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Aabia's POV.
Everything was started to set up. It seemed a new shine of life got in our house. The sad atmosphere of the house slowly started to get off. Everythibg was coming back. My bhai and his smile was coming back. He was trying to come back to life and it was a relieve. I was happy to see him getting crazy for bhabhi. Me, Shazam and Sameer were hiding our smiles and giggles as we could see his eyes filled with love for her and also his craziness was shown from his every act.

But I was just a little worried or sad. I didn't know but this sudden marriage thing was disturbing me. Why Aarham was doing so hurry. I mean I thought to miss them a lot and wanted some more time to spend with them all. At night, I thought to talk to bhai about this marriage. I was missing Dadu a lot and without him this marriage was hurting me. I was confused. Thought to talk to bhai, I walked to his room and knocked on the door even though, I knew he must be busy with bhabhi and would think that there's no such thing called privacy in this home but still I had to talk to him.

Aabia."  He was amazed to see me as he opened the door.

"Bhai can we talk?" I said hesitantly  and he gave a while turning to see bhabhi who gave a smile to both of  us and nod to let us talk.

We stepped ahead and I was thinking how to start all this. How to say to him.

"Come." Holding my hand he walked toward terrace and I smiled looking at my brother who knew me more than me.

"What happened?" He asked standing in front of me and I tangled my fingers together thinking how to start.

"That...what you said about my marriage. I mean just two months ago we lost our Dadu then how can I marry?" I started and many tears left my eyes showing my grief.

"You think he's gone?" He asked and I  looked up at me.

"Come." Holding me from shoulders, he made me sit and sat in front of me.

"Dadu is not gone anywhere. He's alive in our hearts, in our good memories. In evening tea, in fight of Sameer and Shazam, in our smiles, in his favourite food, In roshaane's special soup, in Starry night, the decisions we take, in tears we shed. He's always here." I kept looking at him and believing on his every word he said to me.

"It was decided by Dadu. He wanted to see you settle in your life. If he'd be alive, you had been already married. I'm only completing his last wish. It will make him happy." He said looking at me but I was all silent.

"You trust me?" He asked and I looked in his eyes which were fixed on me with hope. I nodded.

"Then I promise I won't let happen anything bad. Everything will be okay. Now don't think about anything." He said and I  nodded while standing up.

"Dadu will be happy right?" I asked and with a smile, he came closer to me and nodded.

"He'll be happy to see you happy. Just don't think about anything except your crazy Shams who'll fly with happiness when he'll get the news of marriage." I smiled on his last words.

"Aarham shut up." Saying, I hugged my brother and felt the comfort in his arms.

"Until I'm alive, nothing will happen." I heard him.and then he placed a kiss on my forehead making me smile.

"Thank you bhai." I said while moving back.

"Welcome. Now start your endless shopping session from tomorrow." I giggled on his words.

"Come. Take rest now." He said and we both stepped toward our rooms.

"Hey brother." He stopped on my call and turned to see me.

"Take care of my bhabhi. She's so lovely." I said and he nodded with a smile.

With a smile i walked toward  room thinking about my coming life and about shams. A smile of happiness touched my lips as the thought of shams came in my mind. He must be happy. I thought and lay down on my bed hugging my pillows and Smilingly thinking about my future.

Shams' POV.
Looking at the mansion, my heart skip its beat. Finally I was here. To take my Aabia. My heart was beating with new rhythm and new dreams of with her rising in my eyes.

"Bhai is so happy." Zara teased me as she saw my smile and I laughed.

Side hugging my sister, I walked ahead behind our parents. Zee Maa and Jahan papa welcomed us warmly while the naughty Sameer and Shazam were busy with their Robi tayi g and I was just smiling on their happy faces. After a long time, I was watching this house filled up with happiness. We all cousins our parents and our fun. Everything was back but still we miss our Dadu. I wish he could be here but i knew it couldn't be.

My eyes roamed around to find Aabia but she was not there. Aarham was looking disturb. Later on we all went to our rooms to take rest. I was in my room laying on bed thinking a way to meet Aabia. I haven't seen her till now and my heart was getting crazy for her now to see her. As the date of our marriage was going to fix, my heart was racing with extra speed. My happiness was increasing second by second.

"Bhai." Knocking on my room's door, Sameer called and pushed the door a little.

I looked at both of them who were peeking their heads in the door asking permission to come inside.

"Come in." I said and both jumped in the room.

Shazam and Sameer looked at me. Coming closer to me, they pulled me with them on bed and sat in front of him.

"Easy boys. What happened?" Asked I while looking at both of them.

"We need help. Urgent help and you can't say no." Said Shazam.

"Mean I don't have an option." I said with a smile.

"Correct. Now listen." Said Sameer and they leaned closer to my ear and as they were whispering, my lips were stretching into a smile.

