Dear the boy who's now my boyfriend,

So you got a life long ban from Quidditch? How did you manage that? Did it have anything to do with Umbitch?

I'm sorry to hear about it though, I know how much you loved that sport. Hopefully this Umbitch won't stick around forever, so maybe then you'll be able to play Quidditch again. That is if it was to do with Umbridge.

Wow, I really did miss out on a lot when we didn't speak, didn't I? Again, I'm really sorry about that, I should have been there for you and not let my feelings get in the way of our friendship. I mean it turned out good in the end because now you're my boyfriend. I really can't get over the fact that you're my boyfriend, you know?

Anyway back to the point of the letter, addressing all the shit that's been going on in your life. Right so did you start this new Defence group thing because Umbridge still isn't teaching you practical magic in her lessons?

Godammit, I wish for this once that I was a witch because I really want to see you as a teacher. Man, I would actually pay attention if I had you as a teacher.

Sorry, I keep going off track but I can't stop picturing you as a teacher and showing everyone how to correctly perform magic spells.

Right, I need to stop being such a teenager and focus. There are more important things going on Eleanor, concentrate!

Right...so I have a question about this group you lead. How do the teachers not know what you're doing? I mean a group of students all getting together to perform magic must be really easy to pick up on. How do you get away with it because I seriously can't imagine Umbitch being happy about this arrangement?

These nightmares you're having, are they a regular occurrence? I mean I'm no dream reader and I'm useless at analysing dreams but yeah I can't say dreaming of a door all the time is normal. No offence.

Is it a door you've seen before? Could it have something to do with this connection you have with Voldemort? Have you seen what's behind the door?

Have you told anyone else about these dreams? Maybe you could try talking to Dumbledore about it? After all he seems to know a lot about this kind of thing because he was the one to tell you all about Voldemort.

That reminds me, is Dumbledore talking to you again? Have you two sorted things out?

Also I was thinking, I know you stay at Hogwarts for the Christmas holidays but since they are approaching I was thinking maybe you would like to come back here? You could stay at mine, you wouldn't need to go near the Dursleys and it will get you away from the castle for a bit because I know you haven't been having the best time there.

I don't know, it's just an idea. It's just that next summer seems so far away. Anyway, let me know what you decide, I won't be offended if you want to stay there, so don't be scared to say no to me, I know you normally spend Christmas with Ron and Hermione.

Anyway, I better go. Me and Cass plan to go shopping this afternoon and I still need to shower and get ready.

I hope things start looking up for you Harry, I really do. I'm thinking of you, always.

Love,

the girl who wishes the best for you.

(Hope everyone is staying safe.)