*Garroth's pov*

It has been a week since the date. I loved every moment of it, well except for that Lucinda had to be my 'date'. After we went to the park we went back home. It was amazing.

If I told myself I was doing this three years ago I would probably slap myself. I laughed at the thought. Too be honest now that I thought more about it, it seems like a make believe story. If Zane found out, or worse my father, they wouldn't understand.

Mom would understand. She always had. I remember back in Kindergarten I think I told my mom that I had a crush on the new guy. Now I remember that guy was Laurence. She told me that love was love and that it probably was a phase. I believe her and stopped crushing on Laurence only to be crushing on him like 13 years later.

I layed still on my bed. It was most likely midnight. It was slowly getting colder as in moved more into August. I closed my eyes. I wondered 'What would happen if someone finds out?'

XxX

"Do the world a favor and go kill yourself." Said a sassy voice. I looked around only to be surrounded by darkness.

"No, just jump off the face of the earth!" Another more deeper voice said.

"Just join us! Become one of us! No one will ever speak bad about you again!" Another voice said.

"Don't listen! You still have me!" I recognized that voice anywhere!

"Laurence!?" I called out.

"No duh you idiot!" I turned around. The sassy voice was Aphmau...

"Can he jump off a cliff! He shouldn't belong here!" Dante appeared next to Aphmau. Only angryer and meaner. I noticed Aphmau had a nastyer looked to her as well.

"Gay, gay, gay!" Nicole appeared and stuck her tongue out. "I just wanted a show not a encore!" She scoffed. (She is saying that because she wanted to see if Garroth would kiss Laurence, she didn't really want to see anything more of it.) "Your kiss was pathetic! Barely even a show. Horrible! Now you guy are dating! Ugh. Worst encore, ever! Enough is enough!" She faced Aphmau and laugh at me.

"Look! The wild animals! Kiss kiss!" Zane taunted. This was normal coming from him. The other not so much. I was sweating. I couldn't take it. They were my friends. I-it didn't make sense! How? Why? Was this was want Zenix and other kids that get bullied feel?

I woke up on my bed on a puddle of sweat. Probably wasn't smart to put the bed sheets on me. I got up and walk around quietly. I looked at the brightness thing on earth aka my phone and saw it was two am.

I grabbed my phone, changed my clothing put on some shoes. I am not all about the sock and sandals life. I grabbed the keys and sweater, cause why not? Some headphones and walked down stairs and grabbed the door knob ready to twist it open.

"Where are you going at this hour? Brother?" I groaned. Zane. Obviously.

"I just need to clear my head, that's all." I said not even looking at him. I turned around, "Why are you up? Zane?"

"You woke me up, like always. Every time you have a nightmare you wake up and be loud like a lion and then wake me up." He shouted whisper. Since dad was still sleeping and we would both get two weeks of being grounded if we woke him up before 9:30.

"Okay, go back to bed-"

"Tell me about your dream." Zane interrupted me saying it fast. His eyes widened. "Was it about Aphmau?" He creepy smirk.

"Get a life." I turned around. He squealed inside.

"It's is about APH-" I covered his mouth before he got me into trouble and woke dad up.

"It was a nightmare Zane. Aphmau was in the nightmare just not the way.. she wasn't in danger, she was causing danger." I say and sighed. Why was I telling him this? I honestly don't know.

"Oh..." He said, "Am going back to bed.." He kinda ran off.

XxX

I walking to the park. I had my headphones in. I was listening to nightcore when a I saw a new video. I clicked on it.

(Cue la music.. or Table~Chan suffers...)

