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<td id="postmessage_17933106" class="t_f" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word; border: 0px; vertical-align: middle; font-size: 14px;">二、欢情薄 <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我不知道这样做到底对不对，也不敢想以后印钟添得知今天发生的事，会是怎样的心情。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他会感激我今天为他做的？还是悲愤到失去理智，狠狠给我一个耳光，骂我：下贱。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我想，换了是我，我极有可能选择后者！毕竟，对一个男人来说，自己的未婚妻被别的男人上，是莫大的耻辱。　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　然而，我已经顾不上以后，这是我眼前唯一的路。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　在叶正宸的注视下，上衣，短裙，丝袜……一件件离开我的身体。一寸寸肌肤逐渐裸*露在眼前。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　脱到只剩下贴身的内衣遮拦着关键部位，我再也没有勇气继续，一股酸楚刺痛鼻根。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我酸涩地双臂环抱着胸口，看向别处。　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　感觉到他的手伸向我，我下意识瑟缩了一下，双腿紧紧合并，消瘦的肩膀微颤，高高耸起的胸口快速地起伏。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“等一下！”我扫了一眼电视机上的图像，“把它关了。”　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他关了电视机，大手落在我的头发上，揉了揉。他的手指梦魇一样把我囚禁在无边无际的深渊里。　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“丫头……”又是这最熟悉的呼唤，他的双臂把我纳入他温暖的胸膛中。还有一枚浅吻印在我的额心。“想我了吗？”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我咬紧牙，终于没让自己哭出来。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“想！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　　　“恨我吗？”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“恨！”怎么会不恨？他把我伤得五脏六腑痛了整整三年，再不相信这世上有爱情，现在，我好不容易恢复了点对男人的信心，想和印钟添好好过平淡的生活，他又突然出现，连我仅剩的尊严也给我剥落了，我还剩下什么？<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　一地碎裂的薄冰么？<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　怕是也快融化了。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“能原谅我吗？”他捧起我的脸，让我不得不面对他。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“能！”我看着他，与他的视线纠缠在一起，欲诉欲泣，难诉难泣……“到你死的时候！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他笑了，千山暮雪的冷漠居然消融了，我恍惚中又看见初见时的他，那个总笑得让人捉摸不透的叶正宸。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“好啊！那我可以在活着时为所欲为了！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“你……”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他的双唇狠狠压上来，吸血一般地啃噬我的唇瓣……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我痛呼，声音被他吞没，徒留破碎的轻哼。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　在唇与唇碰触的一刻，身体的某一个角落被充盈，我才猛然醒悟。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他想要的并非一场权与色交易！他想要确定我对他的爱还剩下多少……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“不……不要！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我拼命地挣扎，怕自己一旦放弃挣扎，就会在他的火热里融化。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“现在说不要，你不觉得太迟么？！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他横抱起我，丢在床上！<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他解开衣扣，衬衫敞开，刚硬的轮廓呈现在我眼前，胸口比我记忆中多了一条两寸长的疤痕，浅浅的颜色……这疤痕是我留给他的么？<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　　　我想去触摸，双手被他捉住，按过头顶，人也被他压倒在床上。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　剥下我身上残留的衣物，看见雪白的肌肤上点点幽暗，他黑眸中惊艳乍现。“你脱了衣服，还是这么诱人。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“你脱了衣服，还是这么禽兽！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“你一点都没变。”他扬扬眉，垂首含住一枚小巧的蓓蕾。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />   “呃……”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他变了，变得我完全不认识了。　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　……　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />  　床上，七零八落，肢体纠结，分不清是撕扯，是挣扎，还是渴望……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他的唇，舌，双手，放肆地享受他想要的。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“我们先试试你喜欢的姿势！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“这分明是你喜欢的姿势！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“原来你还记得。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“你？！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　　　……　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　当他分开我的腿，身体勃然冲入，他兴奋地低吟，笑意似梦里樱花坠落。