I was falling.

Falling from a trapeze.

As I looked down I saw my parents bodies laying where I was about to fall.

I hit the ground. My parents' bodies breaking my fall.

I Look to my mother with a twisted neck and bent limbs.

I look to my father with blood pouring out his mouth.

I look at my body covered in their blood.

The world is dimming as I start to lose consciousness.

'This is where I die in between my parents' bodies covered in their blood'

'I'll see you on the other side Mom, Dad'

-Birdflash-

I startle awake in the moutain and cry. I don't want to die the way my parents did. I've been terrified of falling to my death since they fell. I haven't been able to go up on a trapeze since they left me.

'I'm a failure to my loved ones we are acrobatics and I can't even climb up on the trapeze'

'I let them fall I should've fell with them, I should've jumped'

'I don't deserve to be the one that lived my Mother or Father should be the one alive'

I get up and head to my dresser and pull out the batarang I took from the cave. and pull back my sleeve. Running my hands across the white skin with only two red lines. I only started recently. I should have started years ago. I deserve the pain.

I put the batarang to my wrist taking a deep breath preparing to cut. I start to drag it across when the door opens and a gust of wind knocks the batarang out of my hand.

Before I can realize what's happening I'm on Wally's lap. He's holding me close. I look up to see him crying.

I reach up and brush the tears away "I'm so sorry KF. I can't deal with the pain any other way." I hide my face in his chest and cry. He rocks me back and forth and cries with me once I calm down a bit I pull back and kiss him.

"I'm so sorry. I know I'm weak, and that you don't deserve a boyfriend who would do something like that. If you want to break up with me I'm not gonna blame you. I'm horrible for making you cry and I don't deserve an awesome boyfriend... mmph" He cuts me off by kissing me. Wrapping me in his arms. He's trembling and crying. But he's holding me close and trying to comfort me. I don't deserve him. But I love him so much.

"Baby Bird I'm not breaking up with you for being in pain. Why would you think I'd do that? I love you so much I can't stand it and I just want you to be happy and alright." He runs his hand through my hair.

 "Please let me help you be alright. Please let me help you heal and be happy again. Please, Please don't break up with me I love you so much and it kills me to see you this sad. I just want to be here with you helping you heal. Please, please let me be here for you." I start crying again. I'm so glad I have Wally. Even though I don't deserve him. He rubs my back in circles till I'm calm again.

"Wally? Do you really feel that way? I-I want to heal. I want to be good enough for you. C-Can you help me get there?" He smiles down at me and kisses me. He's  going slow and soft. Holding me close and just being there. I want him here with me always. I never want him to leave. I just wanted to stay in his arms for the rest of my life.

He pulls back laying down. "Baby Bird it's late I'm sure you're tired. Want to go to sleep cuddling?" He opens his arms reaching out for me. I lay in his arms resting my head on his chest. He wraps his arms around me cuddling close.

"Will you tell me about what's been going on with you in the morning, Baby Bird?" I nod into his chest.

"Of course Kid Cutie. How else are you supposed to help?" 

We fall asleep with me in Wally's arms. I'm not completely better. Not anywhere close. I might never be completely okay. But I'm not alone anymore and I'm going to do my best to heal.

--Birdflash-Birdflash-Birdflash--

It's a little different than what I usually write but it's a good story in my opinion. If you guys want me to make a part 2 of this story tell me and I'll write it.

Well Bai

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