[ hoseok's point of view ]

i opened my eyes and a white ceiling greeted me. white ceiling? i remembered that our dorm's ceiling was black.

"hyung?" i flickered my eyes towards the voice and saw that all of the members stood there and jimin was the one who called me. all of them had concerned and panick expressions painted on their faces.

"w-what happened?" i croaked out, i wanted to lift up my arm but pain immediately surged throughout my whole body. i groaned as the pain attacked my body.

"hyung! don't move yet," taehyung exclaimed. all of the members nodded.

"so, what happened?" i asked softly.

"hyung, you got into a car accident. you were carelessly crossing the road without looking out for any cars." jungkook explained. my head then suddenly was in pain and a memory of me crossing the road dangerously was flashed inside my mind.

"luckily jimin discovered you, if not it will be too late." yoongi added in.

"hoseok, what were you thinking?! do you know how dangerous was that?!" seokjin hyung reprimanded. all i could do was to hang my head down in ashame.

"are you feeling better now?" namjoon asked.

if she comes, i will feel better. i definitely will.

but she just rejected me. what are the chances that she will coming running to the hospital because i was hospitalized? firstly, does she even know that i got into an accident?

i faked a smile and nodded my head, "yeah i feel better now."

all of the members smiled at me gratefully.

•••

the sun has set, and it was already night time. it have been an hour since the members left, and it's almost clost to 8pm. she still hasn't come.

i guess she really don't like me. i guess she doesn't care about me.

i should probably stop thinking too much about her.

i sighed in disappointment and sadness as i covered myself with the blanket provided. i should just sleep to pass the time.

"WHICH ROOM IS JUNG HOSEOK IN?!" a voice shouted from outside. i can't seem to make out if the voice belongs to a male's or female's.

"miss, what's your relationship with him? we won't allow any fans to enter inside an idol's room." another voice responded. who would come and see me in this late timing?

"i am his friend. just tell me his room please," the same voice pleaded. i was shocked. who was that person that wanted to see me so badly?

"room 893." was the last thing i heard and then there were silence. i could hear footsteps approaching my room. i hid under the blanket as i heard the sound of the doorknob being twisted.

the person was shuffling his or her footsteps and i could hear a thud on the chair. he or she probably sat down.

suddenly, my blanket was being pulled down and i immediately closed my eyes and pretended that i was asleep.

"hoseok," the voice calls out, and my ears perked up. why am i so stupid to not recognize her voice from far? it was her, her voice.

"are you okay? like really okay? i hope you are, you don't know how worried i was when i saw that you got into an accident," i could hear relief in her tone.

now that you are here, i'm definitely okay.

"i've come to realize that you didn't know my name yet, even though we've kinda known each other for so long."

"my name's yoo eun rae."

eun rae...

that's such a beautiful name, like you. it's such a unique name that really describes you.

"i feel like an idiot to be talking to someone who was sleeping, but guess what, i'm a fool."

i badly wanted to open my eyes. but i wanted to hear what she was going to say next.

"sorry hoseok, i've already planned to move to another country. i'll start a new life there with jackson, my best friend."

my heart immediately broke into pieces as the pain continued to increase more, but emotionally. she was going to start a new l-life?

"i'm really happy that i got to chat with you, in fact i'm really happy that i got to chat with my bias wrecker in bangtan," she chuckled. i wanted to smile badly and how cute her chuckle sounds to me, but my lips just maintained being sealed.

"i'm so sorry hoseok, i have to clear my mind for awhile. i will come back, when i'm ready. it'll take around two years or so."

i heard the sound of soft sobbings and i knew that she was crying. that broke my heart a lot.

"hoseok, let's not in fall in love. i like you as an idol, i admire you on stage. but i guess this destiny isn't for the both of us,"

"goodbye, and thank you." i heard the sound of the chair being dragged and my eyes shot open instantly as i immediately grabbed onto her wrist to prevent her from walking any further.

"don't go, eun rae."

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an update because i won't be updating for the next two days cos i will be busy for school fml :(((

and i think this story will have 15 chapts, i think.