(Author's Note: Requested by no one, but me. I can't help it. Yukina might be my top tier waifu, but Lisa is just... the kindest girl I've ever met. So, I'm making a one-shot story of her. Hope you enjoy.)

(Y/N)'s POV

Pain and sadness. That's the easiest way to describe my life. Unlike the other kid at my school, Haneoka High School, where they would often have fun with their friends, I would often be alone. I tried making my own, but everytime my new "friends" hang out with the others, they forgot about me just like that.

My parents do care about me, but it's not much they can help. They're too busy with work and there's me who was left alone. I have no gadgets, no life goals and no one to give attention to.

One day, I decided that I'll slowly execute myself. I grabbed a knife from the kitchen and cut my arms. It really hurts, but that's what I wanted. From that day, I keep cutting myself when my parents aren't home and hide them by wearing a long sleeve shirt.

Another day of me still living in this world. I woke up and do some boring routine as I prepared myself to go to school. I don't have anyone else to be my friends and wait for me to walk together with them.

???: Good morning, (Y/N)-kun!

I heard a girl's cheerful voice greeting me. I turned my head to see her and... I was charmed by her look. She's like a beautiful angel who's descended from heaven itself. From what I know, she's Lisa Imai, a third year student and the bassist of a band named Roselia.

(Y/N): H-Hello, Lisa-san...

She was concerned about me greeting her.

Lisa: What's wrong? If there's anything, you can tell me, okay?

I can't say the truth to her because this is my pain and I won't share it to anyone else. So, I excuse myself.

(Y/N): I need to go. See you!

Lisa: Wait!

She grabbed my hand right when I was about to run away from her.

Lisa: Can I... walk with you together?

(Y/N): Eh? But... aren't you supposed to be with your friend?

Lisa: You mean, Yukina? Oh, I told her to go without me because I left something at home.

(Y/N): But, I need to hurry.

Lisa: Please... I'm begging you.

She beg at me to ask my help. As much as I want to reject, she won't leave me alone, so I accept it anyway.

(Y/N): Alright.

Lisa: Thank you. I know that I can rely on you a little.

She gave me a heartwarming smile enough to give me a hope, and... I feel like this world is trying to give me reason to live longer.

But then, I can feel Lisa slapped me lightly as I snapped back to reality.

Lisa: (Y/N)! Come on! We don't want to be late!

We walked together to the train station and ride into the train to our school. We arrived at the gate and the other students whispered at us.

Random Student 1: Hey look, it's the guy from our class, right?

Random Student 2: Why is he with Imai-san?

Random Student 3: I don't think they're made to be together, though.

I heard their whisper as the hope that I got from Lisa's smile broke into million pieces. What make it worse is when Yukina, Lisa's childhood friend, saw us and ask Lisa coldly.

Yukina: Lisa, why are you with (L/N)-san?

(Y/N): I-I'm sorry, Lisa-san. But, I need to go. Bye.

I released myself from her and walk to my class without even looking back at her. I heard she said to me as I was walking away.

Lisa: Come eat with me together during lunch break, okay? I'll be waiting!

I decided to ignore her and continue walking. Once the bell rings, the homeroom begins and I didn't even pay any attention to the teacher as I was busy thinking about Lisa-san.

(Y/N): I don't think I should accept Lisa-san's offer to have lunch with her. She shouldn't care about me. That won't make me any happy. I know! When she noticed me, I'll walk away from her quickly. That why, she won't catch me and-

Teacher: (L/N)!

As I was busy monologuing, he threw a chalk at me and I didn't dodge it since my reaction was too late. The chalk hit my head as everyone else giggled.

Teacher: What are you daydreaming about? You saving your crush from the bad guys who is attacking this school?

(Y/N): S-Sorry...

Teacher: Tch, I can't believe someone like you is in my class.

The lesson continue with me still daydreaming, but this time I make it so the teacher wouldn't notice. Then, I didn't realize it's already lunch break.

Lisa: Ah! (Y/N)!

I was about to walk away quickly when she saw me and chase me, but she grabbed my hand since she's too quick.

Lisa: Where are you going?

(Y/N): Umm... uhh...

Lisa: Let me guess. You don't have any money, right? No worries, I made you some cookies. Now, come with me.

