Jill's POV:

As I pulled into the driveway, I spotted James racking leaves in the front yard, when he spotted me he waved, I got out and called out,

"Hey Jay!"

"How was work Jilly?" He calls back.

"It was long," I say as I head for the front door.

As I walk in the door, I'm greeted by Gerald who's smiling,

"Welcome home baby!" He says.

"Thank you!" I say and wrap my arms around him.

He wraps his arms around me and leans down, our lips connect, and we kiss for a moment.

"I'm going to go shower," I say.

"Okay, I'm ordering subs," Gerald says smiling.

I step away from him and nod, "sounds good."

I head for the stairs and go up, I walk into mine and Gerald's room, then head for the bathroom in my room, I put my phone on the side of the sink, I start the shower and get undressed. I get in and wash up then get out and wrap a towel around me, I walk into my bedroom and head for my closet, I grab Gerald's hoodie off my shelf, a clean bra and underwear set, and one of Gerald's T-shirt's, I get dressed and throw my hair into a messy bun. I go downstairs after grabbing my cell phone and walk into the kitchen to grab some juice. The front door opened and James walked in,

"Hey Jill can you throw me a bottle of water?"

"Yeah of course!" I say, I open the fridge, grab a bottle of water and then throw it to James who catches it.

"Touchdown!" I yell.

James starts cracking up, "Oh Jilly you crack me up!"

"I know I shoulda been a comedian! I'd out joke Jeff Dunham!" I say laughing.

"Oooo cocky huh?" James says heading for the stairs.

"Maybe!" I say.

He just laughs and heads upstairs to shower. I join Gerald on the couch, he puts Grey's Anatomy on for me, I cuddle up to him.

After about 20 minutes the doorbell rings and James is coming downstairs, Gerald gets up and answers the door as James grabs us plates and napkins. Gerald pays the delivery guy and shuts the door, we eat and watch Z Nation. Right as I'm about to fall asleep my cell rings, I look at the caller ID and pick it up,

"Hey Fal, What's up?"

I get up as she begins to speak, I slip my sneakers on and step onto the porch, walking towards our porch bed,

Everything she is saying isn't connecting right away, I don't realize I collapsed onto the porch bed until I heard Gerald scream,

"Jill!"

He runs to me and tries to get me to look at him, I'm speechless and in shock, Fallon said our grandpa was dying and I needed to get to London ASAP, I was 11 hours away from there, after hanging up with Fallon, I told Gerald everything. Crying my eyes out, he helped me pack my suitcase and brought me to the airport, we hugged goodbye,

I headed through security, I was emotionless, I was going to have a break from the demons that screwed with me so badly. I sat for 2 hours before my flight boarded, I sat alone in first class and looked out the window, I put my cell on airplane mode when they said to turn off all devices. I buckled my seatbelt and began to become nervous, planes made me this way, and I was carrying a unborn baby inside me right now. After the plane took off and was in the air, I fall asleep.

5 hours later.....

I woke up groggy and exhausted, I stopped the flight attendant that was walking by me,

"Can I get something to eat and some juice please?"

"Yes ma'am, I'll be right back." She says smiling at me.

"Thank you." I say to her smiling back at her.

"You're welcome," she says as she walks away.

She comes back with a tray of food and a bottle of orange juice, I smile and thank her again, then she checks on the other people aboard the flight, I pick a movie off the airplanes list of movies, I find Let's Be Cops and turn it on putting my headphones in, I eat and watch the movie. The flight attendant clears my food and asks if I need anything else, I just ask for some water, she comes back with a bottle of water for me, I thank her and she disappears again. I go back to watching my movie. The movie ended an hour later. This flight was so long and I still had like 5 more comes to go, I pulled out my laptop and went online for a bit, trying to pass time, I see some messages from Gerald and James, I click on them, confused by the words I was reading,

J-You're not safe!

J-Don't let the demon follow you Jill!

G-He's fucking planning something big!

What are you guys talking about?!

J-He's attached himself to you Jill! Meaning he follows you! You need to detach yourself and quickly!

How??!

J-You need to go to a church and talk to a priest for help....

G-All I want is for you to be safe my love, please listen to James.....

I will babe

G-call me when you land safely!

I will!

I put some music on and start working on a song to show Gerald when I get home in a month, I was really going to be gone for a whole month of my pregnancy but my sister got me set up with appointments out in London just for the time I'm there, I didn't know how to tell my grandpa that he wasn't going to be around for his great grand baby, I was showing so EVERYONE would already know I'm pregnant, that made me nervous and I had to take some deep breaths to calm myself, I decided to put on Madison Beer Hurts Like Hell,

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I quietly sang along,
"I really hope it hurts like hell
I really hope it hurts like hell
(I really hope it hurts like hell)
I really hope it hurts like hell
I really hope it hurts like hell
(I really hope it hurts like hell)

My baby said he loved me
My baby said he need me
Gonna eat, sleep and breathe me out
'Til the end (yeah)
But then my baby went bad (went bad)
I guess he had a relapse (yeah)
Had to sneak, cheat and bring me down
It had to end (end, yeah)

My baby falls asleep (sleep) in his bed (bed)
Fingertips (tips) on the edge
He left me for a girl (girl)
But he regrets leaving me (leaving me, leaving me)

