"What is happening with your finger?" Jennie unnie grab my hand show my index finger to me. I already take care of it with medicine and else, it's nothing to worry.

"I cut my finger lately." I said but she seems not satisfied. "Soomi accidentally pushing my arm when I were cutting chicken." She sigh and then worriedly looking at me.

"Look. We need to talk about this after charity." I look at her confuse. What's to talk about, it's only a finger. I dance with my hip and my leg, I sing with my mouth. So why? "Immediately." She add then take my hand down setting me free.

You're my sun, one and only in this world
I bloom for you, but you make me thirsty
It's too late, too late
I can't live without you
Even if I'm drying out, I try harder to reach you

I like the lyric, but why did they always make the sad one. The beat seems energetic but the meaning is so hurtful.

But it's no use, it's a dream to be broken
I run and run, but I'm not getting anywhere
Just burn me out, yes
Keep pushing me away
This is a fool, crazy in love, chasing in circles

I look at Jennie unnie when Yoongi oppa sing the lyric, can't she feel it? Just how much he love her.

Make me run, make me run more
Let my feet rip apart with wounds
At least I can smile when I see you

I run, run, run - I can't stop
Run, run, run again - I can't help it
This is all I can do anyway
All I know is how to love you

Run, run, run again - It's okay to fall
Run, run. Run, again - It's okay to get hurt
I'm alright, even if I can't have you
Pitiful destiny, point your finger at me

Everyone says it's over, but I can't stop
Is this sweat or tear, I can't really tell oh

My love stripped bare, the stormy winds
They make me run again, my heart beats again

I'm chasing butterflies, so lost in dreams
I follow your traces
Show me the way, please stop me
Let me breathe

"Are you sure you are okay?" Rose keep asking me when I run right after the guys ended their performance. It has to be us the next to perform, but i need time so Jisoo and Jennie unnie talk to the crew. I am so grateful that they are taking care of me. I am still broken, one little touch could make my heart crack again.

"I don't know why did I keep crying like this. I am sorry." I said wipe my wet eyes with the tissue carefully so the make up won't be messed. I must be strong, he is happy, he is happy with his love. I need to be strong. He needs to protect what he wanted to protect, she never know how to defending while me, I can burn the university if I want. It's all only about the time.

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"He is glaring at me even until now." Yoongi oppa keep me the update of Jeon Jungkook who's now sitting with his sister behind our desk. It's a wrong move to go this place, but I can't just ask Yoongi oppa to go. He said he love americano from this café.

"Just let him be. Let's talk about anything else." I said to him while slurping the drink from the straw.

"Talk about what?" he ask me back. I sigh frustrate don't know what to do with this guy. He keep ask me to talk, he was the one who invite me for a cup of coffee.

"Yeah. Jennie." I tell him. He furrowed his both brows when I say so. "What will you do about her?"

"I'll marry her someday, but not today." He shrugged his shoulder, who ask him to marry her today by the way. "Oh I have this." He then take out his phone and try to found something in his gallery phone. Showing me one little boy with apple tie hair, so cute. I was smiling like an idiot when I take the phone, fetus Jungkook.

"Cute." I commenting.

"That was when he is 16. I wonder when will I show the pictures to anyone as the black mails." I chuckled and then swipe to another side to find another pictures when he fell asleep on Yoongi's body. It was so soft how they look happy together, they must be so close to the point he feel safe around Yoongi oppa.

"I met him when we were still baby." He said smiling all the way he telling me the story. "He is so cute and fragile, I want to protect him so much. He got along with my sister too. We were become best friend since ever." I swipe the screen again and it showed his pictures when he felt cold, I bet he camp outside.

"He was so innocent and freaking scared to the girl." I look at Yoongi once again amusing. "Yeah, he is such a playboy nowadays but in the past he will cry when his school mate female touch him. He is so sensitive." I smile like crazy listening the story.

"He eat so many thing like there will be no tomorrow, once he said he already full after eating 3 burgers, but then when mom ordering pizza for us he still take 4 piece of it." I can't say that I am not agree because he is still eating so much. "He is fearless toward anything, he is still that dorky kid for me until now. I tell myself to protect him from other, but then I aware that I forget to protect him from me and my sister."

"What are you talking about?" I ask him in a total confuse. There is no use to protect him from himself and his sister. He took care and still thinking about Jungkook, his sister loves Jungkook so much. He look at me with that pity stare. Is there another secret I don't know?

"Go and find Jennie. She'll tell you everything." I am looking at him on his eyes, I still don't know how to respond. Do I want to know that another secret? Does it even important for me to know?

"After knew that, I am still wishing you to give him mercy." He said still looking at me, that eyes is not cold anymore. I can see the human inside that, the real human who had soft feeling for others. "I am wishing you to save him."

"Like what I've said to you, he is only an innocent kid." He took the hand phone from me and put it into his pocket. Looking straight to someone behind my back softly, I sense sorrow from his stare. "He is only a little boy who over waters plants because he doesn't know when to stop giving."

"Stop punish him."