I enjoyed seeing them happy and seeing them smile. I wish I grew up with fond memories like that but all mine were ones I wanted to forget. I snapped out of it when Michael slyly kissed my cheek.

"Something bothering you? If you want to talk about it. I'm here for you I am your soulmate. If something's bothering you. I want to know about it." He asked concerningly.

"Sorry I was just thinking back realizing. That I don't have any happy or even pleasant childhood memories. Mine were honestly ones that. I wanted to forget. Honestly it's just really depressing..." I looked away. When he lifting my chin with the tip of his fingers.

"Darling you got to remember we understand a lot better than you think we're protectors to which means. We were undesirables at one point. It's just that we've live so long most of us tend to bury that part of ourselves because of the pain you're feeling we felt. So we just force ourselves to forget. I'm no exception I buried my past as soon as I became immortal erased my entire mortal existence from my memory that gives you any hint. About the shit I went through. I obviously don't remember now even if I tried but the fact that I went to such expense means of something obviously really traumatic happened in my life. That I just didn't want to remember. the fact that you haven't done that yet means that you're a lot stronger than the rest of us. We chose the easy way out. You chose to learn from them that takes an immense amount of willpower. To turn something as terrible as that into Something positive. I mean hell look at me I was turned at an older age than you and more of a risk taker then me. That kind of tarnishes my pride. As a man have my woman has more courage then I do." He assured me. When I realized he was right every single protector at one point or another was a undesirable. That's when a thought went through my head.

"Wait a minute. If every protector was once a undesirable. Would that affect even regular followers. Or just protectors. then that would mean that the whole entire population of undesirables that everybody is marking as useless or actually non humans. Which are considered deities." I thought out loud.

"Only peacemakers know about this. But they ring genetic test all kinds of shit and found out. That every undesirable carries some type of non-human DNA in their blood it's just doing it so technically yes every desirables are actually deityes. Because each of their bloodlines actually can be traced back. Showing their direct descendants of the original purebred non humans. Which means that turn on human form is what they actually look like. Their true self which is they're Whenever they force to go dormant with our seals. And curses to live in miserable existence as a undesirable immortal robbing us of everything we should have had from the beginning. Pretty unfair So little of get to actually see your true potential. Not living up to expectation. That's the whole point of the organization is to protect them cuz even though humans think they're worthless we know they're not we know their true value. Every peacemaker is actually in non human like protectors. But as soon as they got their seal broken they became peacemakers. You're only considered a protector when you're still human. And honestly we lied about how big our population is it's actually a lot bigger. We just don't want to come they feel a little bit intimidated." Nira said.

"Why how bigs our real population?" I asked.

"Try over 20,000 and rising. I'm Nick Crystal's husband." The male hell hound said. Walking over my jaw dropped they laughed.

"Your joking?" I asked, he sipped his cup.

"Nope. We make A LOT of babies. We're like rabbits. Once a protectors seals is broken any children born are born non-human and so on and so forth.  We actually only started 300 protectors in history. That we've have had their seals broken. Three hundred years ago our total population was 900. If that gives you any idea. Of how bad our baby booms are. Hence we're like rabbits and no one knows what made the population erupting. But we think thats why all the original nonehuman were made into undesireables. They even earased all their own history and every trace of their exsistance. They were controlling our population. They might act like they love us. But the truth is they fear us. But there's to many of us. They tryed erraticating us but there were to many of us. So they found away to seal our true power. Making them mortal. That's our best hypnosis on. But my question is who taught them how to make the seals. From what we gathered. It wasn't human and it wasn't one of us. But different species altogether. And from what we learned about them. We've been aware of them for a while. While they've been observing us. We've been watching them. Their aliens that are literally living gods. They been watching us since the beginning. Man kind facinated them. They grew to love mankind. We were growing alongside man. They never noticed us the thousand of years. But when they did we had already growing out of control. They don't like spilling innocent blood. So the made the seals. And taught some humans to do it. Who were the first peacemakers. Till one of them figured out how to break it. And we slowly took over. To where every member was non-human." He laughed, taking another.

"Wait I'm part lighting god. Does that mean I'm part Alein?" I blurted.

"It means your father was one. Meaning that human married to your birth mother. DNA tests prove she's your mother but you have a different father. Thats why I told you. Your literally the only that could match them if we ever have to go up against them again." He said.

"Have you ever just talked to them ask them why. Maybe come to a mutual understanding. Inside of treating them like humans treat us. We're no better if we always attacked them unprovoked. You might as well poke a bear with a stick that's how you start wars." I said.

"And that's why your the queen. You can protect your kin and reason with them." He replied.

"Ya but I'm a newborn. I don't even know how to shift yet. Or even change my physical human appearance. How does anyone expect me to do that. I don't know how to even take care of myself. I'm only 19. That's to much pressure your putting on me." I said.

"I know kido. We're going to teach you. Because your the only one that can." He said. I could feel my anxiety flaring. But my mate hugged me calming me down. After he picked me up and carried me into the house. Where he carried me inside and to my room. He laid me down covered me up. Then laid beside me on top of the blanket. I laid my head on his chest snuggling up to him. I fell asleep with him playing with my hair.