She dragged me with her as I didn't say anything. Looks like my plan to run away collapsed just like that. She continue feeding me with her cookies. Not going to lie, it's really delicious and I wish that I can have some more. But, I shrugged the feeling off my chest as I don't want anymore kindness from people since I know that they'll just pretend to.

Lisa: How was the cookie?

(Y/N): Th-They're delicious.

Lisa: That's good to hear! I'll make some more for you, okay? Just ask me if you want.

As Lisa was about to say something, the bell rings interrupting her. She sighed in anxiety.

Lisa: Aw man, I was just about to chat with you.

(Y/N): It's fine. I need to go. See you.

I stand up and walk away from her back to my classroom.

Lisa: S-See you...

After a boring homeroom, the school ends for the day and it is time for me to go straight to my dull house not caring of anything else.

I put my bag at my room as I went down to the kitchen and grab a knife from the cabinet. I fold up my sleeves and... my arms had a lot of cuts from myself. I don't care if it hurts. I decided to add one more as it hurts like heck. Blood trickle out as it drops on the floor. I stared at the cut and monologue...

(Y/N): It's painful, but that's what I want.

Timeskip brought to you by Chibi Lisa chatting with Chibi (Y/N).

Lisa's POV

Lisa's House, Night

Right now, I'm in my bedroom while thinking of (Y/N). Lately, I've been caring about him for unknown reason. He seems to be depressed and I can't help, but to help him at least so that he would feel better.

But, it didn't work well because the others at school seems to dislike him including Yukina.

Lisa: (Y/N), is there's something you're hiding from me? If I could, I would do it for you.

I decided to go visit him at his house later. I already knew where he live.

Timeskip...

The next day...

For today, me and Yukina went to school together. While we're walking, my thoughts are thinking about (Y/N).

Yukina: Lisa, what's wrong?

Lisa: Oh, it's nothing.

Yukina: You must've been thinking about (L/N)-san, right?

Lisa: Eh, how did you know?

Yukina: Because of yesterday.

Lisa: Yeah, you're right. I can't stop thinking about him. He seems to be quite depressed, so I tried to cheer him up.

Yukina: I see.

We arrived at the train station as we saw (Y/N) who arrived a few minutes later than us. I waved at him.

Lisa: Ah! (Y/N)! Good morning!

He didn't say anything as he continue walking ahead of us. It makes me frown a little and hurts my heart. Him ignoring me even though I tried to give him kindness. But, I won't give up just yet. I really wanted to help him, no matter what he say and how many times he reject or ignore me.

(Y/N): Yeah?

Lisa: I've been greeting you a few times and you ignored me. Is there's anything wrong?

(Y/N): Oh, sorry. I... was thinking of my work that the teacher gave me.

I can tell that he's lying, but I played around and believe him.

Lisa: Oh, I see.

(Y/N): So, yeah. I... need to go and finish my homework. See you.

He said as he let go of my arm and walk away leaving me stood there. I ended up eating my lunch alone while thinking of (Y/N) at the school's field.

Yukina: What's wrong, Lisa?

I saw Yukina and Ako went to me.

Lisa: It's (Y/N).

Ako: (Y/N)? Who is this guy?

Lisa: He's from our neighborhood. He lives a few houses away from me and Yukina.

Yukina: Care to tell us why are you thinking of him?

Lisa: He seems to be hurt. From the look of his face, I can tell that he's tired.

As we were speaking, I saw (Y/N) and he seems to walk away without even bothering me.

Yukina: Give him some time to be alone. I'm sure he'll be fine later.

I couldn't say anything to contradict Yukina, so I just let (Y/N) calm down and try to help him later. Then, we went back to our classroom as the bell rings.

Later on, I keep trying to greet (Y/N) everywhere I meet him, but I got ghosted so many times no matter what I do.

A few days later...

Lately, (Y/N) keep avoiding me and this makes me really infuriated about him. I'm also worried of (Y/N) and curious of why would he ignore me. So, I decided to visit his house and will ask him a few questions of why would he ignore me. I arrived at the front of his house and greet him.

Lisa: Hello! Is anyone here?

There's no one answering me, but then...

(Y/N): ARRGHHH!!!

I heard (Y/N)'s scream from his house and I panicked as I head inside without his permission. I heard his voice from the kitchen and I went there. But then, I was shocked by what is he doing.

(Y/N)'s POV

I woke up from my sleep as I make a sorrowful face knowing that I'm still breathing in reality. I lay down on my bed as I speak to myself.

