Chapter 90

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Prakash was discharged from hospital.On good health.Though he needed care and stress free life now.Karuna got him home along with Vivaan and Varna.As soon as they reached home Varna helped her father to his room.While Vivaan and Karuna were watching them.Vivaan was bit surprised as he havent seen.Streak of discomfort or any unwillingness in Varna.To come here or be with Prakash.He was happy to see her like this.

K-"Ah Vivaan.I was thinking.Prakash is back now.If.I actually."

V-"What is it Aththai.Feel free to ask."

K-"You know how Prakash has been.Lately he missed Ramya.Her memories were more breaking him emotionally.Thats why he even left having meals and medicines on time.I was thinking he missed Pranush also badly.Hardly he gets to see him.What if he stays with us here for some day.Till you are here.That way we can spend some time with him.Prakash will be happy too."

V-"You mean.You want Pranu to stay with you?"

K-"Yes.I understand look on your face.You are forgetting.I have raised Ramya and Varna both.In this same house.He will be fine with me.Moreover if anything goes wrong.You all are just phone call away."

V-"Aththai I."

Var-"No."

Both heard voice.Seeing Varna standing there.With shocked look on her face.She glared at Vivaan.He was caught badly in situation.Karuna could sense anger on her voice.Which didnt go well with her.

V-"Varna I."

Var-"Pranu wont go anywhere.No."

She took water.For Prakash and went upstairs.Leaving Karuna in shock.Vivaan knew how she would react.How can Karuna even think like that.

K-"did you see way this girl reacted.As if we are no one to him.He is our Ramyas son as well.Dont we have any right on him."

V-"She is a mother Aththai.Dont you think her reaction is justified."

K-"I understand why you support her.Shes your wife now.I doubt if you have forgotten Ramya too.But we cant forget that Pranu belongs to her."

Karuna controlled her tears while saying that.Vivan had last streak of her patience.He had enough.He tried best to show respect for lady.He should have forgotten long ago.Even she doesnt know what she has been saying.Falling for emotions.

V-"If it wouldnt have been for respect.I would have easily shown you mirror long ago.But I do have that for you because you are one.Who raised Varna and Ramya both.But I see nothing for this girl in your heart.Not even slightest affection.Whom you have been targeting always unnecessarily.You have raised both girls.Then why this partiality for Ramya?Anyways like you said you understand why I support Varna.Then let it be how it is.I do understand everything about her.Not because she is my wife.Because I tried to understand her.Wish you guys would have shown this much efforts.In all this time."

K-"You are misunderstanding my words Vivaan.I only wanted to say that.Varna cant take away Pranush from us.Only because she doesnt like us.I have seen how shes been with him.Her care and possessiveness for him.Its not right."

V-"didnt you think about this.When you asked your daughter.To marry her sisters husband.Only for sake of that baby.In case you have forgotten that.You all brought that to Varna she didnt.Now you feel shes being selfish.She has every right to.Because she has been with my son.From day one.Feeling his every pain.If Pranush is healthy today its because of her mother.Thats Varna.ramya gave birth to her.But It was Varna who justified her motherhood.Its better you stay away from Varna.And Pranush if you cant prove yourself to be her family.From any end."

Vivan left house furiously.Karuna was scared.Indeed she made blunder by saying those words to Vivaan today.She didnt knew how they came out of her mouth.Maybe it was outburst after Varna refused Pranush to be with them.She had no way now.She believed.

Vivaan came out of house in anger.Opening car door when he remembered Karunas harsh words again.He shut his eyes and closed door in anger.Almost slammed it.Why is it that people cant let them be at peace ever.Every time something has to happen.Today Karuna crossed all limits.Trying to show him.How he has forgotten Ramya.He caught his head trying to gain control.He made call from phone.He was sure to leave this place now.

Varna was feeding soup to Prakash.She had blank face.He could read she was disturbed with something.As she was fine before she went down.He had some water and medicines.She was fixing his blanket when he called her to sit.She looked down.

