"YNNNNNNN!!!!" 

And that's when Jungkook's eyes snapped open, and he was covered in a cold sweat along with his heart pounding .

"OH my God" He lifted his upper body to sit on his bed "Ahh no, such a bad dream, YN" he said while rubbing the bridge of his nose . 

But when he didn't hear any response he looked to his left side where YN was supposed to be sleeping . 

5 days ago

Taehyung and Jimin were waiting for Jungkook in their favourite Cafe . 

Because the three of them were close friends since high-school they were still in touch with eachother even after settling their families by getting married . 

It was around 9 in the evening and because Jungkook was the CEO of Jeon CO. and was very serious about his company along with being a workaholic he was not on time as usual . 

Till then Taehyung and Jimin were just talking about random things . Both of them looked at the black Rover through the glass door .

"Finally" Jimin sighed as both of them watched Jungkook pulling the door to enter inside .

"Ahhh look at your tired face Kook," Taehyung said in a caring tone because he really cared for his friend .

"I am telling you , Jungkook, take care of yourself" Jimin observed Jungkook's tired face.

"Ahh it's okay. Don't you both have anything else instead of saying this?!" 

He was right though because this was their everyday activity to say these lines to him.

"I am starving, let's order first" Jungkook pressed the bell to call the waiter .

Within a few minutes the table was full of expensive and delicious food .

Jungkook was eating pork belly while Jimin was drinking some wine when Taehyung's phone rang.

"Ahh!" Taehyung looked at the phone screen and his face almost lit, "baby" he was now smiling while looking at the chicken soup that he was stirring with a spatula. 

After exchanging a few talks Tae was about to hang up the call so he said "I love you too , Baby" and then made a kiss sound . 

"Seems like your lovely wife is waiting for you" Jimin teased Tae at which Jungkook lowkey smiled and continued eating .

Tae was blushing hard when Jimin mentioned his wife . 

So , Tae got married 3 months back to a Japanese girl named Sakurada Miku . Yes , it was a love marriage and they both met through some mutual friends. 

"She isn't waiting , she is missing me" 

"OH!" Jungkook chuckled but didn't speak much .

"Actually she had gone to Japan to attend her friend's wedding ceremony. I wanted to go too but you know I almost didn't go to work for the past 2 months so I am just covering it up." 

But Taehyung was the type of guy who always brags about their wife so he started "she is very caring you know , she is also good in cooking though I always tells her that we have servants and chef so you don't need to cook food but you know she always want to do best for me so she never listens ." 

Jungkook was still busy eating but here jumps Jimin "If I started to brag about my Haneul you might have to stay in this restaurant for the next two days ." 

Now, Taehyung was about to say something but before that Jungkook's phone rang so both of them stopped and looked at Jungkook who was now taking out his mobile from the pocket of his blazer that was kept on another chair .

Jungkook poked his inner cheek with his tongue when he looked at the phone screen . And because he didn't seem to be in a good mood after that, he ended the call without even responding. 

"Seems like our wives are waiting for us, Taehyung," Jimin said in a teasing way .

"Ah okay okay , because my Miku has gone to Japan it doesn't mean she isn't missing me. So you better stop saying that." 

Jimin was about to say something again but Jungkook cutted him off by saying "Guys I am tired so you both eat up soon and I am leaving first." He picked his blazer and nodded at them to bid them a 'Bye' and left .

Taehyung and Jimin looked at Jungkook getting inside his car and then at each other and blinked their eyes because they both were confused at why Jungkook suddenly acted strange . 

"He seems to be really tired," Taehyung said at which Jimin hummed and signaled Taehyung to eat fast so that they could leave .

***

Jungkook stopped his car in front of a bar and went inside it .

"A bottle of Bonnon Vodka please" He said while putting his credit card in front of the bartender .

"Please have your seat sir ,it will be delivered in a minute." 

Within a few seconds , the waiter came with the order and kept it on the table .

Jungkook filled the glass till up and gulped the whole of it in a go then he filled the glass again and gulped easily . Though it was burning his throat badly but he repeated till he was fully toxic .

