Chapter Two
god she wanted to run as far as she could

3rd Person POV

oh how rena loved the fair, she loved leaving school and going out where the normies could see her and judge her for something she couldn't and wouldn't control. she loved it so much, she was forced to go and she had so much fun every time. i know you can sense the sarcasm, so there she sat on the bus staring out of the window as she played with her rings and sighed. her headphones played Paramore as she listened calmly and tried to keep her mind of the impending fact that this would be the first time she had been out of the school and in public since the accident and she was scared. she didn't want to lose herself again and right there and then a flashback came through

"PLEASE ! PLEASE! MOM, IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO" she cried out but it was no use. they had seen this coming, they had seen her lashing out and losing her cool. they had seen her finding her true vampire and yet they didn't warn her.

they had done the same thing before. they had murdered someone brutally, more then one person and yet they treated her like a monster. they hadn't warned her about the fact that she could do that. they hadn't warned her about the full length of her power. they didn't teach her what she needed to know. but she did know that she wasn't supposed to kill them, she knew that the color of the person shouldn't be blue, she knew that they were supposed to be able to stand up and walk away but this one wasn't. they laid on the ground eyes open, blood pouring out of them, lips blue and staring at the sky.

"my god serena what have you done?" her father asked as they all stared at the dead, blood drained body in fear and serena stared too. she didn't mean to and she knew that. she didn't mean to go crazy. she didn't mean to lash out and she didn't mean for it to be that bad. but as they stared at the cold dead body, serena knew one thing. she had gone crazy and she couldn't do anything about that

"what are we going to do?" her mother asked like she wasn't even there and serena felt invisible or at least that was what she wanted. she wanted to disappear and never be seen again. she wanted to run, god she wanted to run as far as she could and never look back. she wanted to leave them behind.

"you know what we have to do mona" her father stated and they both turned to her and she cowarded in fear. she didn't want to be scared of her parents, she didn't want to hide but in that moment, she did. she wanted to run and never turn back and that was the only thing on her mind or maybe the fact that it looked like her parents were on the verge of killing her.

"please" she said and then she was knocked out.

rena shot up out of breathe as she looked around. she didn't realize that she fell so deep in the flashback It was almost like a dream. Yoko now stared at the girl whos eyes were red, she knew that renas powers were fighting against her and she didn't want anyone to know

"ser, lets go, now" yoko said and they got off the bus together as divina and the others stared. Bianca didn't want to feel bad for the lockhart girl but she couldn't help but wonder , what had made rena so scared and frightened that even in her dreams, her powers were on and working.

"serena, hold on a second" Bianca stated and rena turned to her and sighed. she couldn't deal with it today, not the rival, not the fighting, not the teasing. she couldn't and didn't want to deal with it

"what bianca?" she asked in annoyance and bianca could tell. she knew that the girl was enraged and didn't feel in the right mind.

"are you okay?" Bianca questioned and Ser felt taken aback. not one had bianca giving a single fuck about rena and how she was feeling. she had never cared and now she did? something didn't feel right in that moment.

"why do you care?" she responded and bianca sighed

"I may try to beat you but something is on your mind and its clearly not going away, I just wanted to check on you and make sure that you're okay" Bianca stated and Rena felt another memory but she tried to push it. her mind was pushing against her though.

'stop it' she said to herself in her mind. she didn't want bianca to see what was really going on her head

"ser" she heard and she snapped her head up to bianca who was staring at her in worry.

"sorry what?" she asked and rena had never apologized to bianca for anything and yet she felt the need to due to the fact that she simply hadn't heard the girl

"whats going on, ser?" she begged and rena looked around before she led bianca away and they sat together

"ive been having weird dreams but they arent dreams, its like they're flashbacks that come back in the form of dreams" she stated and bianca stared at the girl

"jesus ser, that's bad" she replied and serena nodded

"I don't know what to do anymore, I just don't know whats happening , I'm scared of whats going to happen" she said and bianca nodded as she grabbed the girls hand and smiled sadly.

"nothing will happen if I'm here. i know that school effects us but i hope we only fight for the best spot" bianca said and serena smiled as she leaned her head on biancas shoulder

"thanks for listening" she replied and bianca nodded.

"always" she said and there they were in their own little private spot. they didn't know what was happening out there and they didn't know if they could.

they were okay with the spot but it would change.

-ABBYS NOTES-

so I want to begin to say that rena does not have a good past or a good family. there will be moments, filler moments , where you see who she was before the school and before this whole thing with bianca. i also want to say that she has severe anxiety and anger issues now which makes her brain fight against her body and what she wants. Serena isn't like someone or anyone ive ever written before. Please remember that she is a human but her brain is mean.