P-"You will leave now?"

Var-"Hmm.Pranu must be looking for me.Its almost his lunch time.You please take rest.Dont stress yourself."

P-"My Varna has become complete mother now.I feel so good seeing that.You have given all love and affection to Pranush.Which only mother can give.Thank you Varna."

Var-"He is mine.I dont think anyone should thank me."

P-"Yeah that I know.Varna I can feel you.How after everything you still came to me.Doing all this for me.It must be hard for you.I would just like to tell you that.I have experience in life.Seen enough and I believe.We wronged you in many ways.For which we have to repent till last time.Maybe we cant expect forgiveness from you this soon or ever.But if possible do forgive your Appa."

Var-"You dont need to do that.appa."

P-"I do.I do.If your mother had been here.It would have been different.It was some lacking in me I failed to give.Love to both of my daughters.My love for Ramya.Became torture for you.I couldnt live up to promise made to your mother.I realize that.But you know in all this I believe strongly.I have done something good.By getting you married to Vivaan."

She raised her eyes.She could see sense of realization in her father.As well as his tone which mellowed down.Mention of Vivaan gave her surprise.

P-"Yes.I know you may feel we did injustice to you but amma.This is how life is.We dont know what good is written for us.In which way.Maybe you both were destined to be together.Pranush was string which tied you both.As father I can only wish for your happiness now.Which Im sure your husband will give you.Just stop punishing yourself for mistakes we did.Dont do that.Even he has seen alot in life.In such age.You both do deserve each other.Think about that."

He touched her hand.Varna for first time felt her father.Has connected to her.She shed a tear.But they werent of sadness.It made her feel easy.From heaviness she had on her heart towards him.She didnt say word but conveyed it to Prakash.He said that for reason.How Vivaan have been towards his daughter.It was only because of him he believed.Varna have been able to make it till here.Else the pain.Depression and bitterness she had from life.Would have taken her to edge long ago.Karuna saw interaction between father and daughter.She was relieved to see her brother.Finally at peace.But there was something for Varna.Her heart wasnt allowing to accept.It was ego or what even she couldnt decipher.

K-"Prakash you should rest for some time now.Doctor will come in evening to check on you."

Var-"I should leave now."

P-"So soon?"

Var-"I will come.tomorrow.You do rest please."

As she left Karuna saw longing in Prakashs eyes.She smiled at him taking a seat.

K-"You look bit relaxed now.Good to see you like this."

P-"A burden is lifted off my heart akka.Seeing Varna.Im surprised how I failed as father.In all these years.Maybe Ramyas disease and their mother's death.Made me like this.I was chasing time.Couldnt balance love for my daughters."

K-"Prakash.Please stop thinking all this.We cant change past.To be honest.Ramya needed our attention more.Our love for her is questioned now but poor soul is no more.Why cant anyone see that.Varna wasnt alone either.Wasnt Priaym there for her?IF she used to distance ehrself from us.What was our fault.She should have understood her sister needed more care.Im shocked now these talks have come out.Why couldnt she tell when Ramya was here.Or her hatred towards us is for this reason that.We married her to man who already has family."

P-"Akka.Your words are shocking me."

K-"Sometimes truth may sound harsh.But it is.In real.Even I loved both girls.I didnt had my own children but them.Perhaps thats reason today.I had to see this day.Disrespect and attitude."

P-"What happened akka.How will I understand if you dont tell me."

K-"Nothing.I asked Vivaan to let Pranu stay with us here for some days.We hardly get time to be with him.They will leave soon.Dont know when we will see him next.Was I wrong in this?He is last symbol of our Ramya.Seeing him I feel solace in my heart.But Varna clearly said on face no.I cant believe she spoke to me like that.Even other day at that house.She took away Pranu from me as if.He is noone to us."

Karuna saw smile on Prakash face.As he sobered down.Taking deep breathe.

K-"Prakash?"