And I hope it hurts like hell (oh-oh-oh)
And I hope it hurts like hell (oh-oh-oh)
You shoulda never let me go
I know I'm messing up your mind
The devil got you good this time
And I hope it hurts like hell (oh-oh-oh)

[Madison Beer & Offset:]
My baby said he loved me (yeah, I do)
My baby had it easy (yeah)
Got to touch, kiss and please me
All night and day (day, yeah)
Remember when we took that trip to Cabo
24 hours, then we took it to the chateau
How does it feel to do it on your own?
Missing me (yeah, yeah)

My baby's all alone (all alone) in his bed (in his bed)
Fingertips (fingertips, yeah) on the edge (on the edge)
He left me for a girl
But he regrets leaving me (leaving me)

[Madison Beer:]
And I hope it hurts like hell (oh-oh-oh)
And I hope it hurts like hell (oh-oh-oh)
You shoulda never let me go
I know I'm messing up your mind
But now I got you good this time
And I hope it hurts like hell (oh-oh-oh)
(I really hope it hurts like hell)

[Offset:]
Offset!
Drop tears from my eyes (tears)
I can't cry (cry), I'm on fire (fire)
Cheatin' night 'n night (night)
No more flights (flights)
You got caught in the hype (hoo!)
Ain't take my advice
You gotta the steak, the fork and the whole knife
No more ice (ice)
In a course on the jet on flight (jet)
You so trife
I can't trust you sheist (no)
You gon' miss this pipe
Billie jean, I think I'm mike (mike, yeah)
I'ma miss her in the bed
Fuckin' up my head, fuck it up like lice
I hope it was worth it (worth it)
Jumpin' on dick like Kermit (Kermit)
It was picture perfect
'Til the bullshit had surfaced (surfaced)
Lookin' at you like a clown
Lookin' at you like a bird bitch (clown)
I don't even want you now, you can go live on the curb, bitch (curb)

[Madison Beer & Offset:]
I really hope it hurts like
Like, like hell (hell)
I really hope it hurts like (oh)
Like (hell), like hell (hell)
I really hope it hurts like (oh)
Like (hell), like hell (hell)
I really hope it hurts like (oh)
Like (hell), like hell."

The rest of the flight was a blur, but we landed safely in London, I was in awe I haven't been here since I was little, I spent my summers and breaks out here with my grand parents, it was going to be hard to let my grandpa go. I went to get my stuff from luggage claim and then I met my sister at the front of the airport, she ran to me and engulfed me into a big hug, causing me to cry like a baby, all my hormones were out of control and I was finally processing the fact that I had a month left with my grandpa, I pulled my cell out and called Gerald,

"I'm here safely baby, don't forget to give the hospital my request form that they already approved, and please don't miss me too much."

"Aw baby I miss you like crazy already it's been nearly a day, James is missing you too and buddy is lost without you, I know you have to do this my love, I will text you everyday I promise and we'll talk and FaceTime, but you go spend time with your family text me before you go to bed tonight, send me pictures of you and your grandpa, I'll get them printed and framed special for you to remember him," Gerald says.

"Okay baby, I promise I will, I love you baby, so doesn't liam and we miss you soo much!" I say trying to not cry.

"Don't you dare cry baby, stay strong Jilly, I love you too and I love Liam as well," He says.

"Okay my love bye," I say.

"Bye my love," Gerald says.

We hang up and I get into my sisters car and we head to our grandparents house, we pull into the driveway and the beautiful house comes into view,

My sister parks and we get out and head inside. We put my things in my room, then we leave for the hospital to see my grandpa, they were arranging to get him moved to the house within the next few days so we didn't have to travel so far to see him. It takes us 45 minutes to get to the hospital, we walk inside and my grandpa looks at me,

"Jilly! You came! And oh my how beautiful you look, are you expecting?"

"Yes grandpa I am, it's a baby boy we're naming him Liam," I say tears forming.

"Come here dear," he says.

I walk over to him and sit on his bed, he wraps his arms around me, "that's a handsome name, show me the father."

I pull out my phone, wiping some tears, I unlock it and open my pictures and find a good one of me and G and show him,
"That's my boyfriend Gerald, he's actually a famous rapper by the name of G-Eazy my favorite rapper, he's my roommate I was telling you all about when I was making my decisions, we fell in love and now we're having a baby."

"I'm so proud of you, are you still a nurse?" My grandpa asks.

"Yes I am grandpa, I also work with babies in the NICU, they trust me that much now, it took me soo long for them to let me in, I have an ultrasound appointment in 2 weeks, I'll bring you a copy of a picture so you can have it," I say.

"I can't wait my dear," He says then yawns.

"Sleep grandpa," I say wiping more tears.

"Okay. Stop crying please," He says.

"I'm trying," I say as he falls asleep.

I stay there and place my hand on his as he sleeps, my heart aches and feels like it's cracking, this was my favorite grandpa and I was loosing him slowly and only had this one month with him. I was going to make this the best month he's ever had, I spoke with his nurse who said he was allowed to be pushed in a wheelchair for a few hours a day, and he could go to the mall as long as we didn't spend the day there with him, since he does need his rest, his body's a lot weaker. I was falling apart and all I wanted was Gerald to hold me and he was an 11 hour flight away from me, making his music and fighting off the demons in the house. I stayed silent and Fallon and I just sat there in silence for awhile. I never thought I'd be losing my grandpa so soon.