Yipee. The day has finally come that I would've not expect to come. No, I was ready for it. Wish they did it sooner when everything feels like crumbling down. Correction, living everyday in this cruel world have always been bullshit. No offense but you get what I mean. Seems like today, I'm just going to spout some rants.

My parents lost their love for each other along the way. I knew all along it was a mistake to stay longer but their excuse was: Because we were young. Heck, other kids were left behind way early than us.

So, it turn out into a family that consist of strangers, pretending to be close and all. Not. Never gave a single issue or secret to any of them. Why would I? Not like they'll stay long. Expectedly, it was soon to be time. Curse the fact it's almost Christmas. Wish, they'd pick a better date to issue the divorce and all. Then again, when is a better date?

Now the problem here is not because of my parents decision. No. I don't care anymore but rather, the additional responsibility of being the eldest. I would love to kill what I hate but I don't think it'll change a thing. Even killing yourself.

Lastly, seems like I might take a bit longer to update the stories again. Darn it. Anime and Wattpad was my escape on reality. Now Ms. Higher Up (Mom) grounded me for complaining me being irresponsible. Sorry. You had misplaced information in this girls book. Plus she keeps pestering me with her problems and blames it on me.

Honestly, I can only have my phone on weekdays until 7 pm. Yes, in my time. Currently, I'm being a troublemaker as usual, even it means having the punishment of having you fingers cut. Screw her and her rules.

Ehem, but in the end, it seems like I did rant for no particular reason. Yep, must have been tired of everything. Geez, adding it all: school, friends, family, responsibility, future, etc. Damn it, we have to make a parole for this our foundation day in a short notice. Stupid SSG. Then a homework about the stress of students and how they deal with it.

I don't mind sharing but one fact is that adults are never my number one solution. Never, except a certain man without purpose, your a different case. Even if people tells me to ask advice from them. Never. It's not that I'm prideful or reassured with people at my age. Wish those people understand my situation, they should really put themselves in my shoes. I just have a real issue with adults, they may say soothing words but most of them are not true. Well then, time for me to go. I'll keep the rest of the rant to myself, not like this is the first time in here. See ya around.