so

im twenteen-- //slapped

remember how i said i was going to eat a lot of meat on my birthday-

my family was having a barbecue on wednesday so i got to eat a lot of meat for free instead ehEHEH-

dONT THEY LOOK GORGEOUS AF I'M YODELING

anyways !! thank you so much for everyone who wished me a happy birthday :) it was a bad day but the messages you guys left made me smile ♥

i woke up to see the sunrise on the 22nd because i wanted to do at least one thing productive on my birthday lmao so i went

THE SKY WAS SO PRETTY @ AMBER WHERE YOU AT

fdgdfg i know i said i wanted to be productive but tbh the beach there is only like 2 minutes away from my house i lied--- //slapped

i also took a selfie afTER 568965678 YEARS BECAUSE WELL WHY NOT

it's ugly but

here's my face i'll delete this later because ew

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ew the horror SCROLL DOWN ASAP

a n y w a y s !!

special thanks to micha who was the first one to wish me, she went so far as to wish me at exactly 12 am on the dot and im ㅠㅠ micha, i loved the present you made for me snucdgdg i'm so thankful that you're my friend UGH YOU GUYS MICHA IS THE CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD JUST LOOK AT THIS-

YOU'RE THE CUTEST I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

also omg cARMS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR YOUR DOCUMENT AAAAH i woke up and after i came back home from watching the sunrise and made myself coffee i had to start sobbing because carms had sent me the cutest message and i was already sobbing because of micha's present and then carms and i was just-

i love you so freaking much this made me laugH SO HARD

ps. why is micha and carms so pretty i kri

and then when i checked my snapchat my friend yacchan sent me like a 300 second snapstory wishing me a happy day and im so soft?? i've known her for around 2 years and she's so good with words so i was sobbing again

i fucking love your gay ass, my #1 hoe wiNK WONK I LOVED IT :))))))

and then i saw kety's journal post and i just

y'all have no idea how much i love kety

she's, and i quote this, my platonic soulmate, my best friend, and the love of my sad, sad life

i'm so thankful you exist. ♥

and then when i checked my messenger i saw something nice

smh im so shameless but anyways

remember the friend i always yell about taehyung to?

she sent something nice my way :)

ffs im not ready for taehyung smut WHY

ALSO GUYS

HALIA PLOTS EVIL THINGS SMH

LAST YEAR SHE TALKED ABOUT HOW SHE WAS GOING TO PUBLISH A CHIISANA KYOJIN FANFIC AND SHE EVEN GOT ME TO FREAKING READ THE FIRST FEW CHAPS BEFORE SHE PUBLISHED IT AND WHEN I ASKED HEr WHEN SHE WOULD POST IT SHE WAS LIKE IDK FEBRUARY?

SHE DID NOT POST IT IN FEBRUARY, SHE POSTED IT ON MY BIRTHDAY LAST YEAR

needless to say, i sobbed

and this year, she was talking about the yachi fanfic and i was like yES FINALLY AN X READER WITH A FEMALE CHARACTER I REALLY LIKE YAAAS

.... shE POSTED IT ON MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR

hALIA IS EVIL

but thank you so much baelia i love you so much ????

omfg and also-

HIKARI DREW SEMIEEN, YOU GUYS

HIKARI DREW SEMIEEN AS A PRESENT FOR ME AND I'M SOBBING PLEASE APPRECIATE THIS LITTLE BABY im sobbing bc EtherealGyptistic is a precious ball of happiness and i //clenches fists // must protect her

so yes please go see her journal she's a sweetheart i love sm

shoutout to my twitter squad micha, carms, mars, saika and shibbles who spammed me with a lot of snaps of kookie and i know they're just edits but they take time to make and the fact that they did that to make me happy means so much to me ♥

yes

i love my friends so much they know me so well

ALSO

AMBER HAD GIVEN ME A HEADS UP THAT SHE WAS GOING TO POST A SPECIAL CHAPTER FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND

IM YELLING BECAUSE IT HAS KOOKIEEN AND A LOT OF THINGS I LIKE, SHE HAD INCLUDED IN IT AND I'VE BEEN SCREAMING FOR 456789 HOURS IM SO SOFT

please read her taeseok fanfic called 'nude' it's the cutest istg but not as cute as amber tho-

I LOVE YOU AMBABY ♥

also, MARI, THANK YOU FOR WRITING ME A VHOPE ONESHOT ♥ mari knows that my bangtan otp is vhope and she wrote me a oneshot of vhope visiting an art museum and istg it's the cutest thing that exists

my dad didn't wish me as usual im not even surprised lmao

only 3 of my irl friends remembered my birthday, and the others who posted on my facebook timeline was notified by the birthday notif that fb gives out so

idk how to feel about that

i spent a lot of time trying to fit in with my friends at college and i got so distant with my friends here and i feel like,,, there's seriously no point in socialising really? i guess all you need is just a couple friends who care

//tfw both of my irl best friends didn't remember my birthday

im still kinda sad about that tho, because for bestfrenigga's birthday, i went to his surprise party and even spent hours making him a flower crown and i know he's busy at his honeymoon but ? at least say hi?

meh

idc since san wished me

guys san is so cute i'm so gay

flAILING SO HARD WHAT A CUTEHEART

i really love her how does one ask a girl out-- //slapped

honestly tho i guess,,, my birthday ended well?

there's still other things im upset about but

well, that's life lmao, things will be okay someday. :)

i hope i didnt miss anyone,,,, thank you to everyone who wished me ♥ you guys made my day better. :) ♥