He was struggling even to stand up straight because his legs were shaking, his cheeks were red and eyes became hooded .

Somehow he managed to walk out of the bar to parking lot where his car was parked.

"Awwww baby missed me" Jungkook said to his car while standing in front of it and then hugged the bonnet of the car .

He kissed the metal and stared at it while blushing "It's okay Daddy's here" . 

He kissed it again as if he was giving butterfly kisses "Daddy is coming inside you baby" he said as if he was wrapping his dick before banging her wife .

It took him about an hour to reach his apartment that was only 15 minutes away from the bar. 

Jungkook was standing infront of the elevator and scanning the buttons "Are you mad at me?" He made a puppy face and pointed his finger towards the button that was glowing red . 

He tightly shutted his eyes and pressed both the buttons multiple times while saying "sorry sorry sorry sorry" so after ten minutes the door of the elevator opened and Jungkook flashed his bunny teeth to the elevator "oh so you are not mad anymore ".

But the Drama wasn't over yet because he pressed all the floor buttons while his flat was on the 7th floor and the building had more than 15 floors . 

Poor Jungkook was sitting in the elevator and about half an hour later God showed mercy on him so he stepped out only when the elevator was on the 7th floor . 

He was standing in front of the door of his flat pressing the doorbell again and again while yelling "Eomma eomma , open the door baby is home." 

The door opened revealing his so-called 'Eomma' that was obviously his wife and Jungkook unintentionally fell right on her body . 

"Jungkook- Jungkook?" YN patted his cheek to make him sober but ofcourse that won't work because we love drama.

Jungkook was too heavy and buffed , yeah hats off to his love for gym as a result he fell on top of YN, on the floor , making her soul leave her body .

"What- you are Drunk?" her nose scrunched automatically when the alcoholic smell striked .

YN's cheeks turned red when Jungkook's lips kissed her temple and his left hand was on top of her shoulder while the right on her waist .

Jungkook's hooded eyes slightly opened and he kissed her lips insanely without knowing himself because if he were sober , he wouldn't have even touched her .

Jungkook's hand made its way inside her top so YN blushed even harder . But because all of this was happening on the entrance of their apartment and Jungkook was laying on top of YN with his lower half of body out of the door she pushed him suddenly making him fall beside her .

Somehow, YN managed to bring him to his bed and help him change his clothes after taking shower .

Pulling the quilt upto his neck she made sure Jungkook was feeling comfortable and warm.

"Should I sleep next to him or in the other room ?" She questioned herself. 

Jungkook and YN used to sleep in separate rooms . YN in the main bedroom that was their's and Jungkook used to sleep in the guest room because not sleeping together was only Jungkook's choice not YN's.

"But what if he fell sick at night or he want to go to the restroom ?" 

"Ah no no . YN how can you leave your husband in such a condition when he is drunk Like hell."

"Fine, let's sleep next to him . It's only one night right ." 

She adjusted herself next to him making sure to maintain a gap and don't look at him but her heart automatically ordered her eyes to look at his face . And they obeyed .

YN came a bit closer towards him as she faced him and caressed his cold cheek.

"I love you" was all she said before closing her eyes to sleep .

Jungkook wasn't a guy who usually consumed alcohol because he would rather prefer Banana milk . And whenever he drinks he makes sure to be sober and stop when he is losing his sanity.

This was the third time YN was seeing him in such a worst condition because of alcohol . 

First time was a year back , in Jimin's birthday party , all of his friends were there together after so long so they all just enjoyed themselves and drank the whole night.

Second time was three months back when he was drunk for no reason, maybe something was bothering him or maybe he just wanted to because he was tense due to overwork.

But that day was a remarkable day in YN's life because Jungkook made love to her, for the first time ever in his whole life. He showed her all the colors of him and what a relation of a husband- wife actually is . He showed stars, moon , sun , earth , backholes and even the whole galaxy to her that surely gave her pleasure. 

Though he still didn't know that because YN didn't tell him . She was afraid that Jungkook might regret it so she kept it to herself. 

And the third time was this .

