I'm probably gonna delete this part later... I dunno. I'm not gonna give a video how you matter, but you all do. I'm not gonna talk completely about thanking everyone. This is a part to get to know your author better.

Twelve years ago, when I was five years old a family member put me in fostercare. It happened again when I was fourteen. The pain and experiences brought me the magic art and writing. Those two things have freed my soul a little. All the deaths you see in my books, or the dark figures, or sadness... Its how I get my emotions out. This part... is gonna be hard for me to type because I know my family reads my books.... and none of them know this. None of my family really knows the real me... So here it goes.

For years. I've been in a dark place. I'm not the best at school and I've been suicidal for as long as I can remember. My art is dark because that is who I am. I listen to sad musicals like the Heathers and Dear Evan Hansen and other stuff... I have anger issues and I tend to cry a lot. I blame myself for almost everything that happened to my family. I blame myself for why my parents separated and the reason my family never visits. I blame myself for ruining friendships and hurting other people. I know they forgave me but I can't let go...and... I know a lot of you know this but no one else really does.

...I'm bisexual...

Its hard for me to say because I know my family would NEVER accept me for who I am. Now, I am gonna thank some people. Again, like last time, I would tag more but I'm not willing to give away personal information.

LoveKeepsLiving
RecedingSerenity
Fionna_Cool_Girl
Thepikachunamedlori
JessieJaxon
ShiraFangirl
KayelynWritesFanfics

All of you, and more, have been there for me when I needed you most. All of my readers have stopped me from committing suicide and you guys make me feel like I matter. Like I make a difference in this world. I know I seem down a lot and I never say this but... I'm thankful to have all of you. Even after I hurt you, pushed you away and threw my problems at you... you were there for me! You didn't just up and leave! There are more people I wanna tag and I really mean it when I say I wanna. But I can't... Thank you all for supporting me and I hope I can return the favor.

Thank you :')

*Hugs everyone*