"Done." I said and give high five as we knew what we had to do.

Third person's POV.
"So what are you thinking now?" Asked Jahan looking at zeeniya who was looking at photo album she was holding but her thoughts were stopped on one point.

"About my princess." Said Zeeniya and caressing the pictures of Aabia and Roshane.

"Allah(SWT) will bless them with best. You don't worry." Said Jahan wrapping his arm around her shoulder and she nodded with a smile resting her head on his shoulder.

Shahmir's POV.

It was raining outside but the storm inside my heart was more heavy than this rain. Standing in my room I was looking at the rain falling on the earth  while mind was still roaming around her. Slipping my hands in my pants pockets, I looked down tried to escape from her thoughts but I was still tangled with her thoughts her tears and her hate for me. I didn't know why? Why my heart was getting crazy for her. Why I was feeling her grief in my heart. Why I'm feeling myself helpless in front of her. I never give importance to any girl. No girl mattered to me ever but this girl was deeply inside my heart living in my breaths.

"Bia." Closing my eyes, my lips just whispered her name who was not leaving me alone even when I had my eyes closed.

"You're forgetting. My name is Aabia."  Startled on the voice, I opened my eyes and turned toward right side.

"Not again Bia. Stop torturing me." I said looking at her who was having ice cream.

"Aabia. It's Aabia." She retorted and I looked at her again who's nose turned red like her dress.

"My hallucinations are getting worse. Ya Allah help." I closed my eyes tightly to just run away from her who had just overcame my all sense.

"I'm not your hallucination." I heard her again.

Opening my eyes, I turned to her. She just finished her ice cream and turned to the glass wall to see the rain. Her hair tied in a tight pony tail, her neck shine with her  gold chain creating an urge inside me to touch it.

"Stop it Mir. It's not real. It's just my hallucination." I reminded myself and turned toward the glass wall again.

"I'm not your hallucination Mir. I'm the voice of your heart. It's your heart who wants me to be with you every time. So when you miss me I came." I heard her and turned to her who gave me a smile and then took back steps.

"Want to see me Mir?" She asked while I kept looking at her who was taking back steps slowly.

"Want me Mir?" She asked again and I took steps ahead toward her who giggled and ran out of the room.

I ran after her chasing her while her giggles were running in my ears.

"Mir." She called me again and I just crossed the stairs in a hurry.

I saw her dupatta passing from the main door. I rushed out feeling crazy at that moment.

"Bia." I called her again.

"Shahmir where are you going? It's heavily raining." Badi  maa called but my heart was pulling me toward her who was running far from me.

"Mir." I heard her again who just stepped out of the main gate giggling.

"I'm comibg Bia." I mumbled like crazy man because I was getting crazy. For her for my Bia.

I had to meet her. I had to see her. My heart just wanted to see her. My Aabia. My eyes filled up with water as I started the car and drove out while my heart was pounding fast for her. This journey toward her house like some one was stabbing my heart. It was hurting like hell without her.

"Come to me." Again she appeared in the middle of the road fully drenched in the rain calling me to her and then disappeared and I increased the speed.

"I'm coming Bia." Saying I just increased the speed more, decreasing the distance between us.

Aabia's POV.

"Where is bhai gone?" I asked to mom who gave me smile.

"To his Mehak. He'll be back soon."  Mom replied and I have a nod.

"But it's start raining fast." I said and looked out at the lawn.

"Its almost evening but rain is not stopping." I said and looked out from the glass wall in the lawn.

"You're so boring dear sis. Come let's enjoy on terrace." Said Sameer and holding my arm, he pulled me with him all of sudden that I couldn't stop him while I heard mom and Dadi sahib's laughs.

"What are you doing? Leave my hand." I tried to free myself but he didn't let me go.

"Here you go." As we reached the terrace he said and i looked at the person standing there.

"Shams." He smiled on my call.

"Thank you bro for bringing her here. Now go and bring pakore (dumplings) for us too."  Said shams and sameer left from there with a smile.

Holding my arms on my chest, I moved closer to him who turned toward the rain while placing his hands on the railing. I went closer and stood next to him.

"Why you called?" I asked placing my hands on the cold railing while my eyes went out on the road which was drenching completely in the rain.

"Roses are looking beautiful right?" He asked as his eyes were roaming down in our lawn where the roses were dancing feeling happy with every pour of rain.

"You called me to tell this?" I asked turning to him.

"No. I mean I wanted to say that I'm as much happy as these roses are. I just can't wait to be married with you." I giggled on his words.

"You're crazy." I said and giggled more.

"You're laughing and I thought to express my feelings to you." He said annoyed and turned again to see the roses.

"Okay sorry. Tell mee what you've to say.." I said and he turned to me with a smile.

