A new day begins and I wake up early, I've got a good night and it has made me a very happy man. I make myself ready and eat my breakfast. and I leave and go to M-H. I'm thinking about Zack, he might be able to go home.. but the poor thing, I won't see him back... on the other side it's finally a way I can get over him and carry on my life as normal. But am I able to do that... I sigh and let my thoughts go round and round in my head. Wishing them to go so I can relax. I walk inside M-H and take my pass form Robert. "Morning." I say. "Morning. Got a good night?" He asks. I nod and walk to Zack's room. Robert waves and I wave back then knock on the door and walk in. "Morning.." Zack says, he sounds like he's thinking. "morning." I reply, I walk over to him and sit down on the bed. I take out my bag a laptop. "Zack, I've got you wanted." I say. Zack turns curious and looks at the laptop, a huge grin appears on his face. "YES!" He says. I chuckle. Zack smiles shyly. And my thoughts of he's sooo adorable are back, my hand slowly goes to his face and I stroke it without even noticing. "Andy.... What... are you doing..........." Zack says awkwardly. I stop and take my hand fast back. "I'm sorry... I... I.." I shut up, I don't want to make it any worse then it already is. Zack lays a hand on my shoulder. "It's alright........ but.. warn please...." Zack says. I nod and I try not to blush but I fail.. "Why are you blushing..?" Zack asks curious. My face turns totally red. "I... I..." I say but I run out of the room, I just can't handle it, I can't tell him I've fallen for him. He won't love me. We aren't friends, or are we... I DON'T KNOW!!! I sigh and try to calm down. I fail and I break down. A woman walks over to me. "Shhh... it's alright, what happened, did Zack bite you?" she asks. I push her away, she will never understand the stuff what happens.

I keep crying for like an hour maybe two and wish everything will end. The  pain, the awkwardness and Zack. I wish I've never stroking his cheeks, I had to know it was a wrong idea... and the worst of all, I've just ran away from him. That is the worst that ever could be done. I want to die, but I don't show the others they will try to help me, but they will never understand me. Barely anyone can understand how love works when a man loves another man, which is also a very cute, adorable, lovely man. I'm wondering what I could do... If there's anything I can do. I don't believe there's much I can mean now.. The others will have token care of Zack, well... if they aren't that scared of him. I sigh and slowly stand up and walk back to Zack's room which feels like it can't take long enough.. I don't want to go, but I've got to explain everything about what went just wrong..

After a minute of 5 I knock on the door. "Zack...... I've to explain something........" I say, I've a very shy noise in my voice. "Come in..." Zack says. I nod and walk in slowly, shy and feeling very awkward. I sit down in the chair. I look down to my shoes. And an endless silence keeps on for a long while. "Andy.. please... start your story.." Zack says. I nod and I open my mouth to speak, but I close it too.. I try to make some noise out but I fail... I try again. "Zack..." I begin but more I can't make out of my throat. "Yes..?" says Zack back to me. His lovely voice is being the boss about me. And even his voice can make me shiver of love. I look slowly up to his eyes and I begin to get lost. "Zack... I might..." I stop again with speaking while his curious and wanting eyes are looking at mines, I'm getting lost in his and my mind flies away to some world full of peace, love and Zack. "Andy.. are you alright?" Zack asks, his voice begins to turn a little worried now. I snap out and nod. "Zack... I really might... but... I'm not-" I shut up again, his eyes are making it me to hard to tell, the begging look is making me crazy inside. I sigh. "I'm not sure.. but I might have.... fallen for you.." I say, I sigh and close my eyes, scared for an insane reaction with banning or yelling. But it's not coming.. I carefully open my eyes and look at his confused expression on his face. I sigh and look down to my shoes again. But a reaction isn't coming.

A while later, Zack finally talks again. "Andy.." he says to me. "I love you.. but I can't begin something with you. I haven't got over Ben.. I can't do this.. I'm sorry." Zack says and he turns away from me. I lay a hand on his shoulder but he takes it away. "No Andy.." Zack says. My eyes get full of tears, I run out and run to my house to cry my heart out. I've mistaken so bad, really so bad! THIS DAY WAS TERRIBLE!!! I whisper angrily. I slap myself with my hands till I slowly fall knocked out on the sofa..