I wanna go for a ride
Until the morning comes
Show me the meaning tonight
Of what we could become
I can't go any longer
Feels like I've been underwater
You are the one and I need the rush takin' over me

I crave you more than ever

We are one like the sky is to the stars
We are one take my breath and I am yours
We are one as you open up my heart
Running out of air

You are taking me there

There's no denying the power
'Cause something pulls us together
You are the one and I need the rush
Every part of me is free when I surrender

We are one like the sky is to the stars
We are one take my breath and I am yours
We are one as you open up my heart
Running out of air

You are taking me there
You are taking me there
You are taking me there
You are taking me there

You are taking me there

We are one like the sky is to the stars
We are one take my breath and I am yours
We are one as you open up my heart
Running out of air

You are taking me there
You are taking me there
You are taking me there
You are taking me there

This song reminded me so much of Laurence. I would call him if it wasn't like three in the morning. I was walking to the swings and saw Aphmau. She down in the dumps. I sat next to her.

"What are you doing here?" She asked still looking down. She smiled a bit.

"I had a nightmare.." I started off.

"What about?" She looked at me with worry and consider. Her eyes said it all.

"I was being bullied.." Aphmau, Nicole, and Dante. They were bullying me. I wouldn't tell her of course. It would only make her feel worse for something she didn't do. Heck, I remember once in class we were talking about stuff and this one guy said that a person killed another person because of what they did in there dream. I wondered who would have such a bad dream like that? Now, I understand why.

"Oh, so you went on a walk to help clear your mind? Right?" She chuckled slightly looking up from the swing set.

"Yes. You know me too well Aphmau." I say looking at her. She looked at me. She leaned in forward.

"Aph what are you-" She cut me off with a kiss... on the lips. I was freaking out. Mother of Irene what was I going to do!? I did the thing I was good at. I got up and ran. Straight through the park and just ran.

"Garroth wait!!" She ran after me. I looked back and hit a tree. Ow. Probably wasn't the smartet thing to do. She caught up to me. "Garroth you okay?" She asked. I sat up.

"Yes and no." I looked at her. "Aphmau why did you kiss me?" I asked. She was on the edge of bursting into tears.

"Cause I love you Garroth!" She shouted. (Hun this is the wrong fanfic! Get out of here!) The girl I loved since first grade was telling me she loved me back? I shooke my head, I moved on. I loved someone else now.

"A-Aphmau I-I love someone else.." I hugged her. She was crying. I had pictured the image of our first kiss since fifth grade! On a romantic walk after the movie dancing to some classical music and she would fall in my arms and I would kiss her. Fireworks everywhere. Now that perfect moment was with Laurence instead.

Her kiss was nothing poison on my lips. I was lying to my best friend. No best friends. I was cheating on my boyfriend. Because I am secretly dating someone. A guy. A bro I have known since kindergarten. Just because am afraid. Of what will happen if someone finds out. Lucinda and Emmylan already know. But there are some hateful dark cruel humans that well hate me forever.

"W-who?" She asked wiping the tears on her face as I snapped back into reality.

"L-" She fainted before I told her. I sighed. "Aphmau I want to tell you. But would you think differently of me? I love you as a best friend. Am lying to your face. Keeping a secret from you, I wish it was only just a dream..."

XxX

Oreo: New Gaurence book for New Year go check out.
Laurence: You have bad grammar.
Garroth: Why? Why more Gaurence?
Oreo: Cause it's my Otp. I still have one in the works.....
Both: WHAT?!?
Dante: Man she seems annoying.
Laurence: She in ruining our lives Dante! HELP US!!!! *shakes Dante*
Dante: I would... If I didn't ship Gaurence. *run*
Both: WHAT?!
Laurence: YOU WANT TO GO?!? *runs after Dante*
Garroth: Meh. Am too lazy to run- *sees Oreo* NEVERMIND!!! *runs away from Oreo*
Oreo: But I got chocolate chip cookies......
Lucinda: Can I have some?
Oreo: YAY!!! *gives Lucinda cookies* HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Lucinda: That was- Nevermind..
Oreo: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
Lucinda: What?
Oreo: Man I love Thanksgiving!
Lucinda: Your not serious are you?
Oreo: Halloween is the best!
Lucinda: Am out! *leaves*
Oreo: Now I can go to my Lemon Hut and read Gaurence lemons. HEHEHEHE!!!!!