The mere fact that she was in bathrobe in front of him.Didnt make her shake from inside.She was in different rage altogether.But Vivaan was moved.First he knew handling her wont be easy thing.Now he had to control himself too.He shut his eyes gaining some control.When he opened eyes found her darting her gaze at him.

V-"Hi."

Var-"You must be happy today.You won.I lost."

He could see tears in her eyes.She moved from her.Her back facing him.He was expecting her outburst but didnt knew this kind of burst it would be.An emotional one.Varna covered her mouth with her hand.To not let moans out.She wished to hide somewhere.Ashamed of her actions.Vivaan couldnt see her like this anymore.He went to her.He touched her shoulder lightly.She remained still.Busy crying silently.

V-"Varna.Look at me."

Var-"Please leave.I want to be alone."

V-"I wont.Every time you cant push me away from you.Look here."

Var-"Please do this favor on me.Else I would do something."

He forcefully made her turn to him.Her face was wet with tears.His heart broke seeing her like that.She bit her lips.As last nights flashes came back to her.She shut her eyes in shame.She was weak in front of him.Her anger was overshadowed by her own actions.How can she be loud at him.When she herself responded to him.

V-"You are so embarrassed for doing your heart."

Var-"I want to be alone.For some time."

She wiped her tears.Going to other side of room.He followed her there.One moment he could see her glaring at him.Ready to take all her accusations but it was Varna.He was dealing with.Next her emotional outburst will make him shock.

V-"Do you know Varna.If we wanted we could have crossed every line last night.But we didnt."

Var-"I beg you.I dont want to discuss this."

V-"We cant run away from truth Varna."

She tried to get up again.Firmly held by him.He looked at her eyes.Was she ashamed of last night.Repenting or what.He wasnt at all.

V-"Stop torturing yourself.You had enough.You have to give acceptance to your likes.Dislikes desires and needs in life Varna.We all are human and we do feel weak at some point.Thats alright.We both were in moment and.It happened."

Var-"It shouldnt have.I shouldnt have let it.I dont know what to do.How could I."

She just kept on looking at him.No matter how much she tries to push him.Away from her she knew he will be there for her.She could see hurt look on his face.She wanted to say something but her ego was stopping her.

V-"You said you love me.Anything out of love shouldnt make you ashamed.Why are you reacting like this."

Var-"I.I need some time Vivaan please.All this.Seem like unreal to me."

V-"Im ready to give you all time for life.But dont keep me away from you.Like this.At least now I know what your heart wants.I cant stay away from you.No matter how hard you try.You cant do that."

Var-"Some things are not destined to happen.Dont you ever get tired of me?"

He smiled weakly and his palm cupped her cheeks.She shut her eyes feeling his touch.Which as if relaxed her nerves.He inched closer to her.Slowly and kissed her forehead.She felt pure each time he did that.She bit her lips as soon as he got closer to her lips.They were quivering now.Lightly touching there with his lips.He made it a kiss.She opened her eyes again to see him smiling at her.

V-"You see this.Its because we share something.After last night Im never going to fall back.Try your best but you wont be able to resist your own self."

He pinched her nose cutely.She pushed him though lightly.But he was all ready to face her this time.

Var-"Stay away from me.Im warning you."

V-"Really.Your eyes say some other story.You want me to be away or."

He tried to get closer to her again.When she stepped back falling on bed.He went to her calmly.Pushing back hair behind her ear.Which became all red.His eyes fell on her neck.He felt bad for her state.He thought of something as she hid her neck with robe.She wanted to hide it all from him.She saw him coming back with something.

Var-"How will I face everyone.I cant wear saree tonight.Its all because of you."

She kept on cursing herself.He didnt paid attention to her.Instead sat beside her.Closer and moved her hair on one side.

Var-"Didnt I asked you to stay away.Please.I dont want any further problems."

V-"Im trying to sole your problems only.Now keep quiet.Before I kiss you again.Want that?"

