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Sanskar :( shout) well I DON'T THINK DR. SAMAR LIVE IN LONDON swara!!! Till when u keep lying? Why can't u tell me the truth??

Swara get numb listening this!!

Sanskar: what happened? Shocked haan?? How did I come to know, right because u always lied and tried to hide. U still don't have guts to speak truth. Why? Why swara? Why u keep on lying to me? Is it really that u want to hide or there is something else too, if it is then I want u to say this out right now!! Just blurt it out swara!!. I m sick of ur lies.

Swara was not understanding what to say. She could see he was angry beyond limit more than she has ever seen. More than the angry Sanskar she faced till now.

Swara: ( stammered) no.. I .. it's just...

Sanskar immediately hold her shoulder and pulled her such that she collided to his chest. He look at her furiously while swara's eyes widened. She look into his eyes but shivered .

Sanskar: DON'T!! just don't dare to say another lie. I want truth. I gave u enough time swara, enough chances. In all these days, I thought u will tell me but no . u keep lying and covering it always. Why? If u can betray this relationship then don't u have enough guts to say the truth?
I know I never gave importance to this relation and never accepted u as my wife but u did. U accepted this marriage. U forced this marriage on me for ur stupidity. I never did.. and I never expected u to do this.
It was u only who claimed to love me few months back and that's why u married me but I think I was right. It was never ur love. It was just ur infatuation. But couldn't u wait for six months to finish . I was anyway going to divorce u then why haan??
I hate liers and betrayers and u did both swara.

His fingers dug into her skin as he was holding on her tight. She was feeling pain but more than that she was feeling pain due to his words. Her eyes filled with tears while he was trying to take out his frustration he was holding on so long. He waited for her to say but she never did. His eyes was red in fury.

Sanskar continued: I thought, may be I m getting too harsh on u when I used to shout on u and u never replied back . I started to feel guilty thinking I should not behave like that to a girl. I thought whatever u did, u did for ur love which might be wrong but still I thought to forget it because I was going to divorce u in few months. Whatever u have done but still I thought u r innocent and different from other girls because since the time u came to this house, u never did wrong to me or my family. Whether everyone disliked ur presence,u never uttered a word against them and never even tried to forced this so called relationship to accept it. I thought I might be misunderstanding something or u. But no I was wrong. U r no different. U are also like those rich girls who changes their so called love like they change clothes.

Swara who heard Everything was breaking with each words. He was misunderstanding her but that's what she wanted. She know she only forced him to accept whatever she shown him. She knew she had pushed him to the edge to believe what he saw. She lied to him. Now that he was reacting, he was getting angry why it's shattering her heart. Watching his condition, it was clear that he was more hurt than angry. He started to believe her but before that she forced him to doubt her and misunderstand her. Still she has chance, she can tell him everything and it will be back to normal. Not normal really because then he will be more heartbroken than her after knowing the truth. She didn't failed to see his eyes showing pain when she was with Samar. She feared whatever Samar said was true that sanskar had already taken for her otherwise why will he behave like this.

Sanskar continued with painful voice but laugh sarcastically: But I must say Your choice is not bad. Actually not a choice.. it Should be CHOICES.. first me , a businessman and now A doctor then whose next?? Well done swara, u r Getting better with choices.

It was like stabbing her heart. The tear she was holding back fall from her eyes. He look at her but he was hurt too.

Sanskar: oh sorry,am I misunderstanding something? U might be actually love him. That's okay. That's completely okay but can I ask you one thing swara why did u spoil my life? If u already loved someone then why did you come in my life ? or u were so confused that whom should u choose? and Now that u got that this relationship won't work so u choose to go back to him. Tell me swara? Is that so? Since when all this going on swara?

Swara: wh.. what.. r you.. say.. saying san .. sanskar?