P-"Akka you saw way Varna spoke to you.Whom you raised like mother.But you coudnt think twice before asking mother.to give her son to you away from her even for few days?It was us who decided this for her akka.Not her.We gave Pranush to her when he was in need of mother.He has mother now.I dont think anyone has more right on him than Varna.Did you ever think what that girl had to go through.Mentally being in such situation.Ramya left and she couldnt see her.Then Shakthi left her because of us.We got her married without her consent.Now suddenly we try to tell her that baby belongs to Ramya.We have come down to such level.Havent we?"

Karuna shut her eyes in shame.In front of her brother.Prakash realized how even after his apology.Things wont be better between her and Varna.It wasnt possible always to convince everyone.About few aspects of life.Respect to her age he couldnt argue with his elder sister.He only wished he would have realized few things earlier.


After dinner Varna helped Lata to clean everything.Soon Lata retired for night and everyone else too.It was late and Varna looked at food and checked time.Vivaan didnt had dinner.He looked disturbed for some reason.She noticed from time he left in afternoon without telling her.She found car with driver waiting for her outside.And after coming back she has seen him aloof till now when he refused dinner also.

He was busy looking at sky.Stars as wind blew.Instead of swing he chose to sat on grass.Which gave him more soothing feeling.He shut his eyes realizing how life has been.Altogether for him as challenge.

Var-"Now I know.Why Pranu acts grumpy sometimes."

He opened his eyes feeling weight beside her.Her presence had something.Which made him smile faintly or it was more.For what she spoke.

V-"Im not grumpy.Just not in mood."

Var-"I thought moodswings are for women only."

V-"Only men has right to be blamed straightly for anything.Judged so easily.As if they dont have any emotion."

Varna sensed pain in his words.It wasnt usual see him like that.She played with her fingers.Raising her eyes to look at him.His face showed he was hurt.

Var-"Im sorry.I didnt mean like that."

V-"Its alright.Doesnt matter."

Var-"Please dont sleep on empty stomache.Its not good.have something."

She got up about to leave.When he called out for her.

V-"Varna.Can I ask you something."

Var-"Hmm."

V-"Do you feel suffocated.Or stuck in this relationship?"

Var-"I think we already.Had enough discussion on this.Why are we starting even."

V-"Because I want to know.Its important for me to know.Where do you see yourself in my life.As Ramyas replacement?Or my sons mother."

Varna looked at him.Taken back with sudden outburst.If it was before she had different answer.But now she knew this wasnt truth.

 Var-"If there was anyone.I found till now who saw me what Im.treated me for who Im.Its you.Even when we fought we did because I was Varna for you always.You may have hated on me.But it was for my identity Varna.I dont think I can ever accuse you for that."

V-"I loved Ramya.I dont know if I feel for you same way I felt for her.But is it necessary.Or some rule that I cant love someone else.More strongly in life.What if life played with me.Is it my fault.

She left me and I couldnt do anything.That doesnt mean I forgot her.She will be part of my life.I wont ever deny that.Do you still accept me in your life Varna?I maybe telling you most painful.Truth of your life but its needed.For your good.Because I dont want anyone else.To judge us or our relationship."

Varnas silence didnt gave him any respite.He was scared.If his sudden confession would again bring change in their relationship.

Var-"If you know a womans heart.She would never surrender herself to man.for whom she doesnt feel belonging.As difficult as it is for me.To forget about your past relationship.Its equally difficult for me to let you go.Because its beyond my imagination now.Please just let me be in this present.Even if with some false hopes."

Soon she felt him cupping her cheeks.Opening her eyes and he didnt say anything instead.Taking her in his arms.She felt his arms tightly wrapped around him.The hug meant so much to both of them.He was in war with his own emotions.He couldnt get what was right at moment.Except fact he needed her.He cant lose her but he also cant do any injustice to her.As he came out of hug both wiped traces of tears from face.

V-"Lets leave this place.I dont feel right here.For some reason please."

