Then one day there was this thing called skills for the soldier. When he arrived he first went to a wonderful party after going to his social worker outside of school. He ate some stuff at the party and then went to the skills for the soldiers raffle. It was so exciting picking what to choose. Also he Bought about tickets and that's when it happened. Cesium appeared out of no where and since he couldn't see well since his vision was blurry he squinted to see him. Cesium finally introduced who he was and after that he only wanted to talk to him. He was looking around for him and was worried he left. He always blames everything on himself so he thought that he left because of him. Adam has a very strong guilt that makes him feel like a Giselle surrounded by four lions. One lion drowns him in guilt, another one Sears him with guilt, the next one buries him in guilt while the last one blow him away with guilt. Then his friend Emma started talking to him and asked him what's wrong. He just said that nothing was wrong. Since Emma cared she asked him if he was sure. He replied that he was sure and then they both departed. He kept looking around and never could find him and he bought a water bottle to soothe his nerves. Water always seemed to calm the demon and especially if it is very cold. Then it was showtime and the show was beginning. He walked into the auditorium and he went all the way up in front and right next to him was Cesium. He was very excited but nervous so he sat two seats over. Then he realized Cesuim was saving some seats and he helped him hoping he might like him. But then he spoke out that Cesium has a girlfriend. Everything went silent inside of Adams mental estate. Then there was a big burst that was like if the universe was being created again. He didn't know what to do but be sad through the whole thing and sometimes even burst softly into tears. He liked most of the acts like for example mr guyonskis and mr mathz act as well. Then there was a small intermission and Adam went to see if people have put some tickets in the buckets he put them in and had a good feeling about one of them. Then he returned to see that his seat was taken by someone else. He was sad but he said "ok, I'll find somewhere else closer to sit". He looked to the left side but it was reserved for someone and then he looked to the right side and it was also reserved for someone so he walked out of the auditorium and then he walked out of the building and began to break up. His demon side was very powerful and his angel side gotten very weak. He was thinking of that decision more than ever this time. He wanted to completely leave. But he returned for the raffle and stayed in the lobby. He actually saw that he won something. He was quite happy since he won something for the first time in his life in his location. He grabbed his price and walked home. His angel side started gaining power and his demon side started losing power.