***

She opened her eyes slowly and found that Jungkook was not beside her . She went to the kitchen because she heard the sound of something getting cooked and looked at Jungkook's broad back, cooking something. 

"Good Morning" she smiled and placed her hand on his arm .

But Jungkook looked at her badly as if he was about to splash the pan's oil on her face . He slid off her hand rudely that made YN upset .

"I will cook it , you can go and do your stuff" she felt embarrassed of herself and Jungkook just rolled his eyes and left . 

Jungkook was now sitting in the living room reading the newspaper, after getting ready for office when YN arrived with the breakfast and placed it on the table infront of Jungkook . 

Jungkook was about to eat and YN was standing in a corner looking at him and smiling like fangirls smiles while watching their bias doing aegyo but Jungkook got annoyed again and stopped for a second in annoyance .

YN was quick enough to observe him so she went to the kitchen . She came back after a few minutes and sat on the sofa adjacent to Jungkook who was done eating. 

But because still much time was left he was reading the newspaper again. 

On the other hand YN was fighting with her thoughts 'Should I ask him or not?', 'but what if he is suffering through some problem alone?' , 'Should I or not?' , 'but what if he got angry?' , 'no but I should ask him' all these thoughts were emerging in his mind .

"Jungkook!" She looked at him for response and yes Jungkook looked at her but only with eyes because he was in the same position, just his eyes diverted in her direction .

She hesitated at first but continued "Is everything alright ? I mean you were very drunk last nig-" 

"IT'S NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS!" Jungkook yelled and wished she might get lost from there but YN was still there .

"Why is it none of my business? Ain't I your wife? Don't I have any right to care about you or to know where and how you are ?" She was about to cry but she held back her tears because she did not want to show that she was weak .

YN was a very loving and caring wife but Jungkook ? He was just a workaholic without any romantic desire. His day started from his business and night ended at business .

"WIFE ? OH MY GOD ? HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED YOUR FACE OR YOURSELF IN MIRROR ? AND YOU CALLING YOURSELF MY WIFE ? YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE ANY SENSE OF DRESSING ? AND HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT YOUR OLD FASHIONED AND BAD TASTE IN EVERYTHING ? DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW EMBARRASSED I AM JUST BECAUSE OF YOU ? YOU DID NOTHING INSTEAD OF RUINING MY LIFE !!" Jungkook madly yelled at her as if he was about to beat her right there .

"If this was the reason then why did you marry me ?? WHY?? DIDN’T YOU HAVE YOUR MOUTH TO SAY THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO MARRY ME ??"

"OH!! I wish I would have rejected at that time but I didn't know YOU WAS THAT MUCH LOUT AND RUSTIC ."

"So all of your problems are nothing but me ? You will be happy without me . Right?" 

"Even your own parents must be happy without you. And for FUCKS SAKE PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE . DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND ONCE? YOU'RE SUCH A BITC-"

And he stopped right there , YN's tears were rolling down her cheeks. 

'BITCH' did he just call her a bitch? 

"Only if you had lost me even once, you would have known my value , Mr. JEON." 

This was the first time ever that YN had spoken against Jungkook so he got even more pissed and just left . 

Jungkook and YN got married two years back . And because Jungkook was never in love kind of things he opted for Arranged marriage. 

YN's dad and Jungkook's Dad used to work in the same company and were pretty close friends . Because YN was such a beautiful and sober girl, Jungkook's mom and dad adore her very much . 

Though YN was a nerd but she was a good daughter, an excellent daughter-in-law and the best wife . It was after a few months of marriage when Jungkook realized that YN isn't his type of girl, even though he didn't have 'a type of girl' in his mind but he started thinking that YN is really boring . He never even made any intimate physical contact with her . 

But it got even worse when Jungkook started getting annoyed with her . He used to talk badly and abuse even when nothing was wrong .

Jungkook was attending an important meeting before coming back to his cabin . 

'Did I went too far today?' He thought, he was feeling a bit guilty too but his pride was making him lie to himself .

He felt a sudden change in his daily routine because YN didn't call him and asked "What do you want to eat for dinner?" Even though he always replied with a plain "Anything" YN would always make what he would have thought to eat . 