That night she saw him.Tossing and not at ease in sleep.He was disturbed.She patted Pranush as he clinged to her.Hiding his face in her bosom.Her eyes were on Vivaan.She could feel storm that was raging inside him.She has always felt from her side how painful it was.But was she only one who compromised in this relationship.It was him also who married her.Knowing well how he was in love with Ramya.Broken after she left him.But she couldnt understand reason for his sudden outburst today.She played with curls of Pranush.Thinking about how she has accepted unknowingly.Him as husband in her life.Fact that Ramya was her sister was true to her.But she has developed possessiveness for Vivaan also along with Pranush.They now belonged to her also.As much as they were of Ramyas.


Varna opened door to her room.Nostalgia hit her as she saw each and everything.Unchanged in room that once belonged to her and Ramya.She touched soft toys.Remembering their names.Ramya gave them and she smiled.The beds that were joined together.Had so many memories.Picture frames in wall.Their childhood and every moment spent from then on.She took picture of her and Ramya and went to open terrace.This sued to be their favorite place.As she remembered.Seeing her and Ramya sleeping there in nights.Making so many memories.

R-"Varna remember my words.You should always remember your past as memory.Live present as beautiful reality.Dream of you future with hopes.These are Ramya Shetty certified words."

Var-"Fine madam.Anything else?Idiot chub."

She touched picture and smiled through tears.Feeling lump in her throat.She will always be with her.No matter what happens.She kissed there making wish for her.Keeping picture close to her heart.

Var-"You were right Ramya.I miss you."

The luggage was already settled in car.Vikram and Shivani left for airport along with Lata.As they met Prakash yesterday evening taking leave from him.Vivaan wasnt keen on making visit here which confused Varna.He didnt tell her about Karunas brawl of words with him.As it wasnt of topic too appropriate.But Varna sensed something was there which put him off.

Vivaan took blessings from Prakash.He wasnt pleased with them leaving soon.But certainly happy and satisfied wishing for happy life for his daughter.

V-"take care of yourself appa.Whenever you wish to come there.Do let me know.You can stay with us without a second thought."

P-"That I will do.Even Pranu will be happy what say?"

Pr-"Tataaaa.Aaaaaa.tataaaaaa."

They smiled seeing small chub.Reflecting such innosence as Prakash kissed his cheeks.Giving him gift in return.

Var-"Appa why all this."

P-"This is between me and Pranu.No one else should come."

Pranush was more than happy to get gift.He acted all jumpy in his fathers hold.Prakash then gave something to Varna.She wasnt comfortable to take it but his eyes pleaded her.She opened small box and found small gold pendant inside.

P-"This is your mothers chain Varna.I wanted to give it to you on your wedding but.Anyways I feel this maybe right time.If you wear this your mothers blessings will always be with you.Help you in choosing right path in life.My love and wishes are always with you.Varna felt her eyes watering and hugged her father.It did brought smile on Vivaans face.It was time to leave.

When they were at door.Karuna came to say goodbye.Vivaan wasnt in any mood to face her but he did.Out of respect.Her eyes showed guilt.But her ego didnt allow her to apologize even though she realized what she did.She took Pranush and kissed her shedding tears.Prakash kissed him goodbye too for last time.

K-"I know I may sound selfish but.If its possible try to come here once in months time.I.We miss Pranu."

Vivaan smirked from inside.How this lady didnt had hint of realization.She spoke about Pranush but not Varna who was standing there.She doesnt want her to be there or what.He stood there not showing anything on face.

P-"Take care Varna of yourself and Vivaan.I want to see my daughter.In good health next time with smile on face."

The got inside house after having last look at house.Prakash smile at them while Karuna weeped going inside house.Prakash knew they may not come back as he wished.But all he wished was for their happiness.

