Third person's POV.
The atmosphere around was quite sad. The new sun rise brought many changes in many lives. All hearts were sad only few were happy but a fear was there seated in the hearts. The fear of coming time. And the coming time was going to made their fear true.

The white Jahan mansion was shinning in the sunshine. Going to the hall, there could be seen sad faces. Their mind lost in thoughts. The stairs going to the upper side showed the room doors lined in, were shut. Behind those doors someone was lost, maybe thinking of his coming life while someone was scared and happy on getting what was the deeply wish of his heart. The door opened of the left side and Shams came out with serious look on his face, his eyes showed the line of thinking and lack of sleep. Going down with his bag, he had on his shoulder, he was still lost as if he was not there. Not present mentally that time.

He had told everyone about his departure and no one has any problem with that. At the same day, Roshaane and Aarib were also ready to depart.  Aaraham was ready to go wih them to the airport when Shams saw Aarib coming. Both went to Zeeniyah to say their goodbye to her.  She gave her blessings to them and both departed to the airport with their spouses with whom they were going to live, going to share their life happiness and tears with. But both were not ready yet. Not ready to accept this new relation. Zarnish looked at her spouse who was seated but still he was not there. Not  present there. These two days had showed their colour on him. He had completely lost his intrest in life. His eyes got dark circles around his eyes face looking pale and was looking so tired. Happiness seemed to lost from his face.

"Shams." Zarnish called him with much courage but no answer she got from him.

"Shams you okay?" She asked again hoping to get an answer.

But no answer from him. She sighed deeply and looked out of the window of the plane. Her mind was planning thinking ways to get closer to him. Thinking ways of removing Aabia's image from his heart. She wanted to win him at any cost. Closing her eyes, she rested her head on the back of seat while promising herself that she'll win his heart one day.

Shams turned his face to look at her and looked at her calm face. His anger boiled. He never wanted her to sit next to him as his wife because he didn't want her to suffer. Suffer like he was suffering from the pain he had in his heart. But she jumped happily in his hell where he was burning himself and now it was her time also to enjoy this fire of hell which had burnt everything in him, in his heart. He was going to make her realize her mistake of marrying him. Looking straight, he rested her head on the back of the chair and closed his eyes thinking of coming time.

At hospital.
"How's she doctor? I want to see her." Said shahmir getting impatient.

"She's fine now. We have shifted her to the room. You can see her after few minutes." Said doctor and left from there while shahmir fell down on the bench as many tears left from his eyes and heart felt peace as he was praying nothing happened to her.

Badi Maa saw Shahmir crying and went closer to him. Placing her hand on his shoulder, she consoled him but he was not in his own state of mind. He was just thinking about Aabia.  He wanted to see her. To see that if she was okay. His eyes were fixed on the door of operating where Aabia was. His heart was beating unusually. It was scared. Scared on lossing her who was his everything. The door opened up and doctor came out. As Shahmir saw the doctor, he ran to him with a hope on his face.

"Is she okay?" He asked impatienly.

"She's fine." Doctor's word brought a new life in him and a smile touched his lips.

"Can i see her?" Asked Shahmir but doctor nod in negative.

"Not now. We'll shift her to the room soon then you can see her." Said doctor and left grom there while Shahmir cleaned his eyes with a smile and walked back to the chairs to sit on.

After a while, Aabia was shifted to the room and the nurses were looking after her but she was still unconscious. Shahmir was getting impatient to see her but he was not allowed to go in before the doctor check her once again.

"Mr Shahmir." And he was called.

Shahmir's POV.

"Mr Shahmir." I looked up on the call.

Doctor was standing a few steps far from me. I got up and almost ran to him. My heart beat incrased as I was now going to see her. The one who was ruling on my heart and she was denying it to be mine. But this heart was crazy for her. She had to understand.  Holding my tears back, I looked at doctor.

"You can meet her now but she's still unconscious. Don't take much time. Let her rest for now." Said doctor and i gave a nod and almost ran inside the room to see her who had tried to kill herself and me too.

As i entered the room, my eyes stick on her who was laying on bed having a white sheet till on her shoulders.  Moving ahead, my eyes never blinked for once. Looking at her preety face, I felt my heart stabbed. Her beautiful face had the bandage on her right cheek and on the left side of her jaw. Her beautiful face who she tried to ruin thinking that it may end my love for her. I was next to her, on her bed and looked at her wrist which she cut. The bandages on her face and wrist were stabbing my heart. This pain she was bearing was because of me. She hated me that much.

