Jungkook invited you to dinner. He was very mysterious. He just told you, that he wanted to talk to you about something very important.
Somewhere, deep down, you were quietly hoping that maybe you could finally get a label for your relation. Even though, the feeling between you two was actually enough.

You spent literally hours getting ready. You wanted to look like a straight from the catwalk for him. You did your hair four times, each time the effect was the same: you started over. You finally let your hair down naturally, giving up after tiring trials.
Tonight was the perfect occasion to put on that dress you managed to buy, when you were alone out shopping. It was tight and defiant ... but you won't have a better chance, besides, if someone is going to see you in this dress, it's just him.
You just realized, that you surrendered to him with everything, although you still didn't know what really is between you, you knew perfectly well, that you are already fully his.

Your heels clicked loudly as you walked these few meters, that separated your apartments. You weren't so sure if it was the high heels, that were knocking that way, or if your heart was going crazy and clicking some romantic melodies. But one thing you were sure of - you were trembling and it wasn't because of cold.

The door to his apartment opened after the first knock.
When he stepped in the doorway, your lips parted in slight surprise. He has always been handsome, but today is the first time you saw him like this. Dressed as if he was going to some awards show. In an elegant shirt, with one rose in his fingers, which he immediately pointed towards you. The rolled up sleeves revealed his tattooed arms, which made it hard to tear your eyes away.

"YN...come in, please" his melodious voice soothed all the stress instantly. You walked into his apartment and he immediately led you to the patio.
You expected the dinner to be special, but you did not expect it to take you to a fairy tale, and the prince would be standing right behind you.
He put his chin on your shoulder, his hands wrapped around your waist. You closed your eyes for a moment, but it didn't last long, because the décor he prepared for you tempted you too much.

You looked around in awe. The place was magical. Jungkook filled most of the patio with flowers. They were in every corner, wrapped around the balustrade, and they were also in a vase on the table. Candles, which also stood in many places, just added to the atmosphere. He even hung a string of lights over your heads. It was so beautiful here, that you lacked words of praise.
In the centre of the room stood a table, on which he placed dinner. When he showed you the place where you were supposed to sit, he pushed the chair back for you and filled your glass with red wine, for a moment you felt like the heroine of the romantic movies you liked to watch such much. It was all so wonderful, you were afraid it was just a dream.

"Did you prepare it all by yourself?" you asked, still amazed. "This is so beautiful ..." you added looking around. You were looking everywhere but at him. And he, as if enchanted, did not take his eyes off you.

"You're right, so beautiful," he whispered, fiddling nervously with the piercing in his lip.
You intimidated him. For many reasons. First, the whole situation - the feelings that he had for you and that you gave him - were completely new to him. Secondly, in this dress you looked like a goddess, who appeared at his doorstep, and since his gaze landed on you, he only thought, that he would like to worship your body.
Third, the reason he invited you here today ... it was a confession evening. He risked a lot, he could lose everything.

"What is so important you wanted to talk to me about today?" you asked reaching for a wine glass. While you took a small sip from it, Jungkook, surprised by the sudden acceleration of this conversation, drank almost half of his.
You noticed very quickly, that he was nervous because of something. You reached out to him and ran your fingertips over his palm.
You wanted him to feel confident and at ease in your presence. You had no idea, what fight he was fighting inside, what demons he was facing.
"Kookie?"

Jungkook collected all his courage, he was finally ready to confess everything to you. Put it all on the scale and finally throw off the burden from his heart, that was on him every day.
"I think what I feel about you is not just infatuation."

His gaze lingered on your lips. Your heart has gone mad.

Your eyes finally met. You could have sworn, everything had stopped around. It was just you and him. And this invisible thread, that was entwining you. Because the happiness you felt was hard to call anything other than the destiny, that put him in your way.
"What are you trying to say?" You felt suddenly warm. You weren't sure how you would act after his reply.

"I think I like you is not enough for me anymore. And I would like to know if you feel the same."

Of course you felt the same way. For a fraction of a second you stared at his lips. But it was enough for him to notice.
You reached for a glass and drank its contents to the bottom. He chuckled. Filling it again, he leaned over you and whispered straight into your ear:

"Are you perhaps, thinking about kissing me? Because I wouldn't mind."