Isn't it strange ? 
Like how? 

This made him overthink so he became upset . 

"Mr. Wang!!" He called his secretary. 

"Yes sir." 

"I would like to order a diamond necklace." 

"Shall I make an appointment with Kim Jwellers ? Because they have the best jewelleries in Seoul." 

"No, just ask them to send the design ?"

"Okay sir."

"By the way , Mr. Wang . A dolphin necklace looks good on girls right?" 

Mr. Wang chuckled at Jungkook's stupid question. 

"It looks even brilliant if it's for someone special and is given by someone special." He chuckled again after observing how Jungkook was now avoiding him and a sudden pink blush was forming on Jungkook's face. 

***

Jungkook was standing infront of the door of his apartment, he was nervous because this was going to be his first time confessing or confronting anyone . 

He pressed the doorbell but when nobody came he thought she must be sleeping or in the washroom , as a result he used the password and his fingerprint to open the door.

"YN!" Jungkook went into the living room because that was where YN used to sit and watch TV whenever he came . 

But she was not in the living room so he called her name again and went into her room . She was not there either . Now , he got a li'l scared and worried . 

He checked the whole of his apartment , in the rooms , kitchen, bathroom, store room . He even called on her phone but in return he heard the bot saying 'The number you are trying to reach is currently switched off . Please try again later.'

Oh! did she leave ? Huh!

After taking a hot shower he went to the kitchen because he didn't even have lunch today . He was not feeling good . But there was nothing to eat in the kitchen . 

He opened the refrigerator and saw that there was the same food from the morning . YN didn't have breakfast and it was hers.

Though there were only two sandwiches and some juice but it will work for Jungkook .

He was about to have a bite when he stopped and picked his phone to call someone.

"Hello?"
"Hello Mom?"
"How are you son?" 
"I am good , Mom , is YN there?"
"Ah!! Yes son she is here only. She was saying something about divorce. Everything depends on her now."
"Can I-"
"Okay son let's talk later."
"Yes Mom, by-"

'Huh! So she really left? She left Jeon Jungkook .
Divorce? Divorce. I think this will be the right option .'

He looked at the gift that he bought for her, for the first time ever .

'I don't feel like eating.' he kept the food in the refrigerator again and went to bed.

The whole night he was just changing his positions because he was not able to sleep. 

Next day , the same routine but without YN and her food and her care . He looked tired from his face so the employees of his company were also talking about him . 

Some were saying that he is looking old due to overwork while some were saying that he is always like this. 

And once again he was standing infront of the door of his apartment but his stomach was full today .

He watched some movies at night to kill his time because tomorrow he was taking a day off .

Next morning when he woke up at around 12 noon , his first step was to place a food order and after that he went to do his laundry .

Some cosy clothes that need to be washed from hands that usually YN would wash , he now had to wash them from his own hands .

His hands were covered with detergent foam when he heard the doorbell . He quickly wiped his hands and went to open the door 'I am really starving. Thankgod he came.' 

But when he opened the door he saw a man standing with a heavy envelope in his hand .

"Your courier , sir . You have to sign here." He showed him where he needed to do his sign.

He slightly bowed and was about to close the door when the pizza delivery boy also came.

Jungkook was now sitting in the living room and staring at the envelope. 

"Divorce papers!!" He was a bit shocked because he thought that YNs mom was joking .

He laid his back on the couch 'this will be a good idea . Maybe , both of us can live happily after divorce.'

Around 5 in the evening when Jungkook was all done with the chores and all, he rested his body on his bed .

His eyes fell at the divorce papers that were kept on the bed beside him .

He was staring at them until he fell asleep. And then ,

And then it all started . He dreamt about YN , the dream was too long and realistic. 

Meeting YN and losing her . Loving and accepting her .

And the very next morning he woke up shouting her name , as if he just lost YN one more time .

"YNNNNNNN!"

He was disappointed when he found out that YN was not beside him and the reason was he himself. 

His eyes again fell on the divorce papers so he stood up to find a pen so that he could sign the papers and YN and he could be free forever .

