Chapter Thirteen
I have you , I'll be fine 

3rd Person POV

after the two girls had decided that they were together, Bianca stayed the night in Serena's room. they fell asleep holding each other and cuddling. she had heard what happened with Wednesday, enid, mina, and tyler, and she felt bad but there was nothing she could do about it. she didn't care though because that Saturday, there she and Bianca stood under an umbrella together as they listened.

she hugged Bianca who hugged her back and then they left. Serena rubbed the back of her hand as they walked back to the bus together. it didn't feel right to feel so happy but the lockhart girl couldn't help it.

"are you alright?" bianca asked her girlfriend who turned to her and nodded

" i have you , I'll be fine" serena said and she walked to her room with the girl. she got there right as mina and enid stood at the door and looked at the girls with smiles on their faces. mmina closely inspected the hands that were being held and she smiled at the sight of it

"so this is a thing now?" mina asked and serena looked at bianca who looked at enid and enid looked at mina. serena laughed and nodded softly with a smile on her face.

"yeah" rena said and mina smiled again

"okay we have so much to talk about" mina said and she separated from enid as she grabbed bianca and enid grabbed serena. serena turned to her girlfriend and sighed. she laughed and waved as mina led the girl off. serena opened the door to her room and she let enid in. the girl sat down on her bed as she looked at the girl who looked at her and smiled

"me and mina owe xavier 50 bucks" enid said and serena looked at the girl in shock. she laughed softly and enid joined in before serena questioned her

"why do you two owe him 50 bucks?" she asked and enid laughed as she smiled at the lockhart girl

"we said it would take you and bianca more then 6 months to confess and he said it would take you guys 4 months. it took 4 months exactly" she said and serena tilted her head and laughed

"you bet on us?" serena asked and enid smiled

"how could we not?" enid questioned and serena laughed again. enid smiled at the girl and nodded.

"anyways tell me everything that happened and don't skip over anything" she said and serena nodded as she began to speak

"i think that i had always liked bianca, maybe it was her smile or her eyes or the way she spoke or the way she acted or how competitive she got. or how she cared even if she pretended she didnt. i had always liked her from the beginning, when i saw that she was competitive i took my chance to do what i could. i had to do it, it was only right so i began to work against her in class and everything else. i worked hard and made her know that i existed and that i was practically trying to win her over." serena said and enid stared at the girl with a smile. she never knew that the girl could talk so much or care about someone so deeply but she liked it. it made her happy to see that she was happy

"sorry am i talking too fast, too much?" serena said and enid shook her head fastly with a smile

"oh my god no, serena I've just never seen you so excited or so happy far less over a girl and the way she makes you feel. i was serious when i told you to tell me everything. i like this side of you" enid said

"what side?" serena asked and enid smiled again

"the one who is completely and utterly in love , its nice to see it" she said and serena nudged the girl with a smile

"anyways moving on. last night, she went to the weathervane and i went after but i saw her with a normie and i guess i was really mad. i didnt know what to do, i ran out of there and later that night, she came to my room and i just told her everything. how i like her and how i always have. how shes all I've ever wanted. it was enough for her to kiss me and tell me she liked me back. she stayed the night and after that, it was just us" serena said and enid grabbed the girls hand

" we need to plan a double date" enid said and serena laughed

" you really think mina and bianca would want that?" serena asked and enid nodded again.

"i think she would be more then okay with that" enid said and serena smiled at the girl, she stared her in the eyes and nodded.

"we need to figure it out" enid said and serena nodded

"we are not going to spring a date on them randomly, that is not what we do" serens said and enid nodded

"no of course not but there has to be one date that you've always wanted to go on. movie night, bowling, picnic , canoe ride. literally anything, tell me" enid said and serena shrugged

"that's the thing E, i had never thought that i would ever be in the position to be in love or be in a relationship. it had never seemed to be in the cards and now it is. i don't know what I've always wanted to do because there isn't one specific thing. i didnt think i would ever be capable of being loved or loving someone that way" serena said and enid felt sad for the girl. enid had always been capable of loving and sometimes she forgot that other people didnt think they would be able to.

"but now you can. so you and me are going to figure out dates you want to go on and do it" she said and serena smiled at the girl

if only they knew their girlfriends were doing the exact same thing

-ABBYS NOTES-

me making them cute little girlfriends who rant about their girlfriends is the best thing i ever did. making serena still be angsty is my favorite part because we always need her and her angst