But before you could say anything he leaned in to you. He pulled you to him in one firm movement, closing your delicate body in a firm embrace.
Without waiting for your reaction, he kissed you. It wasn't one of those kisses you've had the chance to experience with him before. It was a completely new experience. He took all control, kissing you hungry and passionately. You felt the ground under your feet melting. The whole world ceased to exist. You didn't even fight for breath.

For one brief moment your senses returned to your sober mind, for a split second you hesitated. But his lips wouldn't let go for a moment, it made your whole body beg for more. Your hands went to his neck and you started kissing him back, making him shiver at this sudden change in your attitude.
It was a bit unexpected, but you couldn't deny your feelings for him, and whether you were intoxicated with happiness or wine, it didn't matter to you now.

Jungkook loosened his grip only so he could find your hand without breaking the kiss. He laced your fingers together and only then took his lips away from you. His eyes sparkled as if they hid a whole galaxy within them. Your breathing was restless. The atmosphere was red hot, one spark would be enough now to start a fire.
And you were just that spark.
You raised your head bravely and looked him straight in the eye. Your gaze, slightly dimmed by the red wine, was defiant and full of desire.

"I love you. I love you Jungkook."

His eyes widened. His lips parted in shock. For a moment he wondered if he had misheard.
"What did you just say?" he whispered in disbelief.

"I said I love yo.." but you didn't finish it because like a hungry cat he smashed his lips to yours.
He didn't even give you a moment to catch your breath, you couldn't keep up with kissing him, and his hands wandered around the nooks and crannies of your body that he hasn't yet dared to touch.
Kiss after kiss, both of you unaware of your actions, you walked across the patio, through the living room, to his bedroom, stumbling over the furniture every now and then.
Both of you, clouded by endorphin, you just wanted to be together, as close as possible.

You only found out that you landed on the bed, when your back came into contact with the soft duvet. Jungkook was standing over you, the view from there making you dizzy. He looked insane. With that hair in disarray, slightly drunk, smiling, in a fluster.
You got up just enough to reach him. Your hand tightened on the belt of his pants. This unexpected action made him gasped surprised.
And you pulled him with a strong movement, making him land over you, pausing on his elbows at the last moment, so as not to crush you.
As he hovered over you, you took advantage of the fact that his hands were occupied and you kissed him greedily. He did not protest, giving back your kisses immediately. His tongue played with yours, and you hastily unbuttoned his shirt. He smirked straight into your mouth. You knew he liked it.
When you unfastened all the buttons and saw his divine chest above you, your hands dangled motionless.

"What now?" he asked in an amused tone. He was enjoying your little alpha mode.
But now you have turned into a sheep trembling beneath him. And a mischievous smile crept on his lips. He stood up halfway above you, sat on bed, and pulled you to him.
"Darling, finish what you started" he teased you, but your hands refused to obey you. So he took them in his hands and placed them on his chest.
Your heart skipped a bit, as you felt his body warm.
"Will you just watch?" he asked, tilting his head amusingly. You didn't want to look like 'stupid virgin'. But your courage was hiding somewhere. He was the one who made you so shy. "Unless ... we should still wai ..."

You didn't let him finish. Fearing, that you are really going to ruin everything in a moment, with one movement of your hands you pushed the shirt off his shoulders, revealing his naked torso. He fell silent immediately, surprised by the sudden change.
"And you? What are you waiting for?" you challenged him with no idea what you woke up in him.

Jungkook liked challenges, hated losing, and always had to be the best at everything.
You didn't know it yet, but he was going to show it to you.
He pushed you, and you, as if you were just a blade of grass, fell to the bed with a muffled groan.
It took a few seconds for him to pull the belt out of his pants, but you watched with expectancy as if he was doing it too slowly. His fingers were good at both, the belt and the unfastening of the pants, he was just throwing them somewhere in the corner.
Your thoughts swirled far away, wondering what else he could do with these hands.
As if he was reading your mind, he ran his fingers over your body, from your calves, through your thighs, hips, waist. He was slow. He played with your nerves. Your body arched at his touch.
He liked the way you reacted to him, especially that it was just a beginning.