He was now checking in the drawer of the nightstand if there was a pen .

"OH here it is!" he finally found a fountain pen but that was not important because he discovered something which he didn't have any idea about .

"A J-JOUR-JOURNAL?!" his eyes widened , 'oh my God , no this can not be of YN', he thought .

"Is this what I was dreaming about? Oh my God.." He was shocked ,he opened the Journal, it was not fully filled and it seemed like she started writing it only 2-3 months before .

He opened the last entry where it was bookmarked 

"Babygurl , what name should we give you??ummm...I will ask from your handsome Dad ..okay...hehe"

He read in whispers and his eyes became watery to what he had done . 

"She is preg-- Oh my GOD....what have I done!! Jeon Jungkook, she is your wife."

He fell on his knees and burrowed the journal in his embrace. Tears were continuously flowing through his eyes . 

"She is pregnant with your child . She is carrying your part in herself. Shame on you . You failed to be a husband as well as a good father. Jungkook ." He spoked . 

He didn't waste anytime , he wiped his tears and left for YNs house .

It took him half an hour to reach Ilsan , that was where YNs parents lived . He hurried and pressed the doorbell . 

"Jungkookah!!" A manly voice greeted him and he was taken in a warm hug .

"Namjoon hyung?!" Jungkook looked shocked to see him because he had gone to the military and he didn't expect that he would be greeted by him.

"Ahh! You're surprised aren't you?" Namjoon chuckled. 

"Yeah Kinda!!" Jungkook rubbed his nape .

"OH my God , Joon . Let him come inside atleast." Jin yelled from somewhere above so they both looked up and there was Jin standing on the terrace and looking at both of them .

Jin and Namjoon went to the military after YN was married and now they have come back . They were happy to see their brother-in-law because they thought he was a very behaved and well mannered boy .

Jungkook was searching for YN but he didn't find her . He wondered if she was even there or not .

He sipped water from the glass that Jin bought .

"Hyung...where is YN?" He felt embarrassed so his ears turned red .

"She is Sleeping in that room." Jin pointed towards a room that was near the staircase .

"Well, Jin and I have to go to meet some friends so it's good that you came . Dad and mom have gone to the neighbors house so you take your time ."
Namjoon nodded .

"Yes ,Hyungnim , have a nice day." He smiled and bowed in respect .

Namjoon and Jin left just then and Jungkook went straight to YNs room .

As he entered, he found her Sleeping soundly so he didn't want to wake her up . He silently sat on the floor so that his face was facing her .

First time ever in his life , he was seeing her this close . He tucked her hair behind her ear and admired each and every part of her face .

"Why didn't I know you are the most beautiful?"
He said in a low voice .

"I am sorry , I am very bad at taking responsibilities . I am really sorry, YN. I didn't know this was how I would realize my love for you . Please forgive me." He rested his forehead in his hands because he was crying again.

He looked at YN , with his blurry eyes only to find that YN was looking at him now . 

He gulped ,sniffed and blinked his eyes so that they were no more filled with tears .

On the other hand YN's eye also dropped a tear and she was about to speak when Jungkook placed his hand on her lips and shook his head.

"I am sorry" he broke once again, his face was on the mattress beside YN's pillow "please forgive me YN" he said between his cries .

"Jungkookah-" 

She stopped when Jungkook placed his lips on hers . His wet and warm lips were touching her lips like feathers . He intertwined his fingers in hers , still not changing the position of his face. 

YN's eyes closed automatically when she felt hot teardrops on her cheeks. He breathed out and his warm breath hit her lips giving her goosebumps. 

"Please come back home. Love" he opened his eyes only to make eye contact with her . His eyes were reflecting how guilty and embarrassed he was.

All things were new for both of them . YN had never seen this type of Jungkook , her eyes closed again due to sudden tears flooding through them and she tightly hugged Jungkook . Her hands roaming his hair while his face was buried in her nape .

"No! You're not Jungkook! You're not!" She muffled between her sobs .

"Yes , I am not that dickhead Jungkook, because I am your Kookie , baby . I am yours , love." The couple was busy shedding tears into eachothers arms . 