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我闭上眼睛，眼泪顺着眼角落下去。痛苦，并非源自被他欺凌，而是，我憎恨自己这么快就心甘情愿地臣服在他身下，渴望着与他一生这般的结合，不要再分离......　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　早知经历了过那么多的矛盾煎熬，到头来，还是越过了这道底线与他在床上痴缠。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　　　当初何苦要逼自己放开手，也逼着他放开手。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　激情叠叠荡荡，欲断难断。我在他身下，终于融成一汪温泉……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　　　他细密的吮吻，狂野的纠缠，邪恶的侵占，连绵不绝……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我早已忘了身在何处，忘情地迎合着他每一次的深入。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我记不清他要了我多少次，最后，他把我已经被欢愉麻木的躯壳搂进怀里，眷恋地亲吻，抚摸着我的头发，深吸着我的味道……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　　　身体被汗浸透，滚烫的肌肤粘在一起，我好累，真想在这副久违的身躯里再睡上一次，梦里一定不会有心痛的感觉。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　闭上眼睛，我却想到了印钟添，想到了喻茵，想起了很多过往......　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />    真是可笑！　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我撑着疼痛的身体坐起来，一件件拾回我的衣服，穿在身上，梳理好自己的头发，拍拍惨白的脸颊。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　　　我刚要下床，他握住我的手腕，力道重得让我无法挣脱。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　“你想要的我都给你了，你还想怎么样？！”我问。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他说：“离开他。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　啪！<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我一个耳光扇在他的左脸上，这就是我的回答。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他微微侧脸，笑着说：“你的未婚夫知道你用什么方法救了他，不知道作何感想？”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我倾身靠近他，鼻尖轻触着他的耳廓，面带微笑：“让你的亲朋好友同事知道你逼犯罪嫌疑人的家属做了什么，不知作何感想？”　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他牵动嘴角，一副自嘲的神情。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我告诉他：“叶正宸，别再逼我！玉石俱焚的结果，你我都不想看到！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我走到门口时，他说了一句话，很轻。“我该拿你怎么办……”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　......<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　一个人漫无目的走在僻静的街道，踩着满地枯黄的落叶。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　耳边一遍遍响起他最后一句话。 <br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　风沙迷了眼睛。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　************************************************************<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　傍晚，我在浴室了洗了不知多少遍澡，身上密密麻麻的吻痕洗不掉，他的味道冲不去。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我躺在床上，累得头昏脑胀，闭上眼睛又睡意全无，脑子里全都是我们在床上的一幕一幕，每一个姿势，每一个细节，甚至他的每一个表情。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　唉！为什么<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　男人总在上床之前对女人魂牵梦萦，下了床，忘得一干二净。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　女人总在上床之前把男人忘得一干二净，下了床，魂牵梦萦！<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我正感慨，手机响起信息提示音，我急忙坐起，以为有了印钟添的消息。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　打开来，手机上显示一条来自陌生号码的短信息：“好饿！想再吃一碗你煮的面。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我失神看着信息，想起那年窗外盛放的樱花，在他的窗外，也在我的窗外......<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　因为我与叶正宸的公寓，中间只隔了一堵完全不隔音的墙。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　起初，出于礼貌，我每次做了好吃的饭菜，都给他送一些。遇上休假，还会精心准备点饭菜，邀请他来吃饭。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　久而久之，他来我这里蹭吃蹭喝已经成了习惯。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　有一次，他半夜十二点多从住院部回来，直接敲我房门：“丫头，好饿！给我煮碗面。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我睡眼朦胧爬起来，打开门，站在门口揉眼睛。“我说，都几点啦，你拿我当闺女使唤呢！？”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　他瞄了一眼我薄薄的睡衣。“我倒想拿你当老婆使，你乐意么？！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我拢好睡衣，白他一眼。一边煮面，一边感叹：“谁当你老婆，这辈子算是毁了！”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　我放下手机，一小时后又拿起来，慢慢打了句话：“回家让你老婆煮。”<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　二小时后，我一个字一个字删了。<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　……<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; word-wrap: break-word;" />　　　问情为何物，难舍，难再续……</td>

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