A Dead!Zamasu x Reader Songfic (In this story Zamasu and the reader where childhood friends)

Song: Memories by Within Temptation

(Y/N)'s POV

'In this world you tried

Not leaving me alone behind.

There's no other way.

I prayed to the gods let him stay.

The memories ease the pain inside,

Now I know why.'

Zamasu....why did you do what you did? I stared at the desolate world around me I couldn't help but to cry, I never thought Zamasu would go through with his plan.....but I was wrong. I looked up at Trunks who was glaring down at me, Goku and Vegeta staring at us from a distance. Beerus and Whis walked up behind me,

"Please..." I cried softly kneeling down to my knees, "...bring him back.....I miss him." Beerus shook his head and solemnly said,

"No I can't (Y/N) what he did was inappropriate for a kai, one that kai's should never do." My tears built up more and I cried into my hands.

'All of my memories keep you near.

In silent moments imagine you here.

All of my memories keep you near.

Your silent whispers, silent tears.'

~~~~~Flashback~~~~~

Me and Zamasu were sitting on the Supreme Kai's Planet of Universe 10, drinking tea and enjoying each other's company. I loved spending time with Zamasu, he was an interesting person to talk to. He would always make me smile and laugh.

"Zamasu."

"Yes (Y/N)?"

"What makes you happy?"

He looked stunned at my question. He seemed to think about before a smile slowly appeared on his face.

"You do (Y/N), you make me happy." I blushed bright read and looked the other way smiling like an idiot. Zamasu smirked and got out of his chair walking over to me. He kneeled down and took my hands into his.

"I'm serious (Y/N), I'm happy whenever you're here with me." I turned my head towards him and giggled.

"You make me happy too Zamasu." I leaned in and kissed his cheek making his cheek red.

~~~~~End of flashback~~~~

'Made me promise I'd try

To find my way back in this life.

I hope there is a way

To give me a sign you're OK.

Reminds me again it's worth it all

So I can go on.'

After the whole ordeal with Black and Zamasu, Trunks and Mai started to rebuild the future. I helped too but I couldn't get Zamasu out of my head. Trunks let me stay in the future as long as I don't go evil on them, I promised I never had intentions like that. After getting settled into the future, my mind always went back to my memories of Zamasu, hoping that it'll help me but honestly I wish he was here physically with me, I wish he would give me a sign that he's still here with me. One night I was getting ready for bed, I was in the bathroom looking into the mirror. I looked like a wreck, I haven't slept in days because every time I close my eyes I would always see him in my dreams. Looking at myself, I had dark circles under my eyes and my skin was getting paler. ' Zamasu....please I need to know you're ok where you are.....'

As I was lookin gat myself in the mirror I felt a cold chill beside me, I gasped and shivered wrapping my arms around myself trying to warm myself. I looked around and found no one beside me, I felt frightened.

"Zamasu?......is that you?" I placed my hand over my heart and sighed.

"I wish you were here Zamasu, I miss you so much." I thought I felt a cold hand on my shoulder but when I turned there was no one there.

'All of my memories keep you near.

In silent moments imagine you here.

All of my memories keep you near.

Your silent whispers, silent tears.'

~~~~Flashback~~~~

I was laying on the ground looking up at the sky with Zamasu, who had his eyes closed. I smiled as I went over on my side looking at Zamasu closely. the sun beamed down on him making him have a glow around him, which made him mire perfect. I traced my hand over his cheek softly, as to not wake him. I giggled as I bopped his nose, causing him to stir a little. I ran my fingers through his white mohawk, his hair is really soft. I leaned in to kiss his cheek but he turned his head towards me so my lips landed on his. My eyes widened as he woke up and looked at me, I quickly pulled away, embarrassed that I kissed him. I hid my face in my hands, Zamasu didn't move he was still laying there but he was blushing brightly.

"(Y/N)-"

"I'm sorry I did that Zamasu, please don't hate me!" I yelled as I was getting up but a hand stopped me. I looked and saw that Zamasu's hand grabbed my arm. I tried to pull away but his grip was firm, he pulled me close to him.

"(Y/N) I could never hate you." Zamasu said as he put a hand on my cheek, stroking it. My eyes widened,

"And I never said I didn't enjoy the kiss." He smiled softly and leaned in and kissed me. My heart was beating at an alarming rate, I slowly closed my eyes as I kissed him back, wrapping my arms around his neck, while his other arm wounded around my waist. We pulled away from the lack of air in the kiss. We smiled at each other placing our foreheads together.

"I love you (Y/N)."

"I love you too Zamasu, with all my heart."

~~~~End of flashback~~~~

'Together in all these memories

I see your smile.

All the memories I hold dear.

Darling, you know I will love you

'Til the end of time.'

Looking back at my memories I had with Zamasu, I couldn't help but smile. I loved him so much, he was and still is my everything. We have been inseparable when we were little, and as we grew up I had developed a crush on him and we finally kissed, I knew we were meant to be but fate had other plans I guess. He went through with his Zero Mortal Plan with Goku Black, I never thought he would do it but he did, and now he's gone...forever. But no matter what he did I will always love him, he's still the same Zamasu I fell in love with and I will always love him.....forever.

'All of my memories keep you near.

In silent moments imagine you here.

All of my memories keep you near.

Your silent whispers, silent tears.'

I was sitting on a hill overlooking the city. The wind was blowing through my hair, I had a smile on my face as I was watching the sun setting. I kept reminiscing on my memories with Zamasu, these memories are the only things I have to remember him, the only things that reassure me that he is always with me. A lone tear escaped my eye but I didn't wipe it away, it's not a sad tear anymore it's a happy tear knowing that as long as I have my memories Zamasu will always be here.....in my heart.

'All of my memories'

And done ^^ I hope you guys like it