Jungkook stood up and placed a kiss on YN's forehead , then looked into her eyes fondly . He felt ashamed because he had been treating a Goddess like pests in the past two years .

"Where is your bag?" He asked , looking across the room .

YN nodded and stepped down from the bed when Jungkook was just looking at her small tummy . 'We have a baby girl', he thought, reminding himself of what he had read a few hours ago.

Fifteen minutes passed when YN came out from the room after packing her luggage, Jungkook was sitting in the lounge waiting for her looking at the television that was on since he entered the house.

"We all know about the success of the world's famous solo kpop artist Jung Hoseok , also called Hobi by his fans 'Armys' , stage name 'J Hope' , the artist achieved one more Guinness Book of world record under his name .The most selling album in the whole-"

"Ouch!" Jungkook suddenly diverted his eyes from the television towards the direction of the sound.

And when he looked at her small figure from a distance he realized that she was even more beautiful far or near , from everywhere .

He quickly went to her ,holded the luggage from his right hand and from the other hand he holded YNs hand .

"Are you okay?" 
She nodded.

YN did not believe at all that Jungkook came to confess her and is now being all lovey-dovey to her but at the end she has to.

"YN? Jungkook? When did you come, Jungkook? And are you going YN , it's too soon you just arrived and" a cute boy who was standing at the entrance with two puppies with him, a brown poodle and a black tan Pomeranian, showing his gummy smile to his best friend. 

"Yoongi , don't worry, you can visit us anytime when you are free." 

Yoongi and YN have been best friends since childhood . Even now when YN came here she told him each and everything that happened to her. And Yoongi was basically the first one whom she told about her sufferings .

Yoongi and YN hugged each other , Yoongi's hug on her was tighter because he was whispering in her ears to take care of herself .

All of this was happening in front of Jungkook and he didn't like Yoongi hugging his wife but he let himself control his jealousy. While both the dogs were roaming around Jungkook .

"Please tell mom that I will call her after reaching home and everything is fine now. And yeah keep Yeontan with you for some more time till my brothers come." Yoongi nodded at her and waved his hands when their car left.

On their way back to home , YN was dozing off while Jungkook made sure to drive safely because almost everything he dreamt was coming true and we don't want a bad ending to the book so. 

He was looking at her whenever he got the chance . Little did he know , he was falling more and more for her with each passing second .

***

Jungkook was now resting on the bed after keeping something in the drawer ,waiting for YN who was taking shower .

Jungkook looked out from the book and chuckled, "So you did it on purpose . Didn't you?" 

"Just to make you realize how much you love YN."

"Hmmm...seems like you're very smart. By the way, the dream was long enough to break the world record, Harry" 

"To whom are you talking, Jungkook?" YN asked while adjusting her hair .

"Ah nothing , come here love." YN smiled and sat beside Jungkook so he side hugged her.

"You must be tired?" He asked .

" Yes , so?" YN replied , raising her eyebrows to ask him if she had to do something. 

"So you should rest," he said with a smile.

"I should rest ?okay!" 

"And..."

"And???"

"May I..." Jungkook was hesitating a lot .

"May I???" YN mimicked him , to make him complete his sentence. 

Jungkook placed his left hand firmly on her stomach and with the right hand he cupped her face . Their foreheads were leaning against eachother's making their nose tip to contact too.

Both of them closed their eyes when Jungkook whispered "May I lean my body on you tonight?"

"Whole night!!" YN smiled between the kiss .

"I love you!!"

"All night!!"

"And will always love you!!"

"Day and night!!"

That was the time to rule the night , when the King and Queen were finally together along with the princess who was still sleeping in the safest place .

Three more things were in their respective place now , the divorce papers in the dustbin, three dolphin pendants and the journal in the drawer with the final answer .

"Babygurl , what name should we give you??ummm...I will ask from your handsome Dad ..okay...hehe"

"Chaerin" 
-handsome Dad ,hehe.

Only if he hadn't fallen asleep, he wouldn't have realized his love for YN .

The whole story was revolving around his dream when he was deeply lost in

Sleep...

- THE END -

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12/10/2021