Sanskar: exactly what I m forced to see and forced to believe. What should I understand when u keep lying to me. What should I understand when u go out saying u have other works but u go to meet him. If he is ur friend then also u don't need to lie about that. We lie only to hide .
If I m thinking wrong then what's the truth swara can u explain it. Do u have anything to say and justify that I m wrong. Is there something I m misunderstanding then come on tell me. I m waiting and don't know why but I still want myself to be proved wrong. May be u always lied but ur eyes betray u. I have seen that. Say swara, tell me if whatever I m thinking is wrong then what's right? What's this damn truth!!!

Swara look down. She was crying but she just doesn't want to tell him anything. She knew it will break him. He might be angry on her but still he want to be proved wrong. He still believe her. She didn't uttered a word.

Sanskar: ( calm yet hurtfully) ur silence saying too much. Now what should I understand. Why do u force me to believe what I don't want to. If just for once u look into my eyes and say there is nothing like that. I swear I will never misunderstand u again. I won't need any explanation, just tell that I m wrong and what's the truth. I promise not a question more I will ask . Please swara, just say it.

Swara closed her eyes . She didn't lift her eyes to look into his. If that's what he is thinking about her then let it be. If he is thinking that she is betraying him then it's better for her. He should hate her but she is forgetting that it will pain both of them. She is breaking him more by not saying anything. She opened her eyes and look away not even looking for once into his eyes.
Sanskar hold loosen on her shoulder. He feels heart wrenching pain watching her saying nothing and not even meeting his eyes.

Sanskar: ( slowly) now I guess I m right. U have already chosen ur ways and we were always apart. We were anyway going to have divorce and free from this relationship na.. now I will make sure of it . We will get divorced but for that unfortunately we both have to wait. ( Stern) Till then could u please take pause on ur extra marital affair so that we both won't have to face any humiliation .

Saying this he took step back and was about to go but he stopped and turned around at the door and say.

Sanskar: I just want to say one thing swara, ur silence never affected me so much but today it did. I don't know why but I felt hurt by ur silence .

Saying this he go out of room not before banging on the door. Swara shut her eyes hearing loud shout of door. She was still at her place. She open her eyes and looked at the door and say he went out. She was trying to gather herself not to cry burst out her pain. She lifelessly moved toward washroom. She go inside washroom and close the door. She stand inside shower ND on the shower still in her clothes . Her tears ran down her cheeks with water flowing. then she burst out and started crying bitterly. She fall on her knees and down her head feeling no strength.

Swara: ( monologue) I m sorry sanskar. I m sorry but it's good for u. I can't let u come close to me. It's all my fault. I should never had married u. I know I m giving u pain but I m helpless sanskar. Please don't fall for me. I already destroyed u . I can't let u destroy urself after I die. I m going away from u ,from ur life ND may be I will never be back. I need to get a way to go away from u ND u gave me a reason. Whether it's a complete misunderstanding but if that only u think then let it be. Nothing will be better that u think that I betray u. If u think I m cheating then it's fine but I will never blame u for that sanskar. I know it's all because of me.. nd it's better as soon as I leave from here and ur life.

Other side,
Sanskar was in house gym. He was in his vest and track pants. He was hitting on sandbag continuously, wrapping a piece of clothes around her both fist and he was punching like he was taking out his inner frustration. His expression was hard and stern. He may be focusing on punching but his whole mind still roam around swara and Samar. Her lies, her laughing with him.. Samar wrapping hand around her. Swara lying again and again and going to meet him. And not to forget her silence when he almost plead her to say whatever he was thinking is just a misunderstanding. There is nothing like that. She kept silence and it hurt him the most.

Sanskar:( monologue) why did you do that swara? Why?? I m feeling like u snatched my peace of heart with just ur silence. I m hating myself for accusing u but u were not affected and ur silence is  Forcing me to believe what I don't want.