Boarding flight which felt was longest one of her life.Varna felt jitters from inside.Though tof going back to her home.Yes her home it was now.She smiled from inside.Why did it felt sudden restlessness being place she was born and brought up.She just wanted to go back.All these days.She patted on little ones back.Who was not sleepy.Instead busy playing with her long hair.She hissed as he pulled them.Giving a chuckle showing his naughty self.Varna could see Vivaan.Silent from time they started off.He had his hand on his head.Varna remembered how they carried little Pranush before in this same way.Same flight and she couldnt stop admiring chub.He was growing up now.This time she believes she left Chennai with all bad memories of her life.She never want to look back to.She wanted to breath now fresh hope of life.In this she could see silver lining for her.


Getting back to Hyderabad never felt this good.It was like home sweet home.After returning both Vivaan and Pranush had their much needed nap.While Varna didnt feel need for that.She freshened up and caught up with Nandini whom she missed on.She could feel how they have been bonding over time.Rest of house were sleeping.Except two of them sitting with two mugs of coffee at night.

N-"Finally this house feels alive.I cant tell you how bad I felt alone.As if this place was eating me up."

Var-"I missed you too.Couldnt wait to get back.But why were you missing us.I thought you had some great time with your husband.Rare you get this chance."

N-"ah yeah.He has been busy.Me too with hospital.Anyways you say what else.How is Prakash Uncle doing now?"

Var-"He is fine.Doing well."

Nandini touched her hand.Giving a nod to her which conveyed a lot.Varna smiled being like that.

N-"Im convinced now Varna.You are over that phase of your life.Theres something that changed.I dont know what.But I want you to be like this now please."

Var-"Nandu.Do you take me as friend?"

N-"Ofcourse is that question.yeah you are friend first then sister in law."

Var-"Please.Then tell me something honestly.Is everything alright between you and Reyaansh?"

Varna could see change of expression in Nandinis face.She felt sad fearing what might have happened.They made such good couple.

N-"Varna I."

Var-"Please Nandu.Is everything alright.I have been seeing you two for some time now.COuldnt speak to you there but.What happened."

N-"I dont know.Just that.Im still wondering what actually happened.We are not on talking terms."

Var-"What.but why?You had a fight."

Nandini gave nod and her tears.Said all to Varna.She clasped to her hand tightly showing she was there for her.Deep inside she was worried for she never wanted.Anything wrong to happen to her.She was girl with beautiful heart.


Its already been weak they came back.Vivaan was on different spree with work.He was busy catching up with hectic schedules.Coming home late and attending meetings which irked Varna this time.In way she couldnt say it loud but she was missing them.Small moments where he used to annoy her.Or play with her.tease her or times he was there at home.Though he came late.He made sure to sleep with hugging Pranush.Morning spending time with him.It was Varna who felt deprived.It wasnt because of work.She felt as he has become bit reserved.One day all were having breakfast when she saw Vivaan.Staring at Ramyas picture on wall.She felt something different in his eyes.He left from there.As soon as she came.

She wanted to know what was disturbing him.But scared to ask him out.However she thought to put an end to this one evening.All were done with dinner.Pranush also put to sleep.She was waiting for Vivaan.It was almost 11 at night and he wasnt back.She waited for him watchig movie doing time pass.Checked time again and again.She didnt knew when she felt asleep on couch.

His back ached from morning.Sitting on chair and attending meetings back to back.Adding to that he hardly ate anything whole day.His stomach growled making noise.So first thing he did getting inside was.Look for some food.He loosened his tie and dropped bag and blazer somewhere.Digging in food kept on table.The noise woke her up.As she found him sneaking into room.

He took some food on his plate.Started eating when saw her standing there.he gave sheepish grin.She hid her smile that moment.Taking food to heat it for him.He came back after freshening up.She served food which looked anything but heavenly to him.She served him more rice feeling bad.As she could make out he skipped his meals for day.She took seat on chair and looked at him.He noticed that and coughed.

V-"You could have kept food on table.I mean.Its late.You should be sleeping."

Var-"Its alright.I wasnt sleepy."

