❝𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿.❞

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Valt POV

Dear diary,

In this one year lots of accidents happened:

First, since the most of time I was in BC Sol, I'm guessing that Raul have  little idea of it,because he always would told me to train less or even I should sleep also he would watch me like a predator everytime.

And second, that little spy find out about it too, but kept it as a secret, by little spy I mean the one and only....Aiger Akabane!

He saw me going to hospital and followed me, I didn't even noticed him, he listened to me and Yamamoto-san's conversation.

So then he burst inside and shouted: "WHAAT!??!"

Honestly I was about to become deaf-

That's how me and Yamamoto-san answered all of his questions, which made his eyes kinda glossy.

So me and him excused ourselves and went to the nearest park, he bursted in tears when we arrived, I comforted him as much as I could, but one of his questions hitted me hard.

"Why should the kindest leave so soon?!"

I...I didn't knew what to say.

These accudents were fine, a bit.

But the most horrible thing was, my condition got worsen everyday, the symptoms comes and goes, sometimes I felt like there is no tomorrow.

Don't worry I'm fine now but..

I become hopeless tbh, Yamamoto-san said: if my condition get better in this two years there was a little hope that I can survive, but if it gets worsen well, I must wait till the good time for surgery.

But you know, I don't think I want the surgery, like Yamamoto-san said there is 30% of chance it will work.

So what's the point of doing surgery when it won't work...

And if I do anything won't change, maybe I would be healthy again but for a less time, it's what the doctor said.

I'll just accept the fact that I will die. Well, its the truth right?

There is no point at living like this.

Yours Valt Aoi,

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I closed my diary and hide under my bed, then I lied down on my bed staring at ceiling as that certain question came in my mind.

'How am I going to tell them?'

I still didn't told my friends well except Aiger, and I don't know how to tell them.

*sigh*

It's a relief that I didn't meet them this year, but I really miss them though.

So now want to meet them and spend time with them for the last time.

But if I meet them, they will find out about my condition.

'What should I do?'

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