(Y/N): I'm still alive, huh? Fine.

As usual, I went to the kitchen and did what I used to do. I heard someone calling from outside, but I shrugged it off because I think that's just from other neighbor's house. I grabbed a knife from the drawer and cut my hands slowly. Once again, blood trickle out, but I accidentally cut my hand too deep inside of my veins.

(Y/N): ARRGHHH!!!

I yelled and grunted out loud from the excruciating pain I caused with the knife. But then, I turned my head only to see...

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... Lisa-san staring at me with her eyes widened in horror and her body shaking. She didn't even tell me that she'll come over.

Lisa: (Y/N)... why?

She said in a low voice.

(Y/N): I-I...

She grabbed my arms and I yelled in pain more.

Lisa: WHY ARE YOU HURTING YOURSELF?!

(Y/N): Lisa-san, I-

Lisa: ANSWER ME! WHY DID YOU CUT YOURSELF WITH A KNIFE?!

(Y/N): NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME!!

I couldn't take it anymore as I screamed back at her.

Lisa: (Y/N)... you're wrong.

(Y/N): WHAT DO YOU KNOW, HUH?! EVEN YOUR FRIEND DIDN'T LIKE ME TO BE WITH YOU!!

Lisa: (Y/N)... that's not true.

(Y/N): I had enough, Lisa.

She slapped me as hard as she could as I fell down to the floor.

(Y/N): Thanks, I needed that... to add more pain for myself. Slap me more, please. I don't care anymore. End me.

She went to me as I was ready for whatever will happen next. I closed my eyes and hope that I don't have to open it again when Lisa beat me as much as she can.

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But, it didn't happen. I can feel my body become really warm and as I opened my eyes, I saw something unexpected. Lisa wrapped her arms around my body as her forehead touched mine.

Lisa: You're an idiot... *sob* I won't do it... *sob* I'm not a cruel person... *sob*

She began crying silently and it hits me that she's being serious about giving me kindness.

(Y/N): Lisa-san...

Lisa: *sob* Why did you ignore me? I greeted you so many times. Yet, you ignore me.

(Y/N): I... I don't want you to give me kindness. I want to end my life slowly. No one's going to ever help me make my life better. I'm a fragile person.

Lisa: You're wrong...

She hugged me even tighter and lay her head on my shoulder.

Lisa: You have me. I don't care if you hate me, I would help you no matter what. Please... don't commit suicide and stop hurting yourself. I hate that. If you want some help, I'm here for you.

(Y/N): Will you? What if the others sees us here and-

Lisa: Ignore them. I don't care of anyone else except you right now.

I didn't say anything to object any of her words as I admitted that she's speaking the truth.

(Y/N): Prove it to me.

Lisa: I would glad to do so.

She did something else that I wasn't prepared either. She kissed me at the lips while closing her eyes as I also did the same. Lisa put both of her hands on my chest. Her lips... are really soft touching mine. The moment gave me hope to continue living until the end of my life as it gives me a reason why.

(Like this, but pretend it's you and Lisa)

After a few minutes, we separated and stared at each other. Lisa's really warm if I were to be honest.

(Y/N): Lisa... thank you.

As I said the word, Lisa smiled at me and tease me.

Lisa: You're welcome~

(Y/N): Now, I have a reason to live longer.

Lisa: What would that be?

I kissed her cheek as she blushed from this.

(Y/N): It's you, of course.

Lisa: Hehe~ Now, let's get your hand patched up. We don't want your cuts to get infected by germs, aren't we?

(Y/N): You're right.

Me and Lisa went to the couch and sat there.

(Y/N): The first-aid kit box is beside my table.

Lisa: Then, stay at the couch.

She went to get the aid kit box from my room and come back to me as she begin patching up the cuts from my hands slowly. It does stings, but Lisa's trying to be gentle.

Lisa: Does it hurt?

(Y/N): It slightly stings.

Lisa: Then, I'll be more gentle.

After she have done patching me up, I decided to ask her something.

(Y/N): Lisa... can I... ask you a favor?

Lisa: What is it, (Y/N)? Go ahead. I'll fulfill it only for you~

She's so beautiful that I can't get my eyes off her.

(Y/N): I want to lay down on your lap.

She smiled at my favor and pat her lap twice.

Lisa: Of course you can~ Come here. Let me spoil you.