He continued eating with dead silence.If it was other day he would have been done or said something.To her at least.She made up her mind to ask him today.

Var-"Ah.Pranus appointment with doctor is this week.Got call today."

V-"Hmm.I will be there.Let me know date."

He couldnt have food calmly which made him choke on it.She got up rubbing his back.Giving him water as he was coughing.

Var-"Why cant you have your food at peace.Do you have to catch some flight or what."

He felt much better.Didnt miss to see her tone.Typical like a wife.She then served him pudding.While he was having it.Both didnt share any eyelock.

Var-"You are very busy nowadays.Is work load too much?"

V-"Hmm.This wedding and extended holiday.Have to cover up all now."

Var-"Is everything alright.In office?"

V-"yeah."

Before she should strike conversation.He left for room.Irritating her more.But she also made up her mind.Anyhow she will ask him tonight only.

She went to room.Finding him reading file.he sat on couch with frown on face.She noticed his every move.But he didnt gave any attention to her.Pranush was on his crib sleeping.She checked on him and looked at Vivaan again expecting a stare at least.After some time he came to bed.Switching off lights.She could hear him taking relaxing breathe.

Var-"Vivaan.Are you alright?"

V-"Hmm.Why?"

Var-"No I mean.You sound indifferent nowdays.Is something disturbing you."

V-"Nothing like that.Its just that.Work.A bit under pressure."

Var-"Are you sure.Or you dont want to share with me."

V-"Theres nothing.Sleep now its late."

In middle of night.He didnt knew why he felt restless.He woke up to have some water when found lights on.He frowned to see her not on bed.He checked on washroom but she wasnt there too.When sigh escaped from his mouth.

V-"Shit.Screw you Vivaan."

He looked for her everything in house.Including place where she usually sits in garden.It scared him not finding her there too.He was sweating and getting scared each moment.didnt knew what to do.How stupid can he be behaving like that with her.But she seemed alright then what happened suddenly.He tried not to panic but it wasnt case now.He checked again whole place and found her nowhere.He was panting and reached back of house.Till it came to his notice.She was sitting there near swimming pool.He took breath of relief sitting beside her.

V-"Are you mad or what.Do you have any idea.How scared I was."

He expressed his anger trying to catch his breath.She was slowly weeping.Trying to hide her tears from him.He finally saw them and felt mad at himself.

V-"Varna what happened.Why are you.You are crying."

She looked at other side.Not facing him.Hugging her knees and she didnt knew.Why she felt so miserable.That made her come here at this hour.

V-'What happened tell me.did anyone said anything to you.What made you come here like this.In this time?"

She turned to him facing him.Her eyes were read and face covered in tears.

Var-"You."

V-"Me?What.What did I do."

Var-"Ask yourself.How you have been behaving with me.As if.I dont exist."

She hugged her knees and sobbed hard.He wanted to touch her.Make her feel better but she continued crying.His heart ached seeing that.He promised to never see her crying but today he was reason.

V-"Varna please.Stop crying.I cant see you like this."

Var-"Lies its all lies.Stop lying to me.You dont care."

V-"Okay fine.Whatever you say.First lets get inside.Its getting cold here.Pranu is alone come."

She shoved off his hands startling him.He sat again with lost face.trying to read her actions.She cried with hiccups.It meted his heart.

V-"Whats bothering you Varna.Please tell me."

Var-"You.Your behaviour towards me."

V-"What?How.I mean.did I misbehave0 dwith you or shouted at you?"

She moved her head sideways giving an answer.

V-"Tried to play any pranks on you or teased you?Then what."

Var-"Your silence.Its kiling me."

Expression changed on his face.Both were caught in eye lock.He was first one to break it.Run his hand over his hair.

V-"You changed.I havent seen this Vivaan.Perhaps I dont know him."

V-"Everyone needs time Varna.Maybe some space to discover some things.Im sorry if you felt hurt because of me."

Var-"I dont need your sorry.I need answers."

V-"Maybe I dont have them now.Or even I dont know myself."