He could see from her face.How scared she was.He hid his smile and started applying cream with tip of his finger.Slowly as it touched her skin.It burnt with sensation.She shut her eyes.Feeling burning but more the heat.He applied it willingly.In a way that would trigger her.He knew he had that effect on her but she has to give in now.She cant destroy  herself more like this.He was done almost.She gulped down nervousness and pain.Couldnt take it anymore.He blew some air there.Adding to her misery.As he was done he saw her face.There was drop of tear that fell from her eye.She opened her eyes to see him.He adjusted her robe in neck and hairs too.

V-"The more you will try to run away.From me.I will get more close to you.So Mrs Varna Reddy.Its better for you.Stop running and give in to your heart."

Var-"You find happiness.In hurting me."

He caught her head from back.Without hurting her.She tilted her face.She could feel his breath on her face.

V-"I didnt hurt you.I made you mine.Marked my love on you.And ask your heart if it pained.This is just beginning Varna.Be prepared for more.Now enough with this drama.Go get ready.All must be waiting for us."

Sometimes we cant speak.In right time or time wasnt right for us.Varna thought same in that moment.How did she kept quiet.Took it all from him.When she wouldhave responded back with anger.She caught her head and felt tired.Drained out of energy.Wished this one last day would end soon.

In evening Vivaan was ready.Looking dapper in royal blue sherwani.Hair gelled up and Shivani checked on to her son.Putting black dot behind his ear.

V-"Mom Im not Pranu.What are you doing."

Sh-"You are still Pranu to me.So keep quiet.I dont want anything bad in your life now.Only happiness for my son."

Shivani could see ice breaking between Vivaan and Varna.For time she has been waiting for all odds to end in her sons life.He has seen alot and endured a lot.Now she only wants him to have normal life.she was sure Varna have melted.Now only time will make them one.

Pranush threw ball on floor.Laughing and making cute sound.He was all dressed up sitting on bed.But noone was there to take him down.He have been waiting there since his mother.Got him ready and now busy getting ready herself.Vivaan picked ball and played with little chub for some time.Before his eyes fell on his wife.Who was trying to look for something.

He havent seen this Varna ever for sure.She was in orange banarasi saree.Color matched hue on her cheeks.With no make up that just only made her look most beautiful.She saw herself through his eyes in mirror.As she took ear rings and wore them being conscious of his gaze.She has tied her hair in bun and long plait.Her hands quivered.Feeling him standing behind her still.She opened box and took out slim necklace Shivani gave her.She was relieved to see something not heavy.She tried to open hook when it fell from her hands.But he was there to pick it up for her.He didnt say a word.Made her face mirror.Getting closer to her.Till her back pressed his front.She shut her eyes.As his fingers touched her in process.Of him making her wear necklace.

Soon enough she frowned feeling something in her hair.She opened her eyes to see him trying to fix.Gajra on her bun.And taking a pin he fixed them perfectly.Giving a victory smile.

V-"Perfect.Mrs Varna Vivaan Reddy.Ready to go."

Her heart felt some different emotions.Jitters like a teen would feel being in love.She couldnt take that for herself.Someone was doing it for her.She came out of her thoughts.Seeing Vivaan ready with Pranush.He eyed her to join them.As she did both of them frowned seeing little one.Pranush reached her hair.Trying to touch there but his tiny finger and palm reached her forehead tapping it there.He was trying to say something.Soon it hit Varna.She went back and put red dot on her forehead.How can she forget this.Finally Pranu was happy in all smiles.His innocence flattered his parents and they couldnt stop themselves from placing kiss on his cheeks from both sides.A picture perfect moment indeed.

V-"Amma's spoon.Shall we go now?"

Beauty lies in eyes of beholder.That night it seemed everyone could feel beauty.In their eyes seeing Varna.The glow on her face.Beauty in her smile and happiness in her eyes.First  to notice that was obviously the Reddy family.As the trio came down.Everyones eyes were glued to them.Smile wouldnt leave their faces.Little Pranush was center of attraction wearing same color sherwani like his father.With orange combination like his mother.He was giving his cutest smile being in Vivaans arms.Varnas eyes was at him only.Adoring her little Prince.

As soon as they came in center.Everyone was after Pranush.He tugged on to Vivaans arms.Getting scared of crowd.His parents were smart enough to politely make guests understand.Shivani Lata Nandini and Reyaansh joined them.