This thought made my heart to beat fast in fear and i felt it sink on this thought that she hate me this much that she liked to kill herself than to live with me.

"No. She doesn't...hate me." I mumbled looking at her face.

"Mir." I turned to my left side as I heard her.

"You. Aabia." Looking at the hallucination of Aabia in front of me I said and turned looked at my Aabia who was laying unconscious in front of me.

"You tell me. She doesn't hate me right? I know she doesn't hate me." I said holding Aabia's hand.

"What you think Mir? Shouldn't she hate you?" My hallucination asked the question and tears formed up in my eyes but i held them back.

"Don't hate me. Don't hate me please." Touching her hand with my lips, I repeated the words again snd again.

"Don't hate me please." I kept repeating.

"Don't love me but don't hate me either." I cried more with words.

"Dad." My eyes opened up with the words and I looked at her who was moving her head here and there.

"Dad. Please listen." She was calling and I saw tears left her eyes.

"Mom please." She was crying with words still in her unconsciousness.

"Don't hate me Dad." She said and fainted again while I just looking at her who was much in pain.

My eyes froze on her who go through all this only because of me. I pulled her in all this. I took every relation from her. I ruined her life. Her happiness and her beautiful face too. I was responsible of her grirf and tears. What i had done? I just ruined her happiness.

Moving back on my steps, i kept looking at her blaming myself for her tears. Walking out in the lawn of the hospital, I was just getting restless on her cobdition. On hurting her.

"What have i done? She hates me now." Running my hand in my hair, I roamed here and there tensed.

"What happened Mir? Why are you upset?" I turned on the voice and saw my hallucination standing in front of me, few steps away from me.

"Aabia say you don't hate me right?" I asked going closer to her.

I wa restless. I just wanted to know to listen that she didn't hate me. I just wanted to hear that. My eyes were having the hope to hear an answer which could give peace to my heart.

"What you expect Mir? You took everything from me and now you're hoping that i will love you. After ruining my life, my dreams you are planning to make me yours but as you know I can't be yours with this heart which is filled with your hate and you know what." She was saying and i was just looking at her who was showing me the mirror of my own wrong doing.

"You've filed this heart of your hate." Saying she stepped away from there and I fell down.

"Don't hate me Aabia please." Mumbling i was thinking a way to fill her heart with my love.

Aabia's POV.

Looking t the empty room of the hospital my mind recalling all that had happened and passed. It had been few hours since I came to my senses and I was just laying silently without any words thinking about my life which was now ruined completely.  Why i was alive? Multiple times i had asked this question to myself. Why I was alive when my parents were not standing next to me with love in their eyes neither my siblings. My whole family had abandoned me and now i was completely alone in this world.  No one was there to love me, to care about me. At the same time, Shahmir entered the room. I just looked at him once with hatred and then looked away.

"How are you now?" He asked but I didn't bother to answer him.

"Why you did this?" He asked and I looked at him with hatred.

He was asking me that why I did this. I didn't answer but he was just looking at me and i was hating it.

"I don't want to see you." Covering ny eyes with my right arm, I said and tried to control my anger which grew more as I saw him there.

"Why you did this Aabia? How can you ruin you beautiful face?" He asked and I just removed my arm from my eyes and looked at him.

"Why? Now you don't find me beautiful right? Your love ends right because now I'm not that beautiful. I'm happy with that." I said and looked away from him.

"You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen Aabia and my love can never end for you. You're still beautiful for me." He said and held my hand which i took away harshly.

He dare to touch me. I looked at him with hate who smiled a little on my reaction.

"Never ever try to touch me or else." I stopped tried to catch my breath which was going heavy due to anger.

"Or else?" He asked frowning.

"I'll kill you." I said growling and he laughed this time.

"You're welcome to kill me but for now get well soon. And.." He paused came closer to me and I was just looking at him, frowning.

"Don't ever cry. These pearls are not for to waste." Wpining the tear near my eye, he said and i just pushed his hand away with my hand and look away from him.

I never wanted to see him there neither wanted to talk to him but he was such kind of jerk who was getting involve in my every matter. I closed  my eyes remembering my family who weren't there for me to look afrer me. I missed them. Missed their care for me. I felt him going out of the room and a sigh released from my lips while eyes opened up. The room was empty. Only i was there.  Alone.  And I knew this loneliness was my destiny now. I've lost the love of my all loved ones. I was alone now. Tears formed up again in my eyes. And the time kept passing with me shedding tears.