"Yes bhai let us hear too." We  turned our head and saw Sameer Shazam with Roshaane, Zara and Zarnish with plate of pakore in their hand.

"Now?" I asked turning to him who face a smile to me and then leaned down on his knee making me gasping, shock while my hands went over my face in shock.

"Wow bro." I heard them all but my eyes were on him who was now scratching his head nervously.

"Aabia Jahan Ahmad would you like to be my best friend forever? Will you be mine forever?" I blinked my eyes shocked on his words..

He was literally proposing me and I was standing there dumpfolded. Turning my head toward my siblings, I saw their  smiling faces.

"Will you be mine with your heart?" He asked again placing his hand in front of me.

I smiled with happiness and looked at his hand. My best friend was proposing me and it was some kind of strange moment for me but still I felt  happy at that time when he asked for my hand. I felt happy on his simple words. As I was about to hold his hand my mobile start ringing.

"Dame this mobile." I heard Shazam cursing but I glared at him and took my mobile from him and answered the call but eyes on him who was still waiting for my hand.

Smilingly, I was about to give my hand in his hand as I placed my mobile near my ear.

"Don't." I startled on the voice.

"Don't hold his hand Aabia because it will stop Mir's heart." I turned to look around.

"Where are you?" I asked in anger but then my eyes caught him who was standing just in front of our house.

"What did your fiance say to you?" I heard him while I could see it was getting difficult for him to stand in the rain and to keep looking at me.

"You." I controlled my anger and turned to see my siblings.

Forcing a smile to my face i turned toward the railing hiding my expression from them.

"What are you doing here?" I asked again.

"Did he say Be Mine  Aabia Jahan Ahmad because you're beat to my heart?" I looked at him shocked.

"Would you be my smile? My Day and night?  My happiness and sadness?? My light and dark?  In every moment in every phase of life, I want you to be with me. I, Shahmir Siddiqui loves Aabia Jahan Ahmad." I was listening him and his every word was shocking me and making me angry at the  same time.

"Wait there."  Saying I cut the call and turned to shams who was standing next to me, looking at me worried.

"Any problem?" He asked and i shook my head as no.

"It's a yes from me." Holding his hand, I said and he gave me a smile.

"Have pakore on this happy moment." All start having pakore enjoying the weather while I slowly left from there.

"Guards open the door." Walking ahead I said holding my umbrella  in my left hand.

As I stepped out of the gate, I saw him standing in the same position. He didn't move. I went closer to him and  placed my umbrella on him too to safe him from rain but he was lost in looking at me.

"Are you and? It's raining and you're here to say such rubbish things to me. How many times I've told you to stay away from me. Stop irritating me. Listen Shahmir." I stopped to take a breath.

"I'm getting married soon. So please for God's sake spare me. I'm not that kind of girls you used to play. And now go from Here. I don't believe on any word you said." Saying I turned to go back but stopped as he held my wrist.

"You're forgetting that you're mine Bia."  I turned as I got shocked.

"I'm not yours. Was never yours and never will be." I gritted my teeth in anger and freed my wrist and moved ahead to go inside the house but again his voice stopped me.

"This rain this wind these clouds the tress are witness that you're mine and you've to come to me one day." He utters these rubbish words but I ignored it complete and went inside to just forget about this man who only wants to frustrate me.

Zarnish's POV.
I was looking at her who just placed the umbrella aside and went toward her room but I was still tangled with the thought that who was that man Aabia went to meet?? Why his call made her angry and also compelled to go out in the rain to meet him?

I was not understanding anything hut for now I let it go. Next day was planned for shopping so we all decided to sleep but I couldn't as the fear is losing shams was not letting me sleep. Every turn on my bed was giving me new fears thoughts of losing shams and tears in my eyes. I wanted him so badly that wished for a miracle to happened at the moment which could make Shams mine only mine.

Next morning was more surprising. Our elders fixed Aarib bhai and Maliha Aapi's engagement giving another package of enjoyment to us all. I was happy for my brother. Finally he was going to have the girl he always wanted to be his life partner. I could sense his happiness. Mehak bhabhi also came and we all girls decided to go out for some shopping as the engagement was held at night so we all wanted something to buy.

"Hurry girls." Zara said looking at us all.

"I'm not coming. You all go." Said Mehak bhabhi.

"Why?" We all asked in union

"I'm busy here. Don't have time to go with you all." She said and we all gave her a naughty smile.

"Busy hmm. With Aarham bhai." Said Aabia and she glared us all before walking out while we all girls giggled.

"Okay Maliha Api you don't have to come as your clothes will be prepared by Tayi g. So me Zara and Zarnisg along with mahnoor will go. We'll be back in few hours so don't be tense okay!" Said Aabia all in one breath and we all smiled.

