

"Really you are the one for me Avni. I have just realised this. To show me where I stand in your heart.... oops sorry. My mistake.... it's in your head, always been. Right!" His bitter, withering chuckle vocalising those last few words, caused me squeamish. My sculp prickled in anxiousness. Would he give up on me! Is he finally done with making me believe him! I swallowed down a painful lump formed in my throat. My chest clenched. What does this mean!

No no I don't want to break up with him. He is my breath, my soul, my everything. Please don't stop fighting me, keep snapping at me but don't look away.

Nothing came out of my mouth. I'm in a state of inscrutable. Are we breaking up this way. Was that everything upto this? Ooh god my heart will burst for so much of inconsolable internal grief I'm musing over. It's excruciating. I never thought it would be this aching of my entire being. How could he just say it. Wouldn't he try to make it all fine like everytime he does! Won't he call be bachha and I will melt! Won't he!
Don't he love me! Was everything just a word for him!

Next moment his crude words made me writhe and feel like shit.

"One request Avni. Don't ever come alone in my vanity. I don't want to see you around me in this conjested place. Or I wouldn't be able to control myself not burging upon you growing all desecrated. Try to stay out of my sight now on, for your own good.
Now please leave I'm getting late. I have to change in my costume." He finished in a single breath his voice icy, reckless. He walked past me.
A chilly shiver gushed down my spine. It would be less oppressed if someone has swatted me across my face than the effect his words imprinted in my chest. I took a look over his facade, his face stern, straight, away me. His jaws flexed in a manner quite apparent how purgatory he is piling up inwardly.

My shoulder sunken, I didn't dare to utter a single word, clasped my hands tightly. Standing there few seconds in hope he shall stop me.
I wiped harshly the tears slipped down my cheeks, turning my despairing face I disconsolately left the place. There are no ground not to relinquish arguments at this point.

Is this the terminal! My heart squeezed feeling doldrums, pooled in emotions. I couldn't hold back, lugged my heavy feet to the direction Raj Sir's empty cabin.

All my synapses inflaming me towards him. One move I'll be in his arms. But there is no going back when he himself has told me he don't want to see me around him.

I won't. Trust me.

Neil

I'll die without you god damn.. did you get that!!.. my heart wanted to yell at her, jerking up her both shoulder harshly. But my mind pacified my wayward heart_ there is no point to hit your head over and over again to make someone understand you when that person already has decided to make no move to grant a thought before they walk away.

Oh god never thought it would be this destroying!
I blinked away the tears threatening to slip down my eyes, staring at her retreating back. My knuckles went white for too much of clenching.
I know this is just a phase, nothing will end between us, nor I would let that happen. But still I couldn't resist feeling hollow inside my heart.
She is no way running back to me, wrap me in her arms.

Avni Mehta I'm not giving up on you nor I'm going to plead you to trust me. I will wait until you concede how much you want me and my heart beats only for you.

We need Trust. We need this for our relationship. Sometimes we need to stay away the person to know your heart, how much they mean to you.

Those harsh words unwanted yet spontaneously came out of my heart for her. Nothing to deny I was truculent by her attitude towards me, parallelly hurt by her each words she venomously showered on me.

She wanted to say me she is breaking up with me? How dare she!

Neil Khanna isn't some random guy, will let go his girl . Avni is mine and she is tied to me until my death. No one can seperate us, not any stupid Monish nor any sordid Simran Raichand could cross our path. This my promise to my love, my breath Avni.

The countdown begins baccha! Lets show you the another shade of your Mr. Khanna. Baby!

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What do you think Neil is going to do to make her crave for him?

I thought to develop this chapter full of emotional wreck between Avniel. But while writing it finally, there something stroke inside me. What if I write something much more intriguing to read rather than ending up my readers all sobbing! Then this idea plopped in my head to take it as some challenge not to leave my readers pensive reading this update, but craving for more of this plot.

I hope you all enjoy it.

Love MoN 💗