Later:
Swara was lying on bed but sleep was too far from his eyes. Her eyes were puffy red. She was facing back toward door and looking out of window thinking Everything. Then only she heard door sound and shut her eyes. She knew that it's sanskar.
Sanskar came inside. He find her sleeping but he can easily guess she wasn't. He just go to washroom taking his clothes and took bath to cool down. After coming out, he also go and lay on other side . He faced his back to her. Both were drowned in their own thoughts and miseries.

Two days later:
Two days passed since that incident and in these two days both didn't utter a word to each other. One side, sanskar still wait for Swara to tell those were misunderstanding. While other side swara want to let him stay in whatever he was thinking is right. Sanskar stay silent most of the time. He don't bother whatever she does, whomever she talks but in inside he is affected the most. He shows that he doesn't care but he cares a lot. He cares for her or may be more than that. Swara tries to pass her time with pari or uttara but she feels no less doing wrong with him. She was feeling hell. But she answer herself Everytime that she is helpless to do this.

Swara:( talking on phone) yeah dad, yeah okay. I will be there in an hour.

Swara:( monologue) so finally I have to leave today. I have flight in two hours. I know I did so wrong with sanskar but I hope he forget me soon. He has a long life and a Caring family. I just wish he live happily. In these two days we didn't talk a word . I feel urge to tell him everything but next moment I feel no I can't. I shouldn't. I will walk out of his life . Anyway he  misunderstand me. It's better for me as I got a way to go away.

She zipped her bag and was checking something in her purse when sanskar came inside. He saw her bag and get confused but felt sudden restlessness. Was she leaving? But then thought she must be going to her dad home for living for some days. So he ignored and go toward cupboard to take some file.

Swara turned around sensing his presence. She was sad but she composed herself to give normal expression.

Swara: um.. I ,Its good that u came . I wanted to say something to you.

Sanskar ignored and take out filem he was checking something. Swara sees his not caring reaction and was hurt. He was behaving like this since two days and she also didn't tried to speak but now she wanted to talk and say something before she leave.

Swara:. Sanskar please listen to me.. ,I..( She stopped as he gave cold look )

Sanskar took another file from cupboard and was going outside ignoring her when he heard her and stopped.

Swara: I m leaving sanskar.. please just listen to me last time..

He stopped in her track. Why is saying the last time and what !! She is leaving!!.

He turned around.
Sanskar: what?

Swara: yes,I .. I m leaving this home and going back to my home.. please just listen to me last time. I promise u, not more time.. please..

Sanskar Expression was blank but inside he was going through huge waves of emotions.
Swara sees no expression but still she felt better that atleast he will listen to her.

Swara: sanskar, I know I m very late but i realised something. U were right Sanskar. I could never realize that whatever I m ,.. sorry WAS having toward u . It was just an attraction.
I thought a lot and think u r right. It must be my infatuation. I might have never understood that if u didn't shouted at me that day. I realized that I destroyed ur life in my madness..which was not even love.. I was confused. Because if I would have loved u I would never have gone to Samar. I m really stupid girl that I m playing with both of our lives and already wasted three months.  I know it's already too late but I m really sorry. I can't undone what's done but atleast I can try to correct it by going away from ur life and giving u ur freedom. I know u never liked me then love is too far. Its better only . I seriously need to think what I want from my life. Anyway I know won't be affected and u  shouldn't be affected by it because I guess u already said once u have a girlfriend. I really messed up ur life by forcing into this relationship . If I wouldn't have come in ur life then I guess u must have been settled in ur life till now.  but I messed up ur life as well as mine in my confusion. Some decisions can really make lives hell . I shouldn't have destroyed ur life.  I m really sorry sanskar. I promise u sanskar from now on u won't have to see me again. I will go far away from u. U won't have to tolerate me and this relationship with no trust and no love. A relationship which meant nothing.
And yeah, don't think my dad wrong. Whatever he did was due to me. Every daughter is his father's princess. When I told Dad that I want to marry u. He did whatever he thought was right to see me happy. His way was wrong I know but his intension was not. In other way, I only forced him to do something like that. He is not that kind of person .
I wish u best of luck . I know she must be luckiest girl whom u love . She give u the love u deserve and make ur life more beautiful. I will send the divorce papers at the end of sixth month then u both can marry and live ur life happily.

