I woke up it was morning the next day. I looked up smiling he hadn't moved the entire night and was asleep. It was so cute I snuck some pictures on my phone.

"And what are you doing. You so better not of takin any pictures." He said, startling me when I was giggling looking at them. I quickly hid it.

"Oh no you didn't." He said, as I tried running off the bed. I didn't stand a chance. As he scooped me up in his strong muscular arms. Tickling me making me laugh. Till my ribs hurt.

"Oh come on. Don't make me delete it. It's so cute and I don't have any pictures of you." I pleaded when him. He put me down.

"Fine you can keep it. But let me see you're phone." He said, I pouted handing it to him thinking he was still going to delete it. When he got beside me taking some with me. My favorite was of him kissing my cheek. I was so bubbly form him taking them. I wasn't paying attention when I reached back to kiss his cheek and got him on the lips. I didn't even know I did it till I looked back to see his blushing a bright red.

"I'm so dumb I got your lips didn't I." I asked. He just gave a nod.

"Genius I just totally ruined my first kiss." I said, before his lips crashed into mine. But it was completely different. Then my pathetic peck I just gave him. It was deep and passionate. Which made my knees weak and he wrapped his arms around my waist to keep me from falling.

"Damn you haven't ever kissed anyone before. Good that means nobody's gotten to you yet. Right?" He asked.

"Are you asking if I a virgin?" I asked bluntly. He gave me a kiss.

"Babe if I never kissed any let alone date. I've obviously never had sex. So yes I'm a virgin. Don't get why it's such a big deal." I said. His face lit up with excitement.

"The girls are going to make a huge deal. When they figured it out I told you. Or that I accidentally kissed you." I said, he laughed.

"And you just told them?" He laughed.

"Ya why is it shameful to save my self for my soulmate. Which by the way is you.." He shut me up by kissing me.

"Hush it you. I just love that you saved yourself for me. Honestly if someone would have taken it before I got to you. I'd probably lose control and hunt them down. My worst fear is someone else stealing my mate. I'd don't want anyone defiling my mate." He said, I could see the pain in his eyes.

"So what about the girl you were with before me?" I asked, he immediately turned to hide his face.

"I should've known one of the girls would tell you." He said his voice was full of sorrow.

"Damn I envy her. She got your heart let me see and I'm just second in line. I guess I should be used to being second-best to everybody even to my mate. But I guess she'll always have that even if she's not around me even if I'm in the picture I guess somebody else will always have your heart. Fucking reality sucks."I said slightly angry and getting just more angry by the minute knowing that some other woman had probably held my mate. Even have to start what do I get what's left over. He glanced back at me hearing the anger in my voice.

"Dear it was a long time ago it was before you were even born." He said, I could see it pained. Him to even talk about her. Meaning I was right he did love her. Which only made dragon furious.

"It doesn't matter anyways. If she's married anyways and I'm over her. She chose to leave me I chose to let go and move on. She faked her own death so she could marry somebody else. She was my fiance. Yeah it hurt at first but I used that as a lesson to never give anyone my undivided to only my fated that's you." He said which made my face turn red with anger.

"They could have at least told me that she was still alive. Or that you were engaged to her they left that part out. do you even get how much that hurts to hear that you actually care for another woman. well I'm sitting right here you do realize I can feel your feelings right. Just honestly makes me even more mad. Especially knowing you still obviously have feelings for this woman. ven though you say it doesn't matter. You're my mate don't mind my fucking face." Iside with my volume getting so loud it turned into a yell. My body actually started shifting on its own it was so mad. You look at me apologetically trying to reach for me. But I just pulled away I was so disgusted. I could feel he still loved her and the fact that. He loved her that much just made me feel gross." I said, hooding back my tears.

"You know how disgusting that makes me feel knowing. That somebody else touch do you hold you. But the fact that. I can still feel that just makes me feel like I'm nothing to you. I can still tell that you still love her even though she's married. Why am I always second choice or last then this case. Why does always have to be so damn complicated even as a deity. My life still fucking sucks." I roared him as he tried to pull me into a hug. Before taking off. I ran out the house and into the woods I needed to be alone. Plus I couldn't control my shifting. I didn't want nobody to see me. In my true form. Oh I didn't even realize I was crying. As soon as I got into the woods till. I let my feelings take full control causing me to shift instantly. Which I got to say my body was. bigger than I anticipated I literally was hitting my head off the tops of trees. I'm getting my horns tangled up in their branches. I just thrashed my head breaking the tops of some of the trees. Then I stretched my head. Above the trees to see him looking for me frantically. In the yard. When some lady and man walked. Over to him from the driveway in the. The woman was holding a descent size box wrapped in wrapping paper.

"Hey their the man of the hour. Sorry Nira told me you finally found your mate. And they asked us to help out with tonight's festivities." The woman said, as dad came out and a ton of non-humans came pouring out. He complete ignored her.

"Sw..." She stopped as he snapped.

"Don't dare call me sweetie my mates a newborn. She took off before one of the girls told her about you. I swear if anything happens to her I'll never forgive myself." He said, frantically. As she gasped covering her mouth.

"I'm so sorry but that was such a long time ago. We were dumb kids. We've done made peace with it. Im so inconsiderate. Of course it would bother the deary. I'm probably shouldn't even be here. We'll help you look for her. Sorry I cause you unnecessary trouble." She apologized, when I realized the love he was feeling for her was not like ours. But that as a sister. I immediately felt guilty for snapping at him. So I lowered my head below the trees. Walking to the tree line where he was. When I lowered my head to his eye level and poked my head out in front of him. He had his head buried in his hands looks like he was ready to start sobbing. Everyone else got extremely quiet.

"Michael don't look in front of you." The woman said almost trembling. As dad just running on over.

"It's okay. Now Willow what are you doing giving us a scare like that. You had poor Michael practically in tears." Dad scolded just grabbing my dragon face. Michaelshead burning in my direction has eyes lit up some of the same me.

"Baby I have everyone waiting out back. Wait a minute you shift by yourself?" Dad asked. As my mate pretty much jumped on my head to give me a hug. Even with my head on the ground I was easily lift him up with no effort.

"I'm sorry I read situational wrong. My reaction was very Petty do you forgive me." I said using my dragon vioce. He just lovingly snuggled my face.

"You know I can never stay mad at you love. I was just scared you'd lose control and how you're pretty pissed when you left. But I honestly should have known better. I should have just been more upfront with you." Angelo said kissing my head. Before jumping off.

"Honestly I'm surprised you were able. To keep your self and check without me there simply the first time your actually first shift. Not to mention that you shifted. When you are angry. But you're doing excellent my darling." Dad said proudly, petting me.