He slid that dress off you, although he loved the way you looked in it.
And now, when he saw you in lacy underwear for the first time, something snapped in him.
"You are so beautiful. I will take care of every inch of your body. Each, even the smallest part of you deserves separate attention."
His words obscured your mind even more. You were fed up with romantic words, you wanted him to kiss you, you wanted to feel his weight on you, you wanted him to touch you with these hands and you were ready for absolutely anything.

And he was going to give you everything.
Without much hesitation, he got rid of your underwear, revealing you completely. Candlelight streaming through the adjoining patio window illuminated you in a unique way. In this partial shade, he looked without shame over your naked body. His hands slipped from your arms over your breasts, which he traced slowly. You closed your eyes, indulging in the pleasure that flowed from his touch.
Your head tilted back automatically when his mouth cupped your nipples, and his tongue drew a circle over them.

You didn't know if this lack of rush was torture or salvation. You ached for more.
A soft moan escaped from your lips as Jungkook lightly bit one of them.

"And I thought I wouldn't hear your beautiful voice."
You smiled, still keeping your eyes closed.
"I want to hear more. Can I?" he asked in a soft voice. He was like a hungry wolf. You wanted to fulfil his every wish.

"Why would I ..." you wanted to ask him, but at the same time his hand got into contact with your wet heat. He made a few circles. Your body immediately arched and a real, loud moan came out of your mouth for the first time.

"That's what I meant," he replied, smiling mischievously.

You bit your lip, trying to relax for his movements.
He chuckled.
"YN..."
You wanted to say something, but he brushed your lips with his fingers. All you did was mumbling something incomprehensible.

His fingers found entirely different place to slip into. Surprised, you immediately became more vocal.
With his moves, your moans spread throughout the apartment. He knew you were close, but he wasn't going to stop. Pushing harder and faster, he made you roll your eyes inside out.

"Please,... I ...it's too much ..." you muttered out of breath, after all, you were unable to put together one correct sentence, dulled by the dosage of pleasure.

"That's not what I wanted to hear." He laughed cutely. "But I get it, to get my name out of your lips... I need to try harder."
You didn't want to even think what was crossing his mind. In that state, you could agree for literally anything he would ask for.

"Kookie...I..." you started hesitantly, but he leaned over to you and shut you with another lusty kiss. This time, hungry for sensations, you did not spare him a touch. Your hands immediately went to his length, which you stroked several times. He gasped, surprised, right in your mouth.

He broke the kiss reluctantly and gave you a wild look. He wasn't the same sweet Kook you met, he was the man who shook the foundations of your world.
"Can we...make one more step, YN?"

You didn't answer. You just pulled him closer, and closed him with your legs. This was more than clear for him. In that very moment, you both wanted be as close as possible. Just you, him, no space between. His breath was setting your senses on fire.
"I'd ask if you're ready ..." he whispered in your ear and bit it's petal, "but I can already feel it" he added making you little embarrassed.

You pulled him even closer.
"Will you talk for a long time?" you cried through your teeth impatiently, totally irritated.
You ached for his attention.
His eyes widened in surprise. But it didn't take long.
In one slow motion, you and him became the one.

Your nails dig deep into his back. He grunted softly.
"I feel so happy right now ..." he said softly, staring deep into your eyes.

"Are you now?" You poke him, walking on thin ice.

After your pokes, something snap in him. He showed you his wilder side, giving no respite.
Pain was mixed with pleasure. You felt a knot forming in your abdomen.
His movements got faster and faster. You were losing your breath between moans. You squirmed in the spasms beneath him, begging him for mercy. He didn't care about your pleas.
"Jungkook ..." you moaned his name out loud.

"That's all I wanted to hear from your beautiful mouth." He whispered to your ear.

You had no idea, that this night had just begun for you. You screamed a lot of words that you thought you'd never say. While he pushed you to the breaking point.
"Jungkook harder! Jungkook faster. Jungkook don't stop." these were words, he wanted to hear, and you were screaming them, being that sweet mess under him. Unable to escape, moaning his name, begging for more till the very end, when you both were out of breath, out of power. Tired, he fell down beside you.

"I waited for us to do this. I couldn't ... stand the tension. You make me crazy about you. I love you YN. You awaken something new in me." he laughed.

You wanted to say something to him, but exhausted, you just fell asleep.
He covered you with a blanket and hugged you.

The wine evaporated from the system, but time cannot be turned back. What if it was a bad move?