Sh-"I have been longing to see you like this.Today I feel so happy.Varna you look beautiful.Thank you for wearing this necklace."

Varna smiled feeling awkward.Such little things can make your own people smile.She missed at all these things.She looked at Vivaan.Who was happy seeing his mother.Shivani took Pranush in her arms and kissed his cheeks.Nandini was wearing a saree too looking gorgeous.While Reyaansh chose simple color sherwani.

N-"Mami lets take family picture.Before we all get busy."

Sh-"Your Mama is too busy.With his friends.From few days he forgot his own family."

R-"I will call him.You all wait here."

A perfect family picture was clicked.With smile on all faces.Memories will be cherished for lifetime.Like today was perfect day to capture these moments.While rest of them dispersed in their ways.Vivaan also joined Reyansh carrying Pranush with him.Varna was with Nandini.

The ceremony continued for hours till it was time for wedding rituals.Late at night when everyone was watching bride and bridegroom taking vows.Four people were experiencing different emotions at that moment.Vivaan didnt wanted it to happen to him but for  brief second he could remember moments in his life when he got married to Ramya.Her face and happy moments they shared.That day was indeed special one.Which comes in everyones life.He smiled lightly showering newly weds with flowers.While beside him was Varna.Who was doing same but her mind was occupied with different thoughts.Such small things and rituals matter so much to girl.She had dreams also to adorn herself like that as a bride.She even remembered how she used to be nervous of this day.Telling Shakthi if she will freak out on their special day.Her palms became sweaty as past hit her.Why was it so difficult to let it go.She looked around and realized it was all gone.If only she knew she would never experience joy of a bride.Like this and taking vows with her life partner.He has done all that with someone else.

In another corner were standing Reyaansh and Nandini.There wasnt much distance between them but deep inside.There was now.Nandini looked at her husband from corner of eyes.With sadness.Remembering their day how special it was.Marrying one whom your heart have chosen.Who you loved and vowed to love for life time.Whatever was happening between them.Will it get solved or distances will grow more.Reyaansh didnt show any emotion on face.He was weak from inside too.He missed his wife and best friend.With whom he shared everything in life.He wasnt able to discover if they were doing right or what.

Niharika and Vardhaan were married.The newly weds took everyones blessings.Vivaan pulled their legs and blessed them.Varna touched her cheeks with affection.Wishing best to both of them for happy married life.

N-"Anni thank you so much for attending this wedding.I got to see Vivaan Anna have such beautiful wife.Who is a wonderful person as well.You know after seeing you too I have told Vardhaan.I want us to be like both of you.So sorted out and anyone would say seeing you.What beautiful couple you make.I want us to have same understanding.Like you have.You look too cute and perfect together."

Niharika hugged Varna who was left dumbfounded.Vivaan was smiling and sharing words with Vardhaan but he did heard Niharika.Even he was surprised because their relationship was anything but not perfect.How do people sense it from their eyes?

Varna was relieved from inside.Tomorrow they will be leaving for home and everything ended on good note.She has to agree she enjoyed all functions here from heart.A good experience for her.She was having water when felt startled.Vivaan came from behind and whispered.

V-"Thinking about me?"

Var-"I have better things to think about."

V-"I see.You know its shocking to see people find us perfect.As couple.Dont you think we are."

Var-"We are anything.But perfect?It should be imperfect."

V-"You should write thesis on being negative about everything.Well forget all this.Here have gulab jamun.(sweet)It will help you to think sweet.Talk sweet and.You know right."

Var-"I dont want."

He didnt give her chance.But caught her both cheeks.Making her open her mouth and stuffed sweet inside.She had to gobble it up.Making face at him.She couldnt say anything as people were looking at them.With smiles.Vivaan winked at her.Cooing her cheeks.

V-"Did I ever told you.Your cheeks are like gulab jamuns only.Soft chubby and sweet."

He rolled his tongue with hint of naughtiness.Vanished from there saving himself from her wrath.