He smiled and caught her hand.trying to get her up.When suddenly felt attacked by her.She caught him from collar of his shirt which shocked him beyond wits.There was fire in her eyes.Pain which he could see.She pulled him closer to her.Intimacy which was enough to burn him.

V-"Varna what.Are you doing."

Var-"Even I dont know.But I hate you for doing this to me."

V-"I know that.You hate me."

He tried to loosen her grip but she pulled him more closer.

Var-"Vivaan Reddy.You are torturing me.Do you realize that."

V-"I didnt.Do anything."

Var-"You did.first you give me impression that you will be there for me.Make promises and then back out.Distancing yourself from me.What do you think am I to you.Some toy or what.You can do whatever you wish anytime."

V-"Enough Varna.You are getting it all wrong."

Var-"Im not.You are doing it wrong.I have been patient enough.Thought you have some problem at work but no.You were busy gobbling food and didnt stared at me for once.In these days.I prepared breakfast for you.Got your things ready for office.Looked for your stupid black shirts and arranged them for you.I waited till late for you.nd what you did.Had food and went to sleep.I hate you."

As she stopped catching her breathe.He smiled shaking his head.

V-"You need to calm down Varna."

Var-"I dont.Dont treat me like this.Else I will.Finish myself."

V-"Varna.Just stop."

He pulled her fiercely this time.Equally angry over her use of words.

Var-"What is it you cant tell me.That you dont think you can see me as your wife.Or you had wrong perception you can see life with me.Say it out.I will leave you.But I cant see you avoiding me like this.It hurts."

V-"Varna."

Var-"Moment I thought I can look forward to new beginning.Something happens and I.Am I cursed or what.I thought we will work it out and here. you.You still.Love Ramya right.Cant give her place to me.I dont want that.I."

V-"You are saying shit Varna.Please stop."

Var-"I gave up on everything for her.Could have given my life too but it pained me.Broke me to give up on you once.Vivaan.I cant thin of doing that twice.I cant."

His eyes were teary as he saw her breaking down badly.Both in heat of moment went weak emotionally.He slammed his lips on her.As kiss turned into way of expressing themselves more.Rather than saying anything.He pulled her towards him strongly.While she felt like pouring out all emotions tonight.He pushed her to edge.She caught his face.Kissing him more with closed eyes.He came out breathless.As she opened her eyes to see him soon enough joining their lips again.He didnt kissed this time but let her do what her heart desires.He could feel her high on emotions today.Probably he was reason.

Var-"I love you Vivaan.Please dont leave me now.I wont be abe to stand up again."

His eyes opened as he heard her pleading.Near his ears.It stabbed his heart.He tightened his hold around her and rubbed her back.With tears in eyes.

Var-"Im okay with second place in your life.But please.Dont push me back now."

V-"How do I tell you varna.Im scared.I dont know.How to allow myself in your life.If im doing justice to you.I never felt this strongly for anything.In life the way I have felt towards you.From beginning I felt hatred for oyu but it wasnt hate.It was somethign till date I cant decide on.When I started joining all these dots.I felt like loser.I shouldnt dare you to force to stay in my life.When I pushed you myself.Before.Maybe I dont deserve you?"

He felt her hand on his lips.As she stopped him from saying anything further.He shut his eyes.She kissed his forehead and nose.Cheeks and moving to lips kissed him again.He pulled himself back.Whispering to her with pain.

V-"Theres no moving back.From here Varna.Im scared to do this to you.To us."

Var-"Lets leave it to fate then.What it has decided for us.Like it has been doing from beginning."

It took him moment.As both felt emotions at peak.He picked her up in his arms and made way to their room.Thunders started cracking as two hearts bleeded.In different agonies.


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Such long update.I couldnt edit a single scene.I tried but felt everything was necessary.Well family drama ended for good.Got good enough closure.But who thinks Vivaan's behavior is justified?And can anyone guess.What twist is coming in story next.

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