Chapter Twelve 

its jason, hes alive 

3rd person pov 

(tw: mentions of emetophobia and throw up ) 

kamari didn't know what had happened when the others weren't there. she didn't know where they went or what they did. but dick stared at her with a sad look on his face, she had seen that look before. she knew that look and she didn't like it. she didn't like the way it made her feel. 

"what? what happened?" she asked and he stared at her as he brought her to the couch and sat her down

"what is this about dick?" she pushed and he sighed. 

"its jason, hes alive" dick said and she shook her head as she stood up 

"no, no fucking way" she stated and he stared at her. he knew that she would react this kind of way and he should've known that but he didn't expect it from her right then and there. she shook her head and she walked off. 

"kam wait" he called but she shook her head and kept walking. she didn't turn, she didn't even stop. the girl wasn't going to and if she did, she might go insane

 "kamari" kory called and the girl stopped in her tracks. 

"what kory?" she asked and kory sighed 

"i know you're upset" kory said and kamari laughed 

"upset kory? I'm not just upset, i was told my boyfriend was dead and now somehow hes alive, i don't know whats happening. i think I'm going insane" she said and kory stared. 

"mari" she said 

"what?" she exclaimed 

"your hands" she stated and kamari looked down at her hands in fear. the vines were red and twisting, they seemed to be angry and annoyed. they always acted like kamaris emotions 

"shit" she said and she let them drop to the floor. kory was staring at the girl in fear, she had never seen them so red in anger and it was horrifying. kamari walked away and then she was hank leaving 

"where are you going?" she asked and he turned to her. he knew that he should tell her, this was her boyfriend, she was probably worried as hell but if he couldn't tell anyone, that meant her too. 

"just out, ill be back" he said and he left. she watched him before she walked down to the cave and saw dick, gar , conner and dawn 

"kamari hey" gar said in worry. 

"hey, whats up?" she asked 

"something happened to hank" gar said and she sighed 

"yeah he just left, lets wait a few minutes" she said and they all sat there as they began to talk about it. 

"present and accounted for" hank said with a groan as he stepped down. kamari saw the blood on his shirt 

"whos blood is that?" she asked and they all turned to him 

"hank. what happened?" dawn asked 

"get it out of me" hank said as he opened his shirt 

"oh my god, is that a bomb?" dawn exclaimed 

"who did to you hank?" kamari said and he looked up at her. he was holding an almost sad look in his eyes. he knew that she would hate to hear it but she needed too. 

"it was a gift. from our pal jason" he said and kamari walked back. dick grabbed her arms and held her up. 

"i think I'm going to be sick" she stated and she ran off to the bathrooms. they all watched her with sadness for her before they went to help hank 

"I'm going to go check on her" gar stated and he ran after kamari. she slammed the bathroom door shut as she threw up violently. she could feel her breathe shortening and she could feel the burn in her throat. her eyes were watering and she felt like she was going to die 

"kam its gar, can i come in?" he asked and she opened the door as he walked in and sat down on the ground with her. he pulled her hair up into a ponytail as he ran his hand over her back and let her do her thing 

"you're going to be okay" he told her and she sighed as she lifted her hand. she stood up and washed her mouth out 

"i might be but hank might not be. god i thought i knew jason but now hes putting bombs in people and i don't think i knew him at all" she stated and he sighed as he nodded. 

"you know jason, just not this version of him" gar stated and she nodded. 

"do you want to be in there with us?" he asked and she thought for a second. could she be in there? could she truly see what jason did to him? what she could've stopped? she hated this, she hated the idea of not knowing what was going to happen or what to do and she hated that nothing made sense anymore. 

not at all 

"i don't think i can" she said and gar nodded. he kissed her forehead and he got up from the floor leaving her alone in the bathroom. she stared at the floor as she remembered the last time her and jason were in there together, she was cleaning up his wounds and they were talking about how shitty families can be . 

she remembered the jason that was kind and nice and sure got mad easily but he had ever right to and this wasn't that jason. she had lost that jason a long time ago and he wasn't coming back any time soon. she knew that he wasn't coming back but what she didn't know was why? 

after everything the two of them had gone through together, he didn't care anymore and he was doing what he wanted. 

she just didn't know what he was going to do. 

-ABBYS NOTES-

she wont hate him but she will want to