It was most difficult time of this event.With Niharika leaving her house and family.All were left in tears.A girl has to leave her own people.Most important phase of her life.Varna was seeing everything.For moment her heart also churned with some pain.Imagining herself there.From childhood she had family.She may have differences with them but it was true.She loved her father.Karuna was like mother to them.Are difference of opinions and judgements.Such big things in life that person leaves everything behind.She couldnt hold back tears.It was visible on her face.Her family leaving in same city.She was scared of her own heart.Which was pushing her to go to them.Meet them once.See them as its been ages she saw their faces.Hugged her Aththai and father.She just stood there playing with her chain.Life was not how we wanted it to be.Emotions play big part as they trigger you more.The more you try to lead your life in your own way.

Vivaan could see bags were already packed in room.He closed door and undid his watch.It was tiring day.But all ended on good note.He was glad that it did.Tomorrow they will be heading back home to old life.For some reason he wished if they could spend more days like this.This place have made him see a different Varna.She looked normal finally and he could see differences.Adding to that her confession has been most special moment for him which happened here.

Pranush was sleeping on bed.Guarded with pillows.He checked on his son and then saw his wife.She was in front of dresser.Taking out her necklace and bangles.He went there behind her.Just staring at her without saying a word.He rubbed his neck.Feeling weird to break silence.She did saw him but didnt say anything.After thinking a lot he kept his hand on her shoulders.She didnt protested.Instead her speed went slow of taking out bangles from her hand.

V-"Varna we are leaving tomorrow but if you.Want you can meet your Appa before leaving.I thought."

Var-"If you want you can meet them.I can go to airport directly with others."

As she was done.She tried to leave before getting caught by him again.He gave her longing look.He understands where she stands.It wasnt her fault either.He thought to make some excuse to Shivani about meeting Shettys.

V-"Whatever you say.Varna.I just wanted to thank you.For all these days you spent here.All were happy because of you.Thanks for all this."

Var-"On one side you call them my family.And you are thanking me for what.I havent done anything till now in life which didnt come from my heart.Yes I was compelled to do few things out of choice.But.I.I had good time here.I should thank you and your family."

V-"My family?"

He gave cheeky grin.She bit her lips.Looking embarrassed and he slowly pulled her to him by her hand.She became conscious.As his hand went to her hair.Trying to take flowers out.Getting a look of her long black hair.He is a goner for them.His hands created havoc on her inside.She didnt wanted this to reach anywhere now.She tried to do silent protest.He came closer to her.Their breathes met in moment.His smile came as sudden wave of reality.She playfully pushed him and ran to washroom.Feeling her heartbeats high.He stood there gaining control.

She saw herself in mirror.After taking shower it calmed her nerves.She didnt knew why red hue wouldnt leave her face.As if getting teased by Nandini whole day wasnt enough.She felt his touch on her.Water couldnt wash it.It seems.Few moments ago what they shared.She had to go out somehow and sleep avoiding any moment with him.She rubbed her hair.Soon frowned hearing his voice from out.Banging door.

V-"Varna come out.Varna."

She opened door to see him already changed in pair of jeans and shirt.He looked tensed from face.She threw towel on bed.

Var-"Pranu is sleeping.Why are you shouting."

V-"We have to leave now.Karuna Aththai called and.I will go and leave Pranu with Mom."

Var-"Im not going anywhere.See you started again.Forcing me for something I dont want to do.Didnt you tell me.Few moments ago what I wish will happen then why.I dont want to meet them.Why cant you."

He came to her fiercely.Catching her from shoulders.Look in his eyes silenced her.She started getting scared.He tried best to keep himself calm and spoke.

V-"Varna your Appa is in hospital.We are leaving now."

She felt as if something hit her so hard.She was about to lose balance.She couldnt breath.Kept looking at him.Asking him through eyes if it was true.He touched her head and gave nod.She felt tears in her eyes and sat on bed with dejected face.

Var-"Whyy."

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Some of you maybe bored with speed of this story.But Im sorry I cant do anything as I will write how it is planned.Wedding functions end here.Also end of chapter hints about next turn story is taking.Lets see how it comes out.Thank you to all those who are still supporting me.Love you all.

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