I wake up, I've got a bad night behind, all my cries went out and just the guilty feel of falling in love stayed behind. But do I really have fallen for Zack? Or is my mind just going crazy of strange thoughts like this. I don't think I've got any hope... I stand up from my bed and walk to the bathroom, when I look in the mirror I see an tired face with red eyes of crying.. Well it put exactly my night.. I've barely slept and when I did, Were they just nightmares about Zack who hates me or even got insane and killed me. I sigh. I take some cloth from the wardrobe like, black jeans, a white shirt and a blue hoody. I put on the cloth and walk to the kitchen to make breakfast, but just at the point when I open the kitchen door. I turn and walk away, I've seriously no interest in food today. I walk to my job with my head down half sleeping and half being awake.

At M-H gives Robert like everyday my pass. "You look tired.." Robert says. "I am.." I reply, I don't want to talk to much. "Bad night?" Robert asks, I nod and I walk in way to Zack's new room. I knock on the door. "Andy? Are you there?" Zack asks. "Yes. Can I come in..?" I ask back with a tired noise. "You always." Zack says. I get a little smile on my face because of his last words, I open the door and walk inside. "good morning." I say. "Good morning." He replies. I walk over to him. I smell his breakfast. "Eating breakfast?" I ask. "Yes, want some?" Zack replies and he shows me the waffles. "No thank you.." I say. Zack nods and he eats the waffles. I sit down on the bed which feels warm. "Just woken up?" I ask him. "Yes. Actually they woken me up. They opened the door, put the waffles on the ground, closed the door and knocked to tell me I got breakfast.." Zack says. I nod and I watch him eating the waffles. It looks so adorable the way he eats. I bite my lip trying to get that thought away but I fail.. "Andy..." Zack asks. "Yes?" I reply and I look in his eyes, having a fight with myself not to get lost. "Can I call someone...?" Zack asks me. "Sure, Who do you want to call?" I ask while I pick my phone from my pocket and hand it to him. "John, I've to ask him something." Zack replies. I nod. Zack takes the phone and calls. I leave the room so he can in peace talking with each other.

After a while when I see on the screen they are ready with talking. I walk back in. I see Zack's thinking look. "Something wrong?" I ask. "No.." Zack replies, I nod and let him think in peace. I sigh and lay down on the bed in the room. "It's boring here, You can see why." Zack says to me. "Something you need in here?" I ask, I just want him to be happy. "Maybe a laptop or something... then I can even do my job." Zack says. "Maybe I can arrange something, what for job are you doing?" I ask him curious. "I work at EMI. I make covers of albums and I comment on them. Also a few months ago, made I and John an album. EMI wanted him to make an album." Zack tells. "Great, but who's those John you're talking about?" I ask. "John Lennon." Zack replies. "OH MY GOD! The JOHN LENNON?!" I say, I get a huge grin on my face. I'm a fan of the Beatles and I've seriously all their albums in house. "That John do I mean." Zack says, he has a smile on his face, a sort of proud smile like I know famous people and you don't look. It's very adorable and I've got a feel like kissing him. But I hide it away from him. "Andy.... Can you give me advise?" Zack asks me. "What kind of advise are you searching about?" I ask him. "Do you know the best way to get over someone?" Zack asks. "The easiest is, just do different things and stay away from the person you love if you've got to get over... but I can't promise that works." I say. Zack nods.

After a few hours, Zack falls asleep in the chair, I smile and pick him up and lay him down in the bed, I hope no-one will see this on the screen and I kiss Zack's forehead, with a huge smile I walk out to get some food, I haven't eaten yet and I'm really hungry now.  I sit down, eating an apple and smile. Better then this the day can't end. After eating I walk home. And the day comes to an end. I sigh and lay down in bed, thinking what I've to do about my feelings for him.. Should I tell him... Or just wait till my feels are over, if they're ever over.. I fall asleep after a few hours of thinking this problem.