Some people had the worst time of their lives and some wished to acknowledge the raw emotion inside of them because ignorance wasn't a bliss when it came down to the pain that existed inside their souls.

I couldn't acknowledge mine at all because my anxiety attack came back in waves the next morning, also known as, our first day back to school after the hefty events.

Levy's hand couldn't do anything to assure me and the plea in his eyes that I would be strong wasn't doing the job at all, it wasn't helping me calm down.

I was truly a sad, sad mess. My rose golden hair was flowing behind me brightening me up when I felt dark inside. I wanted to disappear and cower away from the hateful glares I received from people who used to worship me before.

Some parts of me knew they were fake followers but the mere idea about them being that vicious never came to thought and I got to see that alive in their expressions towards me.

I grew weaker when my eyes noticed July Aspen with a gleeful smile on her face.

"You got what you deserved," she came up to me to spite me, her words shoved me along with her eyes, I never knew someone who looked so serene with emerald eyes and pale skin along her stunning white hair that screamed aesthetic turned into someone who glowed off in despise.

"Leave her alone, July," Levy warned and she scoffed as she stood still.

"You'll always be a killer, no wonder your mom hated you," all my demons came to life and they did something I could never do, something I had feared of.

My hands were no longer on my sides as they wrapped around her neck, my fingers were my death tools as I tightened my hold on her and lifted her up to my locker, she widened her eyes when she saw my dark hungry demons but thankfully, my angelic consciousness brought me back and I pulled away to see her collapse with red marks on her neck.

"You're a psycho, I hope you rot in hell," she seethed and walked away as my eyes flashed different emotions and my hands alarmingly shook.

I was about to kill her. The reality of the phase I was in turned off something in me and I felt like a statue when Levy tried to meet my eyes to comfort me.

"She triggered your anger, calm down baby," what made it worse was that there were crowds of people around me showing me the truth, I was never going to be the same.

He pushed through the crowds of people with me behind him and I never wanted to cry as much as this, the bullying never stopped when I witnessed the desire to push me around in their faces.

My eyes averted from the raging crowd to Dimitria Vice, who gave me a sad smile and went to her class.

"Alright class, settle down, I will be distributing your final exams now," the substitute announced.

I sat next to Levy and I felt like I forgot all about the materials, thinking about different things at the same time made me forget often so when the teacher gave me the paper, my heart dropped.

Levy kicked my leg down the table and shoved a tiny paper in my hand when the teacher wasn't looking. My nervousness settled down a little when I saw the paper that had all of the multiple choice answers.

Cheating was bad, that was all I knew but I was in a sticky situation where my emotional side didn't exist anymore and I felt down but I still needed to graduate to continue what was left of my life.

I heard the scraping sound of Levy's chair after only five minutes of the exam and he handed in his paper to the teacher before giving me a smile and going out the door. I wasn't surprised at all, he was the smartest student out of all of us.

The constant glares of the students in between the exam that was directed towards me irked me so I made sure to fill in the two papers of the exam that had twenty multiple choice and one essay question as fast as I could.

I handed in my paper and walked outside to meet up with Levy but what I saw was July Aspen in front of me, she wasted no time in tossing me off to the ground like I was made of plastic.

"You thought you got rid of me," July sneered as she came forward with her high waisted black skirt and a basic white shirt.

"What do you want from me?" I screamed out in the hopes of the teacher coming out of the class to help me, nobody was in sight, not even Levy.

She crouched down and pulled my hair down, making me scream more as I tried to push her away with my hands on her face.

"Oh honey, don't act so innocent, I know everything about the crimes that Levy had done," she said with a smirk at the sight of my shocked face.

"H-How did you know?" I didn't have an answer to my question because the teacher finally came out and helped me up after pulling July away from me.

All she did was a wink and walk off as if that wasn't enough, the teacher thought it was funny to give me a punishment which was writing an essay about the causes of bad behavior, I didn't even know he could do that in finals week.

One thing I knew for sure, our target was July Aspen and her restricted plan that she hid away when she knew about our destructive journey, I had to know about the way she knew and how she knew it.

My eyes met Dimitria Vice and she waved at me.