Zarnish's POV.
I was looking at him who was all silent. Throughout the journey from karachi to Lahore, he was all silent. I was hoping to get any word from him. A greeting, a call but he was all silent neither looking at me. I was just walking behind him, following him on every step but he didn't bother to look back at me for once. Didn't bother to look if i was coming with him or not. It hurt.  A lot. Deep in my heart to feel that my existence didn't matter to him. I was no one for him that time. Coming with him or not it didn't give him any concern. Tears formed up in my eyes which I gulped down as this was the way i choose by myself. To live with him I've had made so much people suffer. I've had made Aabia to go out of his life. Now I've had to be patient. I had to win his heart. To make my place in his life.

Travelling to his home in a taxi, I looked at him again who was looking out of the car, lost in his deep thoughts maybe forgot that i was there too. As the taxi stopped in front of a building, he stepped out but didn't call me to come out. I just followed him out. Paying the driver, he walked in taking the luggage with him and i again followd him. Taking the elevator we were going to his flat which was now going to be my hone now. As we stopped in front of his flat, he unlocked it and went in but didn't call me to go with him inside. I was just simply following him without his wish.  I knew that. As we both stepped in, he just put his luggage in a corner and disappeared in a room, didn't bother to tell where will I live. I was left standing all alone in that small hall of the house. I looked around to find anything which could give happiness to me but there was nothing. The close door of the room was stabbing my heart as he was there in the room but didn't call me there.  I was nothing to him. I didn't matter to him in any way. Tears formed up in my eyes and i fell on a sofa holding my head which was hurting thinkibg so much trying to find a way to be in his eyes in his heart.

"This is so diffucult." Holding my head, I said with tears in my eyes.

"It hurts. Not so easy to win him." Crying, I uttered kept looking at his room door.

"But you'll be mine because I'm only yours. I'll win tour heart." I said and wiped my tears and stood up and walked to the room where he was staying. 

I knocked the door waited for it to open up but i didn't.  I again knocked it and then slowly pushed the door. As i entered the room, a strange kind of smell touched my nose and i looked around to find him. Some kind of smoke visible around. I moved ahead to find him and there I saw him sitting down on the ground near his bed and he was there, holding ciggerate in his hand tween fingers and the ashtray had many ciggerates.

"Shams." I called him who was busy in smoking but this was not him.

He never smoked. I had never seen him like this. Broken lonely and disturb.  But he was today. Totally broken and I was the reason.  I knew but I was there to hold him. To love him, to fill his empty life with my love. I was going to take his every tears away and will teach his lips to smile. I will fill his heart with my love.  Thinking, I moved closer to him and called him again.

"Shams." Shaking his shoulder, I called him.

"What are you doing here?" Throwing the ciggerate away, he said frowning and stood up.

"What are you doing? When did you start smoking?" I asked looking at him.

"It's non of your business. And what are you doing here?" He asked and i could see his eyes reddened with abger.

"Shams I...I'm your wife. This is my room too." I took the courage to say but in a secobd he held my arms in his hands, his fingers pressing hard against my skin that it started to hurt.

"You're not my wife. There's no place for you in my life neither in my room." He said and pushed me back and i looked at him shocked.

"But we married. I'm your wife. A part of your life." I took the courage again to say this taking a step closer to him.

"That was your choice to marry me not mine. I've told you before that I've nothing to give you but you jumped in my hell of life happily.  So now enjoy. And there's no part of life but its a hell now where i could see my broken heart and dreams only. And if you ever want to enter this hell you'll burn yourself." He was saying and i was just looking at him shockingly.

"And one more thing stay away from me. There are other rooms too. Take anyone but never interfare in my life. Do what you want but don't expect anything from me. There's nothing and never could be between us. Now leave please." He said and walked out in the balcony while i was still shocked.

What I was thinking and what he said. He almost threw me out of his life and i couldn't do anything. Walking out defeated, I was still in shock. Looking around the hall, the house the things i felt my mind circling. Eyes started to blur and legs shaked,couldn't hold me any longer and i fell down on the ground defeated. To get him to get his love, I betrayed my sister like cousin. I lied to all, betrayed everyone and what I  got. I was left alone.

"The revenge begins." My head turned on the voice and I could see Aabia standing in a corner with a smile on her lips, arms folded on her chest.