I went to her and lay down on her soft lap. She caressed my hair while smiling. Her touch is so gentle that I could easily fall asleep.

Lisa: From now on, I'll be your girlfriend, okay? I will give you lots and lots of affection and undying love.

(Y/N): I accept, Lisa.

Lisa: Wanna eat something?

(Y/N): Some cookies and a glass of milk.

Lisa: I'll get it for you~

She then went to the kitchen as I sit down on the couch. She came back by bringing the things I wanted. I was about to take the milk and cookies from her hand, but she pulled back and offer herself.

Lisa: Let me feed you.

(Y/N): Alright.

She feed me with some of her cookies and lean the cup of milk into my mouth as I drank it. I smiled right after and she let out a sigh of relief.

(Y/N): Lisa...

Lisa: Hmm? What is it, (Y/N)?

(Y/N): I want to sleep with you together tonight at my house. Can you?

She smiled as she scoot closer and whisper at my ear.

Lisa: If that's what you want, then I would happily fulfill it for you~

Timeskip brought to you by Chibi (Y/N) and Chibi Lisa cuddling on the bed.

(Y/N)'s House, Night

Third Person's POV

It's finally night time and Lisa did tell her parents that she'll be staying at your house. They gave her approvals and she packed her things up to prepare for the sleepover.

Right now, both of you are at your bedroom as Lisa brought some snacks for you guys. You're still in your casual outfit, so you told her to wait until you're done.

(Y/N): I'm going to take a shower, okay?

Lisa: Alright~ Be quick. Or else I won't be able to spoil you.

You stepped into the bathroom as you closed the door. Meanwhile, Lisa put the snacks on the table and decided to look around your room.

Lisa: A diary?

Lisa looked around and decided to take a peek at your diary.

Lisa: Reading some of the things he wrote won't hurt.

She said as she opened the diary by flipping open the cover and she begin reading.

Dear Diary,

Today is the day where I would start making my own diary. It's another painful day for me to live in this world. Nothing different changed today since people keep continuing to dislike me around them especially at school. My parents couldn't help me as I tried to seek for help, but no one wants to help me.

She flipped into another page and Lisa continue reading more of (Y/N)'s secret.

Dear Diary,

Today, there's someone who was from the same school as I do walk together with me. Her name is Lisa Imai and I can't help, but to think she's like an angel. She's really kind and beautiful, but I told myself to stay away from her knowing that she'll hate me if she knew the truth about me.

Lisa: (Y/N)...

She then flipped into another page as she begin reading.

Dear Diary,

Today is something different from any other day. Lisa-san from the school I was in, Haneoka High School, fall in love with me. A guy who's slowly giving up on life. She's the one who gave me a new hope. She cared about me, she tried helping me, she make me realize that there is someone who will miss me if I died. It's Lisa.

But... I asked myself. Do I deserve her? After I keep ignoring her a lot of times? I don't think so. Even though she stopped me from hurting myself this morning and give me so much affection and undying love, I'm not good enough for her. I hope that she would find another guy who's better than me--

Lisa closed the diary as she teared up from (Y/N)'s confession from deep inside of his heart.

Lisa: *sob* (Y/N)... of course you do. *sob* I don't want anyone else... *sob* I only wanted you...

(Y/N): So, you've known everything, huh?

Her eyes widened hearing (Y/N)'s voice. Lisa saw him just finished taking his shower. She wiped her tears quickly and face him who's in his towels wrapped around his wrist.

Lisa: (Y/N)... I didn't know you went through a lot of pain before.

(Y/N): That's something normal for me. Also, I've seen everything.

Lisa: (Y/N)...

(Y/N): Are you sure that you want to be with only me alone?

Lisa: Yes, I do. I promise. You do deserve me. I don't care what anyone else said about us.

(Y/N): I'm glad to hear it.

We then kissed once again and lay down on the bed making out. After that, you said the words that you've been wanting to say and hear from your girlfriend.

(Y/N): I love you, Lisa.

Lisa: I love you too, (Y/N).

Then, you spend the night with eating snacks together while chatting about random things. After that, you went to sleep together with Lisa beside you laying down on your chest. You feel really happy knowing that you don't have to be lonely anymore.

From that day, you become much happier as your life is getting better with the help of Lisa.

The end...

(Author's Note: Hmm... I don't know if this is a good story for you. Let me know in the comments. With that being said, see you later.)