I was happy for her. She was like my sister. I never wanted to take her happiness but my this heart was compelling me to take Shams away from her. He was mine, he was meant to be mine then how could she married him?. I was so tangled with my thoughts and feelings. The war of yes and no was going on in my head. I was crazy still finding a way to stop this marriage when I knew there wasn't any way.

"Where are you lost?" Startled on the call, I looked at Aabia who was having French fries.

"Nowhere." Forcing a smile i said and moved ahead with them to another shop to select something for me.

"Where is zara?" Aabia asked and i looked around to find her but she was not there

"Where she gone?" Saying Aabia rushed out to find her while I followed her but stopped when my eyes caught something.

"Who is he?" I thought and took step ahead.

Looking at the person once I moved ahead to find zara. But I notice that person was following us. I got a little scared.

"Aabia." I was about to tell Aabia when zara came in front of us.

"Where were you? You scared us girl." Said Aabia and held her hand and walked back to the shops.

As we turned I didn't found that man behind us making me to release a breath of peace. As we moved ahead to another shop, I again felt that man following us. Aabia got her dress and zara too but I was too scared to looked at the clothes. Mahi was roaming around after choosing her dress.

"You didn't take anything yet." Said Aabia and I looked back at the glass wall of the shop through which I can see the man standing.

"That man...is following us for a long time Aabia." I said scared and pointed toward where that person was standing.

As Aabia turned that man tried to hide but thankfully Aabia caught him. She looked at me and then again at the person.

"That's an idiot. Don't look over there.  Come let's shop." She said pushing me to another counter where already zara and Mahi were checking dress for me.

After selecting a dress I turned to see Aabia but she was not there. To look for her I stepped out of the shop and looked around. There I saw her standing with that person who was stalking us. Frowning I moved closer tried best not to show up but to listen what they were talking about.

"Listen Shah." I heard Aabia's voice as I stopped behind the puller of another shop.

"Aabia knows that man?" I thought and tried to hear more.

"I've told you to not interfere in my life. Don't follow me. I don't like you and I'm getting married. So stop your all this stupid things." I heard Aabia's angered filled voice.

"You can't marry anyone else. I told you you're mine Aabia." That man said angrily.

"Hell with you. Don't you understand what I'm saying. I'm not yours. Got it. Now don't disturb me. Ever." Saying Aabia turned and I walked back to the shop where Zara and Mahi were waiting for us.

"He loves Aabia?" My mind tangled with the words.

"Let's go girls if shopping is done." Said Aabia and we all gave a nod moving back to our car but I could feel her anger her hate for that person.

I turned and saw him following us. I look ahead and again to the parking lot I saw him following us until we got in the car. On the way back to home his car was following us and this was increasing Aabia's rage. I didn't say anything but was observing it all. My mind got some new ways to let the door of miracle open for me.

Shahmir's POV.
Looking at the shinning mansion I was just waiting to go inside. It was almost evening and for the guests the doors opened up. My heaet skiped it's beat with the thought to see her. To see my Aabia.

Soon the guests started to come and I also got in my car and drove in the mansion. All guests were warmly welcomed and so was I. My eyes were roaming around to find her. My heart and eyes were getting crazy to see her. I was never like this. I never felt like this for a girl but now this girl was like a magnet pulling me toward her and I was completely helpless.

Then my wait covered as I saw her comibg comibg out in long Anarkali frock of white colour with her cousins. She was giggling and I just lost myself in her smiles. Her beautiful were opened up freely. Her wrists filled with bangles, her ears shinning with the heavy earrings. I was just lost in looking at her. Her every act her step was a knock on my heart. The knock of her love deeply engraved on my heart.

"Shams." I heard her calling.

And then her fiance came to her. Both stood together smiled on something. She blushed on something he said to her which increased the anger in me. She stood up on her toes and said something in his ear. He smiled and she walked out from there Smilingly. Fisting my hand I turned to other side feeling so much angry.

"Love hurts right?" On the voice I started and turned.

The girl I thought was Aabia's cousin was standing there. I turned to her fully and looked at her and tried to understand why she said this to me.

"It hurts to see the one you love with some one else right?" She asked and turned to her head to see me.

"I can understand how you feel. Because I feel the same." She said and i saw tears in her eyes.

"Look at them." She said and my eyes moved toward them again who were now standing with the couple but their eyes wrre on each other showing their happiness.

"It hurts to see him with someone else." I startled on her words.

"You love him?" I asked her and she turned to me.

"Don't you love her?" She asked me back.

"I do. She's my life but she's not listening me. Not understanding me." I said helplessly.

"Then do what your heart wants." Saying she left from there while I got some new ways to open the door to bring my Aabia to me.

Looking up at her my lips stretched into a smile and I moved back to go home with a plan on my mind.

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