(Swara  know very well he don't love any girl. She might be his friend but he said like that to hurt her and she said it's good because there will be someone who will be there for him when she will leave.)

Sanskar was numb listening all this. He wasn't able to believe what she said. Leaving, Attraction, infatuation, never loved, sorry, best of luck, relationship meant nothing,mistake, confusion, forced marriage...  His mind was bursting with these words and heart was aching. He felt his hand turned cold and his forhead sweating. He was shocked but something was burning him from inside too.. a sudden anger listening all her bulshit. One side it was paining to know she was leaving and another side his anger listening whatever she was saying about her love, an attraction.. and whatever.

Swara: um... I guess I should leave now.
She hold her handbag and with another hand she started dragging her luggage bag. And come and stand near him. She look at him.

Swara:(sad smile)  Good luck.. bye Sanskar. If possible then dislike me but don't hate me so much.

Saying this she was going when she felt grip on her arm and before she could understand much she was pulled toward him standing so close, facing him. Her grip get off from bags.  She look at him into his eyes while he was also looking at her. But there was something in those eyes. He was hurt, in pain. May be he was having stern and angry Expression but his eyes only trying to speak a lot. A lot of emotions, expressing his inner pain.

Swara: ( monologue) please Sanskar don't show this emotion in ur eyes for me. Not for me please. I don't want to know what ur eyes speaking. Don't tell those words. I won't be able to go. Please don't utter those words. U can't love me. Not me sanskar please.. don't make it difficult for me. Please don't stop me..

And then she saw it turning red with tears which he hold back not to fall. She was hating herself for being the reason for those. Then she started loosing.. and getting weak. she moved close to him reducing the distance between them.  She could see his face ,his eyes which were screaming and pleading don't go but he wasn't uttering from his mouth.. his actions were stopping her but she have to leave before he speak out his heart and tell her to stop.
He look at her face as She put her hand on his chest and another on his shoulder and then lift herself a bit on her heels. Getting too close to him, such that his breathe falling on her face ,on her lips. And her breathe, it was already uneven just with his proximity. Not thinking much she shut her eyes and closed that negligible gap between their lips and pressed her lips against his. Just with single touch of his lips against her make her trembled. her lips shivered. Sanskar closed his eyes feeling her lips and his arm encircle around her waist. His another hand move up to cup her face pushing her hair behind. She was about to back off just after pecking but then he gripped on her firmly and took her lips in his then kissed her passionately , deepening the kiss. He sucked her lips intensely. The kiss was slow but with lots of love and passion. He was savouring her petal lips with heartfelt emotion. While swara was  gripping on his shoulder with one hand while her another hand was fisting his shirt on his chest resulting scratch on his chest as his first two button was open. But both were too much drowned into kiss to notice that. She was feeling her knees too weak as she could fall if sanskar didn't supported her. he was holding her tight against himself by her waist like he could know what she was feeling.

After a long impassionate kiss they broke the kiss and breathe heavily. Sanskar leaned his forhead against her closing their eyes. He slowly open his eyes and saw her still closing her eyes. Then she also open her eyes and look at him.

Sanskar: ( breathe heavily) swara.. I.. wan..

Before he could say anything swara put her palm on his lips.
Swara:( trying to gather her breathe) Good bye Sanskar.
Saying this she create distance between themselves looking at him and walked back. Her hand slowly left out of his. Sanskar look at her painfully. She turned around and a tear fell from her eye. She wiped it and go out of room taking her bag. While sanskar stayed rooted at his place battling with his emotions. Then  the tear escaped from his eye.

Swara sat in car and it start moving. As car came at some distance from Maheshwari Mansion swara break down.

Screen splits on their crying faces..

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