"Aabia." I was shocked to see her there.

"The revenge begins my dear. This will be your punishment and my revenge on you. For betraying me." I heard her and i felt difficulty in taking breath.

"Shams will never be yours."  She said and disappeared from there while i was still sheddibg silent tears recalling her every word.

Gathering some strength in me, I pulled myself up and walked to one of the  room with my luggage and close the door behind me while silent tears were falling on my cheeks. Sitting on bed, I was just thinking. What I didn't know was going on mind but i was lost. Lost in unknown thoughts. What just Aabia said.

"I can't lose. I can't." Finally, I stopped on a point and walked to the mirror.

"I'll win you Shams." Looking at myself in reflection, I said and a smile touched my lips.

"I'll wait. I'll make my place in your heart. You'll be mine because I'm yours since years and will be till last breath. Aabia will see it by herself." I said and wiped my tears thinking something and my lips smiled.

Third person's POV.

Sadness filled the lives. Every eye was wet and heart were restless. Aabia was discharged from the hospital after 2 days but she was all silent. Shahmir was looking at her but he was not talking to her but giving her time to adjust. The car was taking them to their home but she was lost in her own thoughts. She didn't look at him neither ask for anything. He was looking at her time to time while driving but she didn't look at him but was looking out of the window.

"Bia you ok?" He asked wanted her to talk.

But she was all silent. Didn't bother to answer him.  He didnt ask anything else from her and silently drove the car . As the car stopped in the porch, she stepped out without looking at him and walked inside while he followed her. Badi Maa welcomed her but she couldn't even smile. She took seat on a sofa placed in the main hall of the palace. 

"You need anything beta?" Asked badi Maa but Aabia didn't answered.

Shahmir entered the hall and looked at her who was looking again lost in thoughts. Her beautiful face which had bandages now. Her cheek and jaw line side had bandages. Her colour turned to pale. Her beautiful wrist was covered with bandage. Her shinning eyes were sad. Had the wetness of tears there.

"Badi Maa you go." Sending his Badi Maa away, he took seat in front of her and kept looking at her for few seconds.

"Aabia I'm so sorry." He said and she looked up at him.

"Sorry?" She thought, she heard him wrong.

"I'm so sorry for what I did. I never wanted to separate you from your family. I just wanted you to be mine." He stopped to take breath and tried to find something on her face but she was seated expressionless in front of him.

This woman was really difficult for him to understand. He wanted to know what she was thinking. What his words were leaving impact on her but there was nothing he could find or guess. Sighing, his left hand went to his forehead to rub it and he look down tried to find the words.

"I can go to your parents and I will tell them that that was not your mistake.  It was me who kidnapped you and forced you to marry me. I can set everything but please don't be sad." He said looking at her who was looking at him and again he was trying to find anything on her face but was not succeeded.

She kept looking at him for few seconds and then burst into laughter. She laughed. Laughed like crazy, holding her stomach forgetting her stitches on her face which started to bleed a little as she laughed fully making her skin to bleed.

"What a joke." She said stopping her laughs while Shahmir was looking at her strangely.

Wiping her tears that came out of her eyes because of her laughs, she looked at him and also touched her cheeks where the wound was. It was hurting and she was bearing the pain.

"Nice joke.  But i don't like it." She said looking at him.

"You think its all a joke but I don't.  My life has changed because of you. I've lost my every relation because of you.  And you're trying to fix everything.  Nothing can be fix now. Nothing. You can't put together the broken pieces of my heart.  You've ruined everything.  And now you're trying to run away. But I won't let you run." She stood up with her words and so did he.

"Your love maybe ended because of my ugly face but my revenge can't die. This heart is burning inside my chest. And I've started the revenge game now. You can't get rid of this ugly face which is now going to make every moment of your life miserable." She said while tears running out of her eyes.

"The revenge begins Mr Shahmir Siddique." She said and turned to go but he was all silent all this time listening to her every word, counting her every tear falling from her eyes.

"And one more thing." She turned to him again.

"I need a separate room. No interference." She said and walked up toward the stairs while his eyes followed her.

As she disapleared from his sight, his lips smiled and he fell back on the sofa while running his fingers in his hair.

"My angry bird." He said and laughed.

Laughed on the joy of having her in his life. Laughed on the happiness her presence in his house gave him. But he didn't know what Aabia was going to bring for him in coming time.

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