Dear Lauren,

Today has been something. Turns out that the cat made me sick and now all I can drink is juice. My throat hurts.

I cried-laughed all day except of course when I actually did cry in second period. 2 mental breakdowns within minutes of each other. That's got to be a record or something.

I want to go lay down and watch Milo Murphy's Law, but I have to finish my homework first. If I thought the first diabolical journal was hard, the second one is even worse. I think I'm going to run out of tears. I also have to write a story for theatre which is pretty easy, but I don't know how she thinks we're going to fit all that writing into tiny boxes that only hold 4 lines in already hard to read because it's so tiny print.

On top of all that, someone said, and I quote, "you sound like you are not the smartest person". No capitalization, no punctuation, nada. I already type sort of like I'm a teacher because autocorrect forces me to, so it just seems like such a dumb accusation based on that so far. I didn't even say anything that bad. I simply just got into an insightful discussion with someone about nazism, Christianity, and people getting poisoned by chocolates given to you by homeless people.

I understand why someone would think I sounded rude when I asked why they used Christian in the woman's description, and I am thankful for the person who came to my defense, but in no way do I think I sounded stupid. I responded like a mature person who is in no way in mental deterioration. Almost every else did too. But it is them who decided to act like a child and insult me when I was just asking a question that sounded a little rude.

I don't know why I'm explaining this to you at all. Maybe I feel a need to justify why I'm engaging in passive aggressive behavior to them. Maybe I just feel like I need to hit someone after the day I've had. I don't know why. But please, after I feel like an idiot who can't even tie my own shoe because everyone is disappointed in me and I don't have all As which we result in my parents getting really upset with me, please don't call me